Will you be the one to save me?
I Don't Feel Like Titling This Chapter
Geebear's POV
As Mr. Iero began to break the news to me, it started to break my heart. He was best friends with the man that has caused so much damage to me. On the other hand, I feel grateful that he would ruin the friendship he had for the past ten years for me. As all these thoughts are running through my head, I can’t help but start to tear up. Hopefully Mr. Iero won’t notice that I am crying over what he is telling me, but when he looks up at me, he sees just how pathetic I truly am. Before I know it, the man before me is leaning in.
His lips press against mine. Everything of my awful past just seems to leave my head. I couldn’t help but mutter into his lips.
“M-m-mister Iero.”
Did I really just speak? Fucking great, my first words in six months end up being my therapist’s name after he kissed me.
He pulls away with this huge as grin spreading across his face.
“If it gets you to talk I’ll just have to kiss you more often Gerard. Trust me I won’t mind doing that if that’s all it takes. Is that okay with you?”
“Y-yes M-mister Iero.”
“Gerard, I just kissed you. I think we can go on a first name basis now. Call me Frank.”
“Y-yes F-frank.”
The cutest fucking giggle I ever heard poured out of this small man’s mouth. I lean back in and kiss my therapist on the cheek.
Wait! I just fucking kissed my therapist on the cheek. Isn’t that against the rules or something? It takes him a minute before he realizes the same thing as I just have. What we have just done is forbidden.
“Gerard, I don’t care if what we have done is forbidden, I have wanted to be with you from the day I met you and plus soon enough you won’t be in therapy if you are doing okay since you are now talking.”
He took the words right out of my mouth. “O-okay Frankie. Fuck the rules. Watch a movie with me?”
He smiles before he jumps next to me, curling his arms around my waist while I turn the TV on. I was shocked at first that he seemed that excited, but I began to relax as I turned on Children of the Corn and we cuddled.
***Time Lapse*** (one hour later)
Frank fell asleep halfway through the movie, so I took the opportunity to clean up around the house. I squeezed out of his arms and walked over to the radio and quietly put on some music while cleaning up the kitchen. I was sweeping the floor and singing along to Astro Zombies when Mikey walked into the house and stopped dead in his tracks when he heard my voice.
“Hi Mikey. Uhm, well, I guess I’m talking again thanks to Frank.” I smile and look at the sleeping man on the couch.
Before I knew it Mikey is jumping into my arms crying.
“Gee I’ve missed you so fucking much. You don’t understand how long I have been waiting for this moment. How did it even happen?”
“Well um Frank, or Mr. Iero kissed me and I basically moaned his name. A bit awkward yes, but I think he actually likes me Mikey. And he is just so nice. And for once in a long time the thought of Bob was gone.”
Mikey wiped his tears before smiling at me. “I am so happy for you Gerard!”
Mikey’s loud voice jolted Frank out of his sleep.
“Hey Frankie. You fell asleep during the movie. You should head home and get some rest.”
Frank gets up and wraps his arms around me and kisses my cheek before walking towards the door.
“Okay Gerard I will see you tomorrow for therapy.”
As he is walking out Mikey follows him out the door to I assume thank Frank for bringing me back to my old self.
Tired from today’s events such as getting covered in paint, kissing my therapist, and talking for the first time in six months, I decide to head to bed. I curl up into my covers, too lazy to change out of my clothes and drift to off thinking about Frank.
Is he going to use me? Is Bob setting me up? Will Frank rape me like Bob did? Maybe they are working together to finally break me.
The thoughts roam through my head before I finally drift to sleep, scared about tomorrows session with Frank.
As Mr. Iero began to break the news to me, it started to break my heart. He was best friends with the man that has caused so much damage to me. On the other hand, I feel grateful that he would ruin the friendship he had for the past ten years for me. As all these thoughts are running through my head, I can’t help but start to tear up. Hopefully Mr. Iero won’t notice that I am crying over what he is telling me, but when he looks up at me, he sees just how pathetic I truly am. Before I know it, the man before me is leaning in.
His lips press against mine. Everything of my awful past just seems to leave my head. I couldn’t help but mutter into his lips.
“M-m-mister Iero.”
Did I really just speak? Fucking great, my first words in six months end up being my therapist’s name after he kissed me.
He pulls away with this huge as grin spreading across his face.
“If it gets you to talk I’ll just have to kiss you more often Gerard. Trust me I won’t mind doing that if that’s all it takes. Is that okay with you?”
“Y-yes M-mister Iero.”
“Gerard, I just kissed you. I think we can go on a first name basis now. Call me Frank.”
“Y-yes F-frank.”
The cutest fucking giggle I ever heard poured out of this small man’s mouth. I lean back in and kiss my therapist on the cheek.
Wait! I just fucking kissed my therapist on the cheek. Isn’t that against the rules or something? It takes him a minute before he realizes the same thing as I just have. What we have just done is forbidden.
“Gerard, I don’t care if what we have done is forbidden, I have wanted to be with you from the day I met you and plus soon enough you won’t be in therapy if you are doing okay since you are now talking.”
He took the words right out of my mouth. “O-okay Frankie. Fuck the rules. Watch a movie with me?”
He smiles before he jumps next to me, curling his arms around my waist while I turn the TV on. I was shocked at first that he seemed that excited, but I began to relax as I turned on Children of the Corn and we cuddled.
***Time Lapse*** (one hour later)
Frank fell asleep halfway through the movie, so I took the opportunity to clean up around the house. I squeezed out of his arms and walked over to the radio and quietly put on some music while cleaning up the kitchen. I was sweeping the floor and singing along to Astro Zombies when Mikey walked into the house and stopped dead in his tracks when he heard my voice.
“Hi Mikey. Uhm, well, I guess I’m talking again thanks to Frank.” I smile and look at the sleeping man on the couch.
Before I knew it Mikey is jumping into my arms crying.
“Gee I’ve missed you so fucking much. You don’t understand how long I have been waiting for this moment. How did it even happen?”
“Well um Frank, or Mr. Iero kissed me and I basically moaned his name. A bit awkward yes, but I think he actually likes me Mikey. And he is just so nice. And for once in a long time the thought of Bob was gone.”
Mikey wiped his tears before smiling at me. “I am so happy for you Gerard!”
Mikey’s loud voice jolted Frank out of his sleep.
“Hey Frankie. You fell asleep during the movie. You should head home and get some rest.”
Frank gets up and wraps his arms around me and kisses my cheek before walking towards the door.
“Okay Gerard I will see you tomorrow for therapy.”
As he is walking out Mikey follows him out the door to I assume thank Frank for bringing me back to my old self.
Tired from today’s events such as getting covered in paint, kissing my therapist, and talking for the first time in six months, I decide to head to bed. I curl up into my covers, too lazy to change out of my clothes and drift to off thinking about Frank.
Is he going to use me? Is Bob setting me up? Will Frank rape me like Bob did? Maybe they are working together to finally break me.
The thoughts roam through my head before I finally drift to sleep, scared about tomorrows session with Frank.
Notes
I'M SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING AS OFTEN AS I WAS!
I went out all of yesterday and I will be again tomorrow.
And then school starts Thursday.
So I will try to write a few more chapters before all that shit happens.
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-fREAK
My heart has repaired itself, thank you.
9/9/15