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I fought against his grip refusing to just give in, but it didn't seem to phase him at all he just kept his hand over my mouth and kept touching me. Just the thought of his hands on me made me sick to my stomach. I looked up at him as I attempted to kick him off studying his expressions how could someone be so sick?? His face twisted into a smirk
"Seems like youre liking it sweetheart." he chuckled darkly as he kept going but speeding up.
Fuck.
It made me sick. Why was I enjoying this? I didn't want to I didn't want this!
I closed my eyes tightly finally giving in just hoping it would be over soon.
Then it stopped. Followed by a heavy thud I quickly opened my eyes finding the cashier on the floor black out a puddle of blood filling the floor. I looked over seeing a tall man with a dark brown, long curly hair he looked at me with concern."Hey man are you alright?" I bit my lip I was still to shaken up to talk so I just nodded and ran out of the store as fast as I could. I didn't know where I was going nor did I care I just had to get away from there. I finally stopped once I ran out of breath I found myself near the movie theater I looked around I still had no idea where Gerard was. I really didn't care at this point where was he when it was all happening? Would he even want to see me after that? I mean I didn't want it I really didn't but I still got hard. Maybe I did want it I just tried to deny it so I wouldn't feel like I was cheating. Oh my god did I cheat on Gerard? I felt my stomach start to churn I looked around for a trash can finally finding one but unfortunately a family was right next to it but it was either there or the floor. I ran to the trash pushing the dad on accident puking my guts out each memory making me puke even more. I finally finished and looked up wiping my mouth the family was staring at me in utter disgust. I muttered an apology and quickly ran off. I sighed walking behind the mall and sitting against a wall while pulling out a cigarette. I breathed in the smoke holding in a bit longer than usual.
"you're not supposed to hold it in that long."
I coughed the smoke out harshly the voice startling me. I looked up to see Gerard. He looked back at me with sad eyes and Sat next to me. I quickly ripped my eyes away from his unable to bring myself to explain myself. Gerard sighed softly wrapping an arm around me. I quickly moved away from him I didn't mean to I just couldn't have anyone touching me right now. Especially not him. I didn't turn to look at him but I just knew he was looking at me with a confused and hurt look.
"Frank." He spoke softly. "I heard what happened. I'm so fucking sorry I wasn't there for you I should've known something was wrong I'm so sorry Frank lease don't be mad at me." I heard him begin to sob. No no no this wasn't his fault he didn't know. I tried my hardest to get the words out but I just couldn't. I stared at him with a pained but forgiving look frowning even more once I saw his tear stained face. I've hurt him fuck how could I hurt he one person I love the most. I quickly moved closer to him ignoring my thoughts pulling him into a tight hug. Gerard clung onto me tightly sobbing into my shoulder muttering apologies over and over. I just held him close rubbing his back kissing his head softly. He finally calmed down about thirty minutes later he was still clung to me sniffling softly
"Fuck you were the one hurt and here I am crying into our shoulder I'm so sorry fuck Frank I'm so fucking sorry" He began to cry again but before he could I kissed him deeply. He was hesitant at first but then began to kiss back. I pulled him close trying to forget the touch that stained my body. He smiled weakly against my lips pulling away "I love you so fucking much Frank iero and promise I will never let any one ever hurt you again."
I smiled weakly nodding but I knew I had to tell him.
"G-gerard you know I love you more than anything else in this world and I would never do anything to hurt you. Ever. But when um he uh" I started to choke up. "When he uh did that thing I-i got hard." I looked down not able o bring myself to look up at him I didn't deserve him I began oto break down sobbing "Im so sorry Gerard! I promise I didn't want it I dont know why I got hard I didn't like it I'm so sorry please don't leave me I'm sorry" I sobbed out placing my hands over my face.
I felt Gerard pull me close and kissed the top of my head "Frank that wasn't your fault I promise just because that appened doesn't mean you liked it. No matter what if you touch someone like that the person is going to react in an aroused way whether they liked it or not. Don't beat yourself up over something that wasn't your fault okay baby? I promise you and I would never leave you're the love of my life Frank iero and one day you're going to be my husband and were going to live happily ever after okay?" He looked down at me with a warm smile I smiled back softly nodding
"Forever and ever"

Notes

Sorry once again for a short chapter I was going to add more but I decided to leave that for the next chapter ooh and sorry for leaving you guys with a cliffhanger hopefully I made it up to you guys with somewhat of fluff :*