Touch Him Again, And I'll Kill You

Frank's POV "It's Gee.. I.. I think he tried to kill himself." Without another word from Lindsey, I hung up the phone and slipped it into my pocket. Without slipping on shoes, I ran out the door and down the street toward Jimmy's house. I was freaking out. By the time I got there, I could hardly breathe. I went inside of the house without knocking first, but I didn't give a shit. If Gerard was somewhere feeling upset, I wanted to be there for him. That's all I wanted. When Lindsey saw me panting in the living room, she rushed to my side. "You need some water or something, Frank?" She asked me, while rubbing my back. I shook my head. "No, I need Gerard. Where is he?" "In his room." I thanked her, then made my way up the stairs. I knocked on the dark brown wooden door and heard a drawn out "coooommee iiinn" from the other side. I pushed the door open, and saw Gerard sat on his bed. He looked so young. He was wearing pajama pants with monster trucks on them, an oversized red hoodie, and his eyes were wide and bright, with innocence. When he saw it was me, he looked down at his hands. "What're you doing here?" He asked. I gingerly sat down on the end of his bed. "Gerard, you know why I'm here." I said slowly. He pulled his sleeves up, and my heart ached when I saw the bandages covering his wrists. "Lindsey already took care of it, see?" He closed his eyes, then continued as though it pained him "I don't need you anymore, Frank." Ouch. That hurt. "Why did you do this?" I asked gesturing to his arms. "Because I needed a distraction from wanting you." His eyes finally met mine, and I realized how broken he truly was. He took his hands gently in mine. "It's never going to work out for us, is it?" He whispered. "I don't think so, Gee. Not now, anyways." He began blinking back tears, and I had to stop myself from kissing him. "I promise I'll be okay, Frank. But can you please leave?" He asked quietly. I nodded, then leaned forward to kiss his forehead, but he pulled away. I tried my hardest not to show how much that hurt. I left his room, and descended the stairs, only to be met with Lindsey. She gave me a small frown, with sympathetic eyes. "Come here." She said, as she opened her arms for a hug. I shuffled over to her, then accepted the hug thankfully, and began to sob into her shoulder. I let it all go. Every small pain I had felt in the last few months, from getting punched by Jeremy, to getting kissed by Gerard, and now to being alone again. I cried all of it out into Lindsey's black cardigan. "I don't want to feel like this, anymore." I whispered between sobs. "I don't want to feel at all."

Notes

Hey guys! First of all, I apologize for the wait on this chapter, I had terrible writers block, but I'm back so that's good Second, I realize that all of you are super great and comment after every chapter and I never reply, so I'm going to try to reply to the comments from now on (: Comment,rate,subscribe Stay rad -GC