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I Mean This

Summary

There are a lot of what-ifs in life. What if Gerard Way hadn't woken up late? What if he hadn't made the ferry? What if he didn't look up when he did?

Rated NC-17 for language and thematic elements. TW// alcoholism, suicide mention, explicit sex scenes.
Cover edit is not mine. I do not own it, nor did I make it.

Characters

Frank Iero

Frank Iero

A 19 year old college student on scholarship. He's been in the punk scene for 8 years and the frontman of Pencey Prep for two years. Gay.

Gerard Way

Gerard Way

A 24 year old art major living in his parents' basement. He believes that Hans shot first and that your life could change at any moment. Bi.

Mikey Way

Mikey Way

21 year old brother of Gerard. He still lives in his parents' house as well, and he works at Barnes & Noble.

Ray Toro

Ray Toro

A 24 year old film major who, unlike his bandmates, has his own apartment. I know, shocker. Ray is an appropriate name for him: he's a literal ray of sunshine, always very happy.

Chapters

  1. Romance

    Tragedy strikes; life goes on.

  2. Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For The Two Of Us

    Gerard is entranced by a 19 year old.

  3. Vampires Will Never Hurt You

    Did they? Did they not?

  4. Drowning Lessons

    Frank more-or-less promises coffee and hot sex.

  5. Our Lady Of Sorrows

    Screws and bad news ensues.

  6. Headfirst For Halos

    "Who the fuck is Irvine Welsh?"- Gerard Way, 26 October 2001.

  7. Skylines And Turnstiles: Part One

    What the hap is fuckening?

  8. Skylines And Turnstiles: Part Two

    You swore you gave it everything.

  9. Early Sunsets Over Monroeville

    Gerard has a meeting he has no idea about.

  10. AUTHOR'S NOTE

    From the ill-mind of Øli...

  11. This Is The Best Day Ever

    Frank and Gerard plan for the future.

  12. Cubicles

    My Chemical Romance is born into the world.

  13. Demolition Lovers

    Smoke, lace, and hash browns are always a good way to end things.

  14. Sequel Announcment

Comments

Hi, hello, just started reading this and the "I topped, motherfucker" part in chapter 5 is amazing, just wanted to say this.

InLoveWithAllOfTheseVampires InLoveWithAllOfTheseVampires
9/22/16

:DD

Twisted X Space Twisted X Space
12/20/15

@frerardsbuttsex
Thank you so much and, like, wow, I love Thantophobia [insert cat heart eye emoji]

bullets!mikeyway bullets!mikeyway
10/25/15

Okay this fic deserves way more attention because it was basically one of the best things ive ever read

shitface shitface
10/25/15

@Sweet Peasus
*shakes fist* DAMN YOU TUMBLR XD

oh
my
gosh
im going to look that up omg

hey its cool XD I like talking too!

Electric Siren Electric Siren
10/16/15
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