It's all tøø real

Mikey's wedding is in two fucking days.
Holy shit.

I sighed heavily running my hands through my hair.

"I can't believe he's getting married, man." I breathed out turning my head towards Gerard.

Gerard chuckled softly as he fixed his tie. "I know. Me either. I mean I remember when we were just teenagers and he swore to me he would never be in love again."

I smiled softly nodding remembering that day. I was over at their house just hanging out with Gerard. I remember seeing Mikey barge in his eyes puffy and cheeks soaked in tears. He told us about how the girl he had been with for over two years had cheated on him. He swore that day he would never fall in love again. He never wanted his heart to ever be broken again. And now look at him, he's getting fucking married. Fuck man. To a bitch I might add, but he's happy so I'm happy for him.
Gerard sat down next to me sighing softly.

"You're really cute y'know" he stated a smile spreading across his cheeks.

"Yeah I know. Why else would you wanna marry me?" I teased

"Very true." He responded, laughing at my offended response. "Oh you know I love you for so many more reasons than just your looks."

"Mmhm you better.." I mumbled softly as I placed a pillow over my face.

I felt Gerard sit on top of me his legs straddling my waist, and the next thing I knew I felt pressure against the pillow indicating Gerard had laid his head on it. I chuckled softly before pushing him off. Gerard grunted softly as he fell to the floor mumbling 'asshole' softly.
I smirked softly.

"But you love my asshole."

"Also very true." He stated as he stood up brushing off his teacher-like outfit.

I chuckled softly rolling my eyes as I hopped up getting dressed myself. I stared over in Gerard's direction after I pulled my shirt over my head, but he wasn't there. I raised my eyebrow slightly as I looked around the room not seeing him anywhere. I quickly looked around the corner as I called out his name. I huffed softly not seeing him anywhere. I sighed, putting my jeans on and skipped downstairs expecting to see Gerard in the kitchen or something, but he wasn't. I began to worry. Gerard promised me he wasn't drinking or back on drugs again, but he's still keeping something from me. I quickly pulled out my phone pushing in his number immediately. It went straight to voicemail. Fuck me man. I sighed running my hand through my hair calling out his name once more.

"Yes dear?" Gerard called from the back of the kitchen.

I turned to him in shock "Were you in there this whole time??"

Gerard shrugged and nodded pouring himself some coffee, "Yeah?..Are you okay Frankie?"

I sighed chewing on my lip, "Yeah I just, I didn't know where you were and I got really scared?"

Gerard raised an eyebrow, "Why were you scared?"

I scoffed, "I don't know maybe because you and Mikey insist on keeping this huge secret from me!" I snapped with a huge sarcastic smile spread across my lips.

Gerard sighed letting his gaze fall back to his coffee, "Mikey will tell you soon." He stated softly.

"Yeah, and how the hell would you know? Are you actually talking to him again?"

Gerard didn't even look up, "No, I wish, but no. I just have a feeling he's going to tell you very soon." He sighed softly.

He sounded upset. I frowned slightly feeling bad for being so harsh, but he's hiding shot from me how could I not? He'd be the same way. I sighed heavily running a hand through my extremely messy hair wincing softly when I hit a tangle.
Gerard glanced at me slightly before quickly reverting his troubled eyes back to his coffee.
I sighed once more as I plopped down on the couch texting Mikey.

To:Mikey
Hey man! You wanna hang out today?


I looked up at Gerard who had sat down actually a lot farther than he usually does. I looked at Gerard extremely confused and just shook my head slightly feeling like I had just been stabbed in the chest. It shouldn't bother me as bad as it does, but there's just this thought that keeps gnawing at my mind that keeps telling me something bad is going to happen, and I'm fucking terrified. I was snatched out of my thoughts by the buzzing of my phone indicting Mikey had texted back. I looked up noticing it had caught Gerard's attention I smiled weakly at him before turning my attention towards my phone.

From:Mikey
"Yeah totally! Just um don't bring Gerard.."

I stared at the phone in shock, but in all honesty did I really expect Mikey to want to be any where near Gerard. I looked up at the older way brother sighing, how could anyone not want to be around him? He's so perfect. I smiled weakly,

"Gee?" Gerard quickly looked up his eyes meeting mine. "Um I gonna go out with Mikey for a bit." I chewed on my lip waiting for a reaction.

Gerard smiled softly, "Oh okay baby, just be safe okay?"

I nodded happily pecking his lips gently mumbling an 'I love you' as I walked towards the door I heard Gerard repeat it back and with that I headed over to Mikey's.
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Me and Mikey basically just wandered around the park for about three hours just talking about random shit. I couldn't get any answers about Gerard out of Mikey, but I guess he'll tell me soon enough according to Gerard.
I finally got home around 10pm. The house was completely empty. All the lights were off and it was completely silent. I called out Gerard's name just to be met with even more silence. I sighed softly sitting down on the couch waiting for Gerard to walk in at any minute, but then minutes became hours. I passed out on the couch around four in the morning with still no sign of Gerard.

Notes

Ah sorry I took so long to update I've had really bad writers block. But if any of you are interested I did start the prison fic well, sorta I decided to make the prison part a sequel to the story I started, I only have one chapter up at the moment but if you're interested in checking it out its called "From earth to the morgue" :)