Disenchanted

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It's too much! I can't take this feeling of being alone. It's morning now, I cant believe I slept here all night. No one cares about me. No one even noticed I was gone.... cause no one is home. .... Where the fuck is my phone?.... SHIT ..... ugh whatever I'll just go home and never leave my room.

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It's been four days since I last went to school... I haven't left my house.... I cant feel anything right now I've been taking pain killers and now I cant feel anything but numb. I know I love Gerard but at this moment I don't care. Mikey has come to visit me but I haven't answered the front door, I broke my phone so I have no contact with anyone. Alexander leaves food outside my door everyday while he goes and does chores. I just don't want to face anyone. I haven't has the urge to hurt myself which is good...

I decide to step outside for a smoke, and on my front porch there is a rose and a note that says I'm sorry. I can't help but try to fight back the tears... because I know exactly who this is from.

Notes

SORRY i've been gone for a while ... School and college apps are taking over ....... :( i've been soo stressed out. I just haven't had the time to update. :(

~xoxodesi