Don't Do It

I walked out of my room and saw Gerard sitting on the couch with a bottle of beer in his hand. There was bags under his eyes, and his eyes were slowly closing.
"Gerard.." I said quietly.
"Hey Frankie" He smiled weakly and looked up at me.
"Did you get any sleep?" I walked over and sat down next to him. He sighed and rested his head on my shoulder.
"No.. I'm so tired" I moved away from him and stood up. I took the bottle away from him and lay him down. He held out his arms and looked at me.
"Frank.."
"Yeah" He reached up and pulled me into a hug. I smiled and hugged him back. He was warm and he felt nice.
"You're so warm Frankie" I giggled and pulled away.
"I'll get you a blanket"
"No, just stay with me" I sat down and he pulled me down next to him. He wrapped his arms around me and the feeling of Bert's hands on me came back. I pulled away and stood up quickly.
"Frank.."
"I keep feeling his hands.. I'm sorry.." He sat up and looked at me.
"It's fine. I shouldn't have done that.. Sorry" I sighed and closed my eyes, trying to think of something else.
"You don't have to work today Frank" I nodded and slowly made my way back to my room. I wanted the feeling of his hands off me. I just wish none of this happened.

Notes

I know it's short. I can't really think right niw