Until My Heart Explodes

_end of flashback_
we finished our songs and walked off the stage as the fans cheered
"goodnight motherf-" the mic was cut off right there and Gerard laughed and walked off.
we all got back to the bus and sat around or hid in our bunks until Gerard yelled/sang happy birthday
"who's birthday is it?" Ray asked.
"don't know don't care! Mikey get your tiny ass out here with us we're gonna take pictures."
I crawled out of the bunk and groaned. I was then pulled into a hug by Ray Bob and Frank and Gerard quickly snapped a picture.
I sat down on the couch and ray and frank sat on opposite sides of me.
"mikeymikeymikeymikeymikeymikeymikeymikey" frank said childishly in my ear loudly.
"yes?"
"do you want cake?"
I shrugged and got pieces of pink frosted cake smashed in my face. ray laughed and I shrugged.
I got a napkin and wiped it off. After that i stood up to make myself coffee.
"Hey Mikey! Did you ever put a fork in the toaster?" Frank asked sounding hopeful "no...that wouldn't be the greatest of ideas..." I replied skeptically. He sighed and 'awed'
After I sat back down I squeezed into many uncomfortable hugs "hug&hug&hug&hug&hug&hug" Frank squealed then kissed me on the cheek...

wait what?...

"god damn it frank!"ray yells as he smashes a slice of cake into frank's face "sorry about that he keeps on kissing everyone! its so impossible to be around him without him acting like a toddler."

"oh"i reply quietly as i feel chest pains rise.

fuck Mikey! stop getting your hopes up.

you know its not gonna happen.

hes in something with Gerard and if you try anything you'll be a goner and regretted.

I'm pulled out of my train of thought by Gerard smashing more cake into my face. "wake up moikey!!"i sigh and stand up "I'm tired i think ill go to bed."i reply barely audible. "But its five P-fucking-M"he yells after me.

I don't fall asleep though instead i just lie there looking a the ceiling of my bunk wishing it would just fall and smash down onto me.

i wonder what frank would do...

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later that night I'm awoken by lightening.

fuckity fuck fuck fuck!

i hate this shitting lightning. Its terrorizing!

what if it hits the bus?

we all light on fire and die in agonizing pain!

GERARD DIES, RAY DIES I DIE!

FRANK DIES!

You know what fuck it.

I'll admit it.

I'M STILL HOPING THAT ME AND FRANK END UP TOGETHER!

"hey mikey are you ok?" a voice says

"gah fuck!"i yell as i see frank peeping in through my curtains.

"fuck man you scared me." i say looking at the curtain.

"sorry about that i was kinda hoping you were up the storms pretty bad. aye wanna watch some tv with me?" he asks.

"sure"i reply simply.

Notes

ok so i added more and i added i teensy tiny little itty bitty peice of frikey but its more of a friendly gester-or is it mwahahahahaha be ready for hell in the next update. [awkwardly evil mode off]and edited some stuff i did on my computer this time instead of on my shitty phone so fixed a bunch of errors! yay
now remember kids,
FUCK THE GENDER ROLES!
NewBoy ouuut!