I wake up staring at the ceiling and Yep! today is my first day at school.
I'm Lita Foster and i live in New Jersey, Today wasn't any different from any other day, yes i was going to another school,new kids, and other shit..
i got used to it, just don't eye contact with others,ignore new people, i don't know why I'm so self-aware of myself,i haven't done anything bad in my life, i don't drink,smoke,or do drugs..
but i had some rough time,and when it came to studying i was really fucked up,so yeah my mom compared me to other bitches,and sowhatever!
i couldn't care less, i hear mom shouting downstairs, to wake me up,i always choose to ignore her but this time i answered her myself because i was not willing to argue and get in shit..
i get up, brush my teeth, and do normal morning stuff, i open my clost to choose what to wear today...
i grab a black shirt,a black hoodie and a black pants, yeah I'm mourning over myself,because i obviously die every minute..
i normaly don't like to show my face so luckily i have my hair that looks like shit,but it's useful somehow..
Anywho,i get downstairs and my mom is dressing my little sister Emily,which i call her Em.
and my other sister Hailey, "let's go" mom says,i have a red small car that looks like shit,but it's alright..
i get Em to kindergarten and Hailey goes to my school too, i park outside,close the doors and head off for my new fucking school life,to be honest i have NEVER liked the idea of school,i had no intention to study,i even thought of not going to college at all!
but what's the point,when you have two strict parents?,i walked in to school,i have everything i need schedule and terms and other shit,nothing was missing!

i was walking to the hallway as fast as i can and i bumped into a boy,he had a black hair,and his skin was white as a ghost,he wasn't tall,yet not short,but i had to admit he was a bit cute..

"watch it!" i exclaimed

"I'm so sorry,so sorry,i need to run" he replied in a nervous voice

he looked older than me,he looked lonely,nervous,and awkward too!
anyway i made it to class,luckily i wasn't late it's the first day already and I'm being late,like screw it naah i dont really care!

after a long crap of time,it was lunch time,and i was really hungry..
i was having a burger,till i saw him again the boy that i bumped into!
he walked in to the cafeteria late and there was no where to sit....but next to me!
he avoided people,he got he's lunch and went looking for a table to sit on..

"can i sit here?" he asked softly
I nodded with out looking at him..
i was having my lunch quitly,he didn't say a word..for like 10 minutes!

"I'm Gerard,and you?" he asked nervously

"Lita Foster" i replied while focusing on my meal

"nice to meet you Lita" he said softly

"back at ya" i replied

*silence for 5 minutes*

"so are you Junior or what?" he asked

"Sophomore and you?"

"senior"he replied and offered a smile

I nodded..

i wanted to talk to him more,he seemed like he was intresting but everytime i wanted to talk,i open my mouth and the words never seem to come out!

"do you like bands?!" he asked curious tone..

I nodded..

"like what?" he asked with an awkward smile

"punk and rock" i replied offering a smile

"that's awesome,i like this type too" he said with a wide smile on his face

"that's cool gerard" i replied exciteful

and finally i tried to talk and ask him something,and i could talk after all!

"so,how old are you gerard like 17 or something?"

"Yes.17" he replied smiling

"I'm 15" i said nervously

"it's fine,do you have brothers or sisters?" he asked nicely

"actually yeah,two,I'm the oldest" i replied

"I have one brother Mikey,he's younger than me,so yeah were kinda on the same page here"he said sarcastically...

"And Mikey goes here?"i asked

"no he goes to a different school,i was with him,but i transferred"he said nervously

"why did you transfer?" i asked

"school problems" he Muttered

"okay,and do you feel okay here?" i asked softly

"actually it's kinda the same shit,and the others are really mean,so i didn't want to piss my parents off since this is my last year"

i wanted to know what was going on with him,really i wanted but i thought it was too soon..

"yeah schools ain't that different you get shit from every student here,they think of you a pieace of shit,to be honest" i said while i was taking a sip of my juice box

"exactly!!" he exclaimed

the school bell rang,and i didn't understand how i was able to talk to him
although i didn't want to get attached to anyone this year..

"we should probably get going" he said nervously

I nodded

i was walking away after i said goodbye,till he shouted "Wait" and ran towards me

"would you like to hang out with me and my friends later after school"he asked softly

"i really don't know about it,i have to pick up my sister from school on the way back" i replied nervously

"well,how about you drive her then go with me?,my friends are really nice,we're just a bunch of punks,you'll love us i promise"

"well,i don't know,i guess i'll give it a try" i muttered

"that's awesome" he exclaimed and ran to his class

why did i told him i would try?,what I'm thinking mom will never let me hang out with boys,and Gerard is much older than me..
i don't know what to do,i guess i'll have to keep my promise and not tell mom about it!

Notes

you know what to do!