left behind

Alex's POV

I woke up and when i looked around I saw my dream room. I looked over to my night stand and started to cry. Sitting there was the most beautiful and caring women ever......my mother. She loved me the way I was and encouraged me to be the best I ever could be and to just be me. I started to cry and I scrunched myself into a ball. I think about 5 minutes later I felt someone sit on my bed. Then they brushed away the hair from my face. I thought it was bob so I looked towards the person and saw that it was Gerard.
"Sorry if i startled you that just what I do for my bro when he is upset. Some how it soothes him" He stated as he with drew his hand away.
"You must really love him. So do you know why exactly I am here?" I asked him as I sat up in my bed.
"Yes I do love him and yeah I do. Bob missed you. and he found out that your father has been isolating you. He just thought you deserved more then what your father was giving you. And now that the band is doing better he can support you" Gerard told me as he started seriously into my eyes
"Oh then maybe I should go say hi" I said as I got out of the bed
Gerard jumped off the bed and said, "Oh i will let you change and you know get ready" then he left the room and I laughed.

I looked through my new wardrobe and was impressed at bobbears selection of clothes. He really did do a good job and to be honest I miss my non-conservative clothing. After that I left my room and walked down the hall to the stairs. I didnt hear any noise so i pulled my sleeves down lower and walked downstairs to see if anyone was around. As i turned around the corner i bumped into a short little midget.
"Oh hey....I'm Frank, but you can call me frankie. You must be Alex" He said as he extended his hand
As he extended his hand i saw some faded marks i am all to framiliar with.
"yeah i am Alex. u play guitar" I said as i grabbed his hand and shook it
"Yeah i do. ive heard u play a little too?" He asked asked he pulled his sleeves back down a bit
"Yeah i play a bit of everything" I told him with a smile

After that he made me breakfast and we talked all morning. We laughed and talked and goofed around. Then after that we decided to go out and walk around. He asked me where I wanted to go and I said the park. We walked around and as we were walking we found a lil secret place that had a lil pond that was hidden away by trees.

"Hey alex can i tell u something?" He asked me
"Yeah sure anything...." I replied
"The band doesnt know but.......I'm gay...." He said as he backed away and looked down at his shoes. "and I have the biggest crush on Gerard"
"Oh frankie I think its wonderful!!!" I said as I gave him a huge hug
"so you dont care...?" He said with a shocked expression
"Why would I care?? Anyway does Gerard feel the same way?" I asked him
"I dont know and im too afraid to ask it could tear the band apart but i had to tell some one . please tell me you will keep my secret??" He looked at me with his big pleading eyes
"Absolutly frankie you and i will be besties friends forever" I told him
We then walked home laughing and talking like we knew eachother from years ago. Then when we entered the house a very angry bob greeted us.

"Alex where the hell have you been!!!!!!!! I just got you back and you went trollipping off and I have no idea!!!! you just left and i had no idea where you were!!!!" Bob shouted at me

"Why the hell do you care!?!?!? you abandoned me with that controlling monster!!!!! And wanna know something you are acting just like him!!!!" I screamed at him and stomped up stairs and started cryin into my pillow

I heard door open. I spun around and threw my pillow at who ever was there and screamed "GO AWAY!!!!!!!!"

"Hey hey its just me....Frankie??? Do i still have to go??? He said as a small joke
"No im just upset sorry" I told him as wiped away my tears
"Here put your head down close your eyes" Frankie said as he held my hand
"Why?" I asked him
"because I am gonna sing you a song that is gonna dry you tears" he said with a smile

I laid down and he laid down next to me and I curled into him.

Well now this could be the last of all the rides we take
So hold on tight and don't look back
We don't care about the message or the rules they make
We'll find you when the sun goes black

And you only live forever in the lights you make
When we were young we used to say
That you only hear the music when your heart begins to break
Now we are the kids from yesterday

All the cameras watch the accidents and stars you hate
They only care if you can bleed
Does the television make you feel the pills you ate?
Or every person that you need to be

Cause you only live forever in the lights you make
When we were young we used to say
That you only hear the music when your heart begins to break
Now we are the kids from yesterday

"Your a really good singer Frankie" I said with a smile
"Anytime X...Sleep tight" He said as he tucked me in tight and kissed my forehead, shut out the lights and closed the door

Notes

Hope this chapter is okay.....