Multiple Me's *DISCONTINUED*

Gerard's POV-

**a while passes, until the day of leaving to the vacation arrives**

I start packing my suitcase, I start with all the band tees I own, as well as jeans, ipod, earphones, comic books, record, cds, & dvds, eyeliner, straighter and hairspray.

I know that once I go, my mom won't let me come back.... she hates me...

Unfortunately, before we go, we have to get through an entire day of school.

I finish getting ready, and decide to let my mom know that I won't be coming home after school...

I walk to the kitchen, with my suitcase and school bag...

''Mom...?''

She's leaning against the kitchen counter, pouring herself vodka mixed with coffee.

She looks like a mess.... messy blonde bun (which needs to be re-dyed) on the top of her head, smudged mascara, and a plain sky blue tee shirt and black track pants on.

''Mom, after school today, I'm not coming home...''

She sighs, ''Thank fuck! So you are finally going to leave? About fucking time.... You were never wanted here.... You're a disgrace to this family...''

family... yeah, right....

I bite my lip hard, not letting myself cry.

''Bye mom....'' I whisper, painfully.

She doesn't even look up... just gives me the middle finger.

I sigh, knowing it's all she can be, and I just have to accept I don't have the mother I want...

I exit the house for the last time, and take one last glance at it, before slowly trudging my way to school.

Don't look back,Don't look back, Don't look back, Don't look back, Is all I'm telling myself as I walk.

This is a new chapter in my life

Notes

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