We got to Starbucks and sat on a table. "i like this day " i said taking a sip of my cappuccino. " me too" Gerard muttered while drinking his coffee. Suddenly he took my hands when i was looking at the sky. "will you marry me? " he said smiling. " wow, oh don't you think it's a bit soon" i said nervously. "not now, like, in the future " he shrugged. " without any thinking, yes! " i leaned towards him. " you'll stay with me forever? " he kissed me. I nodded and blushed. We drank our coffees and got out. " do you wanna go to the park? " Gerard asked me smiling. I nodded and smiled. He held my waist, and walked along with me, that day was the best day ever, all i wanted to do is to be with Gerard. He took me to the park and we sat on a bench. " Ahh, look at the time it's 5:36" i said to Gerard. "awww! So what?! We're having fun" he exclaimed. I rested my head on his shoulder, i was filled with happiness, my heart was dancing, i knew then Gerard was the one. After we spent about an hour at the park, we went home. "oh gosh I'm so tired" Gerard said hanging his coat and mine on the hanger. "oh guys your here, we were just about to have dinner " Mikey said to us. "oh good I'm starving" i sighed. "Hey kids, did you have fun" Donna kissed Gerard cheek. "we had quite fun" he replied. "that's good, come on the table is ready" Donna said. We sat on the table had a delightful dinner and Gerard and Mikey went to do the dishes, while Donna was cleaning the house. "what did you both do in your room? " Mikey asked with a smirk on his face while i was helping them with the dishes." like we said drawing " Gerard muttered. " well, she just finished taking a shower, and you were waiting for her, what the odds that you didn't have sex? " he whispered. " gosh Mikes!!! " i gasped. " If it makes you happy to know yes we did it" Gerard said with a poker face, i poked Gerard hand. "i won't tell mom" he smiled confidently. "geez, thanks" i said sarcastically. Then Donna walked in. "what are you thanking him for? " Donna asked. " umm, i told her I'd do that dish for her" Mikey smiled. "she shouldn't be doing any dishes tonight, go kiddo" Donna winked at me. "okay, I'll go wait for you Gerard, in your room i want you to show me how to draw " I smilied. " oh, yeah sure babe" he smiled back. I saw a smirk on Mikey face, he knew what we wanted to do. I went down waiting for Gerard. He walked in with a big smile on his face. "lock the door" i said to Gerard. "gladly " he winked at me. We sat on the bed, then he took off my shirt and bra, and kissed my neck, i was playing with his hair, i kissed his neck back and continued. That week we had a lot of sex, but for a short time, because when we did it was in the house but i loved it, i haven't been hurting myself for a long time now, he made me feel better about myself, but i didn't know the shit storm was about to rain down, and everything was about to change.