The boys on tour (Frerard)

"Wake up guys" Mikey shouted, diving on me and Frank, who were still cuddling, "Jeez, Mikey" I mumbled, sitting up and breaking the hug between me and Frank, "The driver will be here soon to take us to our next destination" Ray said, as he sat down polishing his beloved guitars, I frowned at him. A sleepy Frank followed behind, yawning and stretching his arms out, I turned to look at him and he winked at me which made me blush, Mikey noticed and gave me a strange look. "So you guys seem pretty c l o s e" ray teased, and I shrugged, "Shush Ray" I mumbled, sitting down and resting my head in my hands, Frank laughed quietly. The driver soon arrived and began driving us to our next destination where we would be playing tomorrow night, I always liked the journeys, however there was no getting out of the damn bus unless we made stops to grab food, so if the guys pissed me off I'd usually shut off and give them the silent treatment, which happened rather frequently.

After hours of non stop travelling, we decided to sleep at a truck stop over night as the driver was tired, Mikey and Ray were doing the usual, looking for clubs and party's where they could get wasted. "Guys you should come tonight?" Ray said, Frank nodded, "You coming Gee?" he said and I sighed, "I guess" standing up and leaving the bus with them.

We got into the club and it was rather loud, naked girls scattered the bars, which didn't really arouse me like it did with others, I mean I am super gay. I went to the bar and got some drinks, the guys joining me, "Have you seen the CHICKS" Mikey beamed, looking around at all the boobs, I didn't pay much attention, boobs weren't really my forte.

After a while we were all a little drunk, I noticed Frank sitting on a chair talking to a woman, I guess they were just making friendly conversation as Frank had made it pretty clear he was into guys. She suddenly put her hand on his leg and leaned in real close to him, I was hoping he would stop her but no, soon they were kissing, tongues and everything, my heart broke and I felt sick, the fucker had used me after all. I grabbed my jacket and quickly left the club, tears streaming down my cheeks, he lied, he fucking lied, I hate him. I found the bus and walked inside, sitting down and sobbing hard, he made me trust him, he took advantage of me. I drank beer after beer trying desperately to dull the pain, but it didn't work, the more I drank the more I cried. A while later I heard the guys walk in, they were very drunk, Mikey and Ray went to bed and as soon as they had left I dragged Frank outside.

"I saw you, your fucking asshole" I snarled, his face confused, "Oh...AH, yes, that girl, well-", "I hate you, I fucking hate you Frank, You used me" I sobbed, Frank trying to think of something to say, "It was n-", "Fuck you", "Your a user, a liar" I cried, he looked down at the ground. "Gerard, Please, she cam-", "I don't want to hear it, Your nothing to me" I snapped before storming back into the bus, he did everything in his power to make me feel better on his little fucking power trip so he could do it again and think ill be fucking okay with it?! No chance, no chance at all, I hate him, I hate him, I hate him.

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