Secrets Are Never Kept ~Frikey~
Shhh, it's a secret
*~Mikey's POV~*
I sighed softly as my hand grabed the handel of the tour bus door, Frank close behind me. His hand resting on my waist. I looked back at him slightly and swatted at his hands gently. He whispered a soft "Sorry." and let go. I nodded and opened the door. I got on and looked around to see if anyone was awake. Gerard was sound asleep, cuddling a small plush toy his daughter, Bandit, gave him right before we left on tour. I smiled softly and closed his curtain. I checked the bunk above Gee's and looked at Bob. He was also asleep, though muttering something about snakes wanting him to tapdance. I laughed softly and closed Bob's curtain. Finally, when I was about to check Ray's bunk I heard one of his loud, famous snores. "Yup." I thought. "He's out."
I walked back over to Frank in the "living room" area. I sat onto the couch, pulling him on to my lap. Frank smiled at me and kissed me softly, his hands rested on my chest. I smiled and kissed back, wrapping my arms around his waist. I pulled away and rested my forehead against his, smiling, staring into his beautiful honey/brown eyes. I couls stare all night. But then Frank spoke up, taking me out of my trance and back to reality, "Hey cutie?" I smiled more, loving how he called me that. "Yes?" Just then his smile faded a little. "When exactly are we going to tell the others?...Ya know, about us?" I sighed softly. "Not this again..." I thought. "I...I dont know. I mean, I have no problem with Bob and Ray knowing...It's Gerard. And if Ray and Bob know, especially if Bob knows, Gerard will find out. Then, only God knows what he would say, let alone do." Frank pouted and looks back at me. "I know, Mikey... Damnit I know! I just.. Im so sick of hiding it!" He said is a not so soft voice any more. Then he calmed down a little back to almost a whisper. "I just... I want to be able to hold your hand, or kiss you, or hold you, and show the whole world that your mine and only mine, and I wouldn't want anyone else." With that last sentence he rested his forehead on my soulder, taking a few deep breaths. I held him to me, rubbing his back. "I know, Frankie, I know..." After a few minuttes Frank sniffled and looked at me. "Lets go to bed, okay?" I nodded in agreement and Frank hopped off my lap.
We kissed and said "Good Night" before we both crawled into our own bunks. But, by the time I was finally comfortable and hearing past the sleeping bear above me, I felt a pillow hit the curtain of my bunk. I sighed and pushed back my curtain to see who threw it. Of course, it was Frank. He had his head poking out of his bunk and grinning like a fool. "I love you, Mikes." He whispered loud enough for me to hear. I smiled. "I love you too, Frankie." I whispered back then pulled back my curtain and fell asleep quickly.
~Time Lasp: Next Day~
I woke up to a cold, wet splash on my face. I jerked awake and rubbed my eye, seeing Gerard standing outside of my bunk with his water bottle. "Moning Sleeping Beauty!" He laughed. "Piss off, Gee. Im tired." I muttered then laid back down. I heard Gerard sigh. "I hate to do this, but-" Just then I felt him grab on to my wrists and started pulling me out of the bunk. I shriked then caught myself before I hit the floor. "Fine! Im up!" Gerard smirked and I fliped him off as I walked into the other room where the others are and sat beside Frank on the couch. He smirked at me. "Morning, sunshine." I pouted, still tired and grabbed a pillow from the couch and put in on Frank's lap. I then lay down on the couch, my head on the pillow in his lap.
Ray, who I think has be catching on recently, smirked slightly in Frank's way. "So, where were you two last night? Gerard was up worried until we convinced him to go to bed finally." Frank shruged. "We just went out." Then Gerard came in the room. "Out?" He asked, sitting by Ray on the other side of the bus. I nodded tiredly in Frank's lap. "We went out to get coffee then we ended up walking all around the city for no apparent reason." I lied. But then Gerard got his 'bullshit' look on his face, meaning he didnt believe me. Frank must have noticed it too. "Its true, we stayed at Starbuck's for about an hour and a half then we started walking around." That's when Gee started to believed it. He nodded then changed the subject. That was close.
I sighed softly as my hand grabed the handel of the tour bus door, Frank close behind me. His hand resting on my waist. I looked back at him slightly and swatted at his hands gently. He whispered a soft "Sorry." and let go. I nodded and opened the door. I got on and looked around to see if anyone was awake. Gerard was sound asleep, cuddling a small plush toy his daughter, Bandit, gave him right before we left on tour. I smiled softly and closed his curtain. I checked the bunk above Gee's and looked at Bob. He was also asleep, though muttering something about snakes wanting him to tapdance. I laughed softly and closed Bob's curtain. Finally, when I was about to check Ray's bunk I heard one of his loud, famous snores. "Yup." I thought. "He's out."
I walked back over to Frank in the "living room" area. I sat onto the couch, pulling him on to my lap. Frank smiled at me and kissed me softly, his hands rested on my chest. I smiled and kissed back, wrapping my arms around his waist. I pulled away and rested my forehead against his, smiling, staring into his beautiful honey/brown eyes. I couls stare all night. But then Frank spoke up, taking me out of my trance and back to reality, "Hey cutie?" I smiled more, loving how he called me that. "Yes?" Just then his smile faded a little. "When exactly are we going to tell the others?...Ya know, about us?" I sighed softly. "Not this again..." I thought. "I...I dont know. I mean, I have no problem with Bob and Ray knowing...It's Gerard. And if Ray and Bob know, especially if Bob knows, Gerard will find out. Then, only God knows what he would say, let alone do." Frank pouted and looks back at me. "I know, Mikey... Damnit I know! I just.. Im so sick of hiding it!" He said is a not so soft voice any more. Then he calmed down a little back to almost a whisper. "I just... I want to be able to hold your hand, or kiss you, or hold you, and show the whole world that your mine and only mine, and I wouldn't want anyone else." With that last sentence he rested his forehead on my soulder, taking a few deep breaths. I held him to me, rubbing his back. "I know, Frankie, I know..." After a few minuttes Frank sniffled and looked at me. "Lets go to bed, okay?" I nodded in agreement and Frank hopped off my lap.
We kissed and said "Good Night" before we both crawled into our own bunks. But, by the time I was finally comfortable and hearing past the sleeping bear above me, I felt a pillow hit the curtain of my bunk. I sighed and pushed back my curtain to see who threw it. Of course, it was Frank. He had his head poking out of his bunk and grinning like a fool. "I love you, Mikes." He whispered loud enough for me to hear. I smiled. "I love you too, Frankie." I whispered back then pulled back my curtain and fell asleep quickly.
~Time Lasp: Next Day~
I woke up to a cold, wet splash on my face. I jerked awake and rubbed my eye, seeing Gerard standing outside of my bunk with his water bottle. "Moning Sleeping Beauty!" He laughed. "Piss off, Gee. Im tired." I muttered then laid back down. I heard Gerard sigh. "I hate to do this, but-" Just then I felt him grab on to my wrists and started pulling me out of the bunk. I shriked then caught myself before I hit the floor. "Fine! Im up!" Gerard smirked and I fliped him off as I walked into the other room where the others are and sat beside Frank on the couch. He smirked at me. "Morning, sunshine." I pouted, still tired and grabbed a pillow from the couch and put in on Frank's lap. I then lay down on the couch, my head on the pillow in his lap.
Ray, who I think has be catching on recently, smirked slightly in Frank's way. "So, where were you two last night? Gerard was up worried until we convinced him to go to bed finally." Frank shruged. "We just went out." Then Gerard came in the room. "Out?" He asked, sitting by Ray on the other side of the bus. I nodded tiredly in Frank's lap. "We went out to get coffee then we ended up walking all around the city for no apparent reason." I lied. But then Gerard got his 'bullshit' look on his face, meaning he didnt believe me. Frank must have noticed it too. "Its true, we stayed at Starbuck's for about an hour and a half then we started walking around." That's when Gee started to believed it. He nodded then changed the subject. That was close.
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