The boys on tour (Frerard)

I decided to go for a walk and find a bar to have a quiet drink in, away from Frank. I finally came across one and walked inside, there weren't many people around so I decided to sit at the bar, "What may I get you?" the barman asked, "Uh, a beer" I mumbled and he nodded, "Coming right up", I was sat alone for a few minutes until a dark haired guy came and sat beside me, I looked over at him, he had choppy black hair and a stubbly beard, he glanced at me and smiled. My beer arrived and I took a satisfying swig, the guy looked at me again, "Rough day?" He said, "Yeah, you could say that" I mumbled, "Hey, your the my chem front guy, right? Gerard is it?" he asked, and I rolled my eyes, "Yeah why?" I said, "I thought you looked familiar, I'm Jared, Jared Leto" he smiled, holding out his pale hand for me to shake, I took it contently, "Nice to meet you" I said. "Don't worry, I'm not here to beg you for autographs or photos, I'm just here to drown my sorrows, like you" he laughed, but somehow he made me feel slightly better. "So, where are the others?" Jared asked, his eyes flicking from mine, then down to my lips, "Uh, in the bus" I mumbled, "I'm trying to get some time alone, which seems pretty hard in the bus" I laughed, "I see" he giggled, taking a sip of his beer, "I guess its nice to get away from people sometimes" he added and I nodded, "I guess so". "So, if you don't mind me asking, whats bothering you?" he said, "A band mate" I mumbled, hating myself for even speaking of Frank, but I guess this Jared guy seemed nice, maybe he would listen? "Ah yes, band troubles, It happens" he laughed softly, before taking swig of his drink, I nodded a few times, "Well this is different" I muttered, "We didn't just fall out, he slept with me and then decided it meant nothing" I said, and Jared nodded, "Well he's missing out big time" he winked, which I found rather arousing.

"Why don't you come back to my place? Its just over the street, don't worry I'm not out to kidnap you" he joked and I nodded, "Okay", I guess I needed to take my mind off Frank. We got to a big front door which I assumed was his house and we walked in, It was nice, he seemed like a very organised man. "Nice place you got" I said, admiring the pictures on the wall, "Thanks dude" he smiled, I watched as he bent down to untie his shoelace, he had a nice ass, a very nice ass, I bit my lip. He stood back up and kicked off his shoes, "Do I need to take mine off?" I laughed and he shook his head, "You don't have too, I am because its a habit" he giggled, before blushing. I nodded as we walked into the living room and sat down, "Drink?" he asked, gesturing to the kitchen, "Beer please" I mumbled and he walked away to get it. He came back and handed me a cold can, "Thanks" I smiled, opening it and taking a swig. "So Gerard, whats it like being in a band?" Jared smiled, "Uh, Its fun and rewarding, but also very tiring and can be stressful, as you can tell" I giggled, and he nodded, "I always wanted to have a band, but I never had the time to get people together with me and practice" he sighed, "Well, If your dedicated you can do it" I smiled, "Yeah, your right" he blushed.

We had a few more drinks and we both were beginning to get slightly drunk. "Yanno Gerard, Frank should appreciate you more, your a nice and very good looking guy" Jared said and I blushed, "Thanks I guess", "I'm serious" he added as he moved closer to me, I was beginning to think this was a bad idea, as I had yelled at Frank for doing exactly this, but in a way I didn't care, as much as I did, I didn't, I didn't want to care, I couldn't, not after what Frank had done to me, he had hurt me too much to even contemplate caring. I moved close to Jared and felt his lips press mine in a beer tasting kiss, he ran his hands up my back slowly and tugged at my long hair, I moaned slowly as he thrust his tongue into my mouth. I ran my hand up his leg and felt his crotch, he was hard, and so was I. He moved away and grabbed my hand, leading me up to his bedroom, then I realized, I couldn't do this, I let go of his hand, "Whats up?" he said, stopping in his tracks, "I'm sorry, I cant" I mumbled, tears filling my eyes, he nodded, "That's okay", "I need to get back" I sighed, and Jared nodded again, "Okay, maybe we could meet up some other time, for a chat?" he smiled, "Yeah" I said as he opened the door, I walked out into the cold rainy street, I staggered a little as I was slightly drunk, holding onto a fence for support.

I made my way to the bus, opening the door quietly in fear of waking the others, and walked in, to see Frank sitting on the chair, with a beer in his hand, "Nice of you to come back" he mumbled, I looked at the time, 1:30 am, damn I was gone a while. "I'm allowed to go out" I said, sitting in a chair opposite him, and he shrugged, before swigging his beer, "I never said you wasn't" Frank murmured, I sighed, I hated this, I wish it could go back to how it used to be, when we were all happy. "I hate this" I suddenly said, and Frank looked up at me, "Hate what?", "You know what I mean" I sighed and Frank nodded slightly, "Its all my fault" he mumbled, "Yep, it is" I snapped, "You don't know how sorry I am" he begged, "I struggle to believe you Frank, because of what you did" I sighed, he put his beer down and looked at me, "What if I told you I love you?" he said and my heart began to pound in my chest, "What?" I said, struggling to process what he had just said, "What if I told you I love you" he stated, "How could I believe you?", "I cant make you believe me" he sighed, "You've got alot of proving to do", "I'm gonna go to bed" I added and he nodded before speaking, "Ill prove myself, youll see"

Notes

Hope you like it guys, bit of a boring chapter but it will get better i promise :)