Two Lonely Outcasts

~~6 am.... after shower...... both in bed~~

Gerard's POV-

I woke up gasping, from another nightmare about my parents..... I glanced at the clock... 6... there was still about half an hour until we had to get up for school... I sighed. I hate school.... I don't want to go back to reality... It's all my fault Frank cut himself and tried to commit suicide... I shouldn't of left him...
By this time I was crying, silently. I got up, careful not to wake him, into the bathroom...
I sat on the toilet seat, and took out my razor from the cabinet drawer. I dragged it across my arms a few time, my tears pouring down, I continued until there was no room, then I moved to the other... until I heard Frankie shout, calling my name...

''Gerard!''
''What?'' I shouted back.
''What are you doing?'' he asked me.
''Frank, I could be taking a shit don't ask me that.'' I yelled back
''If you were taking a shit, why would you be crying?'' He yelled back

I sighed, heavily.

''Gerard? Gee! Baby come here.'' He yelled.
''If you don't come here, I'll get up..'' He threatened.
''Frank, don't you dare! The doctor said you have to rest!'' I replied.
''Gee, baby if you don't come I'll start crying....'' Frankie said quieter than the previous comment.
I bit my lip, ''Aw baby, I'm coming, don't move or cry.'' I replied.

I got up, washed my arms and wiped the blood... shit I was wearing a t shirt...

I crossed my arms to hide the scars as best as I could and walked back to Frank.

I laid down next to him. He kissed my cheek.

''Why were you crying, love?'' He said.

When I didn't reply, he looked down at my arms, where I was looking. he gasped.

''Gee...'' He said, his hazel eyes watering up.
''I-I'm sorry Frankie...''
''Give me what you used.'' He replied, sadly.
''Do I have to?''
''Yes!''

I moaned getting up. I walked to the bathroom and got my bloody razor, I wiped the blood off and took it back to him and handed it.

''Any others?'' He raised his eyebrow.

I sighed, and went back and got all of my 5 other razors and returned and handed them to him.

''Happy?'' I asked.
''Very.'' He answered, smiling putting them into his pocket.
''Now, come here.'' He said opening his arms.

I layed down next to him, and rested my head on his chest.

''Baby, promise me you will tell me next time you want to, okay?'' He told me.
''Okay.'' I said.
''Promise?''
''I promise...'' I said.

He smiled and kissed my forehead. The alarm went off, 6:30. School yay.....

Notes

sorry for not updating for a while shit happens aha but I think I'm recovering from it now x3x