When I woke up, I found myself on top of Frank. My head was on his chest, I could hear his heart beating, and his arms were wrapped around me. It felt nice. It felt.. right. Hell, it felt perfect. I opened my eyes and saw that Frank was still sleeping, his eyes closed and a small smile on his face. I smiled to myself and closed my eyes again. I could lay here forever. I think.. I think that I really love Frank. That was my last thought before I fell back into a blissful sleep.

The second time I woke up, I was alone. I got out of his bed and went into the hall. I could hear voices in the kitchen.

"I'm really worried about her guys." It was Frank. "She's already super stressed about Daniel getting out of jail soon, her nightmares are getting worse, and I'm sure last night just made things a lot more stressful for her." Poor Frank, worrying about me. I feel kind of bad.

"Dude, try to chill. No one can do anything about her dreams. So try to leave that alone. You also can't do much about Daniel. Besides, he's all the way in Florida. And for last night, I'll just do something with my hair or something." Gerard said. I stepped into the kitchen.

"You don't have to do anything to your hair Gee. But you're right. No one can do much about my dreams. I'll ju- oh my gosh! I didn't dream last night! I. Didn't. Dream!!" The guys were shocked when I had come in, but were smiling when I said I didn't dream.

"Why didn't you dream? Did you do something different last night?" Mikey asked.

"I slept in Frank's bed.. and he was with me.." I muttered the last part.

"Frank was with you in bed? Were you two doing the nasty?" Bob asked and laughed. My face went so red, I could feel the heat all over my face. Frank punched Bob in the arm and gave him a look that said 'Shut-up-or-I'll-fucking-murder-you.'

"No." I whispered. I felt embarrassed, even though we hadn't done anything. "Gerard, can I talk to you?" Gerard nodded. We left the kitchen and I brought him into Frank's room. I knew the others were probably confused about why I wanted to talk to Gerard, and I'm sure he was also confused. I closed the door and locked it.

"What do you need Sie?" I sat on Frank's bed and patted next to me. Gerard sat down.

"I want to say I'm sorry for last night. And you don't have to change your hair. It's fine the way it is." I played with Gerard's hair. It was long and kind of waved out at the ends. I liked it this way.

"You don't have to apologize for last night. It was my fault." Gerard looked down into his lap.

"No, it's my fault. I drank too much an blacked out. The last thing I can remember is all of us falling down after trying to run from Mikey's fart, but we were tangled up from the game." We both let out a laugh.

"It's sad you only remember that much. You went around giving us all free lap dances." Gerard winked at me.

"I did what?!" I was shocked.

"I'm kidding!" Gerard laughed at me. "It was a pretty solid night last night. We just kind of talked and messed around."

"Don't ever say something like that again. God, you freaking scared me." He laughed at me and I gave him a light push. "I swear, you're like one of those really caring older brothers that also messes with the little sister. All of you are like brothers to me. Mikey would be that quiet but concerned older brother. Ray would be the older brother that sometimes gives advice. Bob would be the asshole older brother, but can also be a teddy bear. And then Frank would be the overprotective brother that worries all of the time." I sighed at the thought of him always worrying. He would act like he's not worrying, but I know he does.

"Frank has his reasons for wanting to protect you and worry about you. Besides, it's kind of wrong for a sister to like her brother." I looked at him and my face was bright red, yet again.

"What are you talking about?" My voice may have gone up an octave.

"Oh come on Sierra! I can see that you like Frank. You always glance at him or just stare at him in fascination. And when we play music as a band, you always look at him with this look on your face. It's like he's the only person you see." I went to a shade of red that I didn't even know existed, but why I wasn't sure of. "It's okay though, cause I can see that Frank likes you too. He looks at you the same way a lot. That's why he worries about you and wants to protect you."

"Really?" I didn't really think he liked me.

"Yes! Didn't you hear him last night when you thought I was Daniel?"

"No, I was remembering what had happened. I didn't hear a thing." I shuddered at the thought of last night. I could feel him stabbing me again, I still do now.

"He was muttering how he thought he lost you and he looked really strung out. He looked like he was going to kill someone and cry at the same time." Wow. I just.. wow.

"Well, I don't like him." Gerard gave me a funny look. "I think I.. love him." I kind of whispered to him.

"Ah. Well, try talking to him Sie." Gerard rubbed my shoulder.

"I can't. I'm afraid."

"Why?" Gerard looked a bit confused.

"I'm afraid I'll put him in danger. I'm afraid Daniel will find me and hurt him. I'm afraid that Daniel's going to find me and hurt a lot of people." I couldn't handle losing people or them getting hurt because of me.

"Daniel's not going to do anything. He probably think's you're dead." I forced an uneasy laugh.

"No, he won't. If I was dead, he wouldn't be getting out. He got six years for kidnaping and attempted murder. However, he got three years taken off because of good behavior and a thing he's doing in there. I feel like he'll come for me." I could just feel it.

"He won't hurt you or us, I promise." He gave me a hug that comforted me, but only a little.

"Ok."

"Now, you need to talk to Frank."

Notes

This is shorter than the other chapters and a bit fillery, but I want to update what I can when I can before school starts again. I hope you guys like the update. Thanks to those of you who have subscribed. Comment, vote, and subscribe!! Please comment though! I'd like to see some comments on here. And sorry for any spelling errors.
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