It was 11:00 Thursday night, i heard someone knocking the door, i had known that's Gerard, i was still cleaning after him, i sighed then i opened the door, Gerard fell on me, i dragged him to the couch, he was mumbling words, he muttered that he was sorry, or that's what i thought, i look at him sadly, i touch his soft cheek and i kiss his forehead, "poor Gee, honey let's go to bed, i love you, come on" i help him to walk, he lays on my bed, and i lay next to him, he hugs me then kisses my shoulder, "I'm sorry, i was a dick" he muttered, i turned to him and kissed his lips, i hug him tightly then he fell asleep on my chest, i couldn't sleep that night, i was thinking of going to California, to start my life over, but, how can i leave him here?, i can't, i just can't, i started crying in silence, Gerard woke up and noticed me crying, "what's wrong baby?" he whispered touching my cheek, "I'm sad because of you" i sob, "i told you I'm trying" he muttered, "you are trying but you won't stop" i turn my back to him, "I'm sorry...." he mumbled and kissed my neck, he played with my hair, then kissed me again, i turned around to him, i took off my shirt and bra, he started massaging my breast, he kissed my neck, and i kissed his neck too, he started making out with me, i wasn't happy, i was sad, i had made my choice, then i knew what I wanted.

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there will be a sequel guys :3 just tell me what you think