Tell Me I'm Dreaming...*DISCONTINUED*

Gerard’s POV-

‘’Come on, we are going out today!’’ Sebastian said, in his cheerful voice.
I groaned, ‘’Do we HAVE to?’’ I just wanted to stay in bed all day…
‘’Yes! Come on and get ready, I’ll wait in the car!’’

I sighed and dragged myself out of bed, slipped on tight black ripped skinny jeans, and a suicide silence jumper, with all my band wristbands, and batman black combat boots. I teased my hair, and applied my makeup, took out my earphones, and went to the car. I hopped in the passenger seat, and Sebastian was already in the car.

‘’We need to stop at the gas station, the car is running out.’’ He mumbled, turning on the car.

I started to freak out…

what if that guy was there?

What if he tried to rob me again?

What if he robbed Seb?

I started shaking uncontrollably. Sebastian noticed this, and I swear I could catch him smiling…

‘’Hey, what’s wrong?’’ He said.
‘’I-I don’t want to go to the gas station….’’ I said.
‘’Why not?’’
‘’Because I don’t want to be robbed…’’ I admitted.
‘’Hey, I’ll protect you…’’ He said, and kissed me on the cheek.

I just nodded, I knew if I said something I would start crying.

‘’Before that, I just need to stop somewhere to pick up something…’’ He said, and I knew he was referring to as ‘something’ meaning drugs….

We arrived at this place, and he turned to me.

‘’Stay in the car, this is a rough neighbourhood…’’ He said.

I just nodded, and watch him get out.

I plugged in my earphones, and if you’re wondering that they were in my robbed bag, they were but I have so many earphones because earphones are fucking life ;-;
I put on Perfect Weapon by BVB because I felt annoyed and angry at Sebastian, and scream just helps me deal with anger.

(the scream at the start of perfect weapon is literally life btw ^-^)

Sebastian returned with a plastic bag, that he dumped in the back seat and then he hopped into the drivers seat.
I just remembered that I had to be at Hot Topic, I was almost going to be late!

‘’Sebastian, I just remembered that I need to be at work!’’ I exclaimed.
‘’Oh…. Okay I’ll take you then.’’ He said, disappointed.

~~time lapse~~

He kissed me on the lips, and then I got out of the car, and into hot topic.
‘’Hey Gerard.’’ Carly said to me.

Carly is my best and only friend.

‘’hey Carl’’ I said, smirking.
‘’Ugh, you still with that abuser?’’ She whispered to me, in disgust as she watched Sebastian drive away. She was that only living soul that knew the real Sebastian…
‘’Yeah… But I want to dump him I really do, I just don’t know how…’’ I said, biting my lip.
‘’You should do it tonight babe, you can always crash at my place if you need to you know.’’ She replied.
I gave her a grateful smile, ‘’Thanks, I think I will dump him tonight…’’

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