The Highway To Hell Has More Corners Than I Expected

We just sat there in eachothers arms, his heart still racing, eyes searching mine for answers i didn't have, and tears off of his pale cheeks. I watched them splatter onto my still bare chest and shivered involuntarily he noticed and quickly ushered me inside. It was clear he would not be going back to sleep so i started a pot of coffee before sitting down and avoiding his prying gaze, tears falling silently.
" Frank "his voice cracking" Frankie hunny. W-what were you thinking.. "god he sounded so heart broken" you can talk to me "
"I don't know what to say Gee.." I hate that I'd done this to him, I hated lying to him but he wouldn't believe me otherwise. "there's no excuse for upsetting you like this but my reason... Ugh you wouldn't understand."
"Franklin Anthony Iero I trust you with my life don't for one second that you can't trust me with any issue you have no matter what do long as you tell me the truth i will believe you. "well i was jumping off the balcony because i was going to fly. Gerard."
"... Fly? Tell me you're kidding Frank, please just tell me what's wrong i can help just like you helped me 2 years ago " I began shaking my head " seriously you can't trust me with this of all people. Who stood by you when everyone steeling you you'd never make it in music. Because it sure as fuck want mikey, or you're parents. NO IT WAS ME WHY DON'T YOU JUST - - "

I sighed as i stood flexing my shoulders, i snapped out my wings cutting him off mid sentence. They arched down as to not hit the ceiling but barely missed Gerard, and he gasped as a small gust of wind hit him. I pulled them in to half mast so he could still see them but not touch. I closed my eyes as i realized what i had just done my head bowed slightly as i awaited the yelling to continue, and insults to fly. What i didn't expect was the flash of a camera my eyes opened immediately, and widened as i realized he was not across the room as i had thought but standing less than a foot away starting at me in wonder.
He pulled me into a hug kissing the top of my head, apologies spilling from his lips. As strange hiccuping noise filed the silence and I realized it was the sound of me sons as they rock through my chest. My knees have out and he sank down into a chair pulling me onto his lap, my hands held onto the front of his black dress shirt wrinkling the fine fabric, as my wings curled around us like a jet-black feathered cocoon. My apologies came out garbled and undiscernable., but i couldn't stop them.
"Shh Sugar... Its okay. Just shh little one. " he began to rock is slowly." hand in mine into your icy blues, and then I'd say to you we could take to the highway, with this trunk of ammunition topic end my days with you in a hall of bullets, I'm trying, I'm trying to let you know just how much you mean to me, and after all the things we put each other through, and I would drive on to the end with you, a liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full and i feel like there's nothing left to do but prove myself to you we'll keep on running but this time I mean it I'll let you know just how much you mean time as snow falls on desert skies until the end of everything.. "
He sang so beautifully and so gently it 2 the last thing i heard as i cried myself to sleep in his arms.

Notes

Okay so I'm going to try and update as much as can but, i have to type the chapters on my phone so I'm sorry if it takes a while for new chapters. Thank you so much for reading comment what you think so far. - Vampierno683