Interference *SLOW UPDATES*

Ray's POV-

I try to hold back the tears as best as I can, as I follow the drive way to my old friend...

I know deep down that I'm going to regret this.... But I don't care at this point.... At least he will actually love me....

I knock on the door of the filthy looking small shack.
I clutch my back pack to my chest as the nerves are building up in my stomach.
The door opens, and the one and only Derek himself stand there, before me.
He looks stoned...

"Ray...? Is that really you?" Derek asks, scratching the back of his head.

I nod, as I look at him up and down, seeing if there are any changes....
Brown scruffy hair, tall and skinny, very pale, wearing boxers and a plain black t shirt with various stains that I would not like to know what they are probably.... Yup he looks pretty the much the same.

He smiles at me, "so, you've come back to me? Come to your senses?"
I nod, and he opens up his arms for me, and I gladly run into them.
I don't remember him being this nice to me actually... Something seems off...

"Derek, what are you on?" I ask, still in his embrace.
He laughs a little, "oh you know, a little something to take the pain away, y'know?"
"Here, want some?" He pulls back from me, and offers me a substance of powder in the palm of his hand.

Fuck it, Frank doesn't love me, he's too busy with Gerard, so fuck it.

Derek loves me.

I lean down, and snort the powder up.

I cough a few times, and then once I get used to it, stand back up.
"Oh fuck, I've missed this feeling...." I mutter as I get the pleasure, that I have missed.

Derek laughs, and takes me by the arm, dragging me in the shack.
I cough again, as me and him, as well as a few other of his friends that I don't know of are there.
"My baby choking? Here, this will help" Derek hands me a bottle of beer.
I smile and take it, gulping down a fair bit.
Just as I take the bottle away from my lips, Derek presses his lips against mine, gets up and climbs on top of me.
I grab hold of his waist, as he wraps his legs around me.
"Oh how I've missed you..." He moans, as he continues grinding himself against me.
I groan, and fist my hands through his hair.

Notes

:-: life ain't working out so sorry for the wait everyone