I don't love you like I loved you yesterday

* Franks pov * Shit! He is hot. I have to calm myself down 'cause I couldn't live with myself if I ruined this. OK Frank! Chill, he is just about to sit next to you and oh what a joy every girl is staring at him and whispering something about that he's probably taken or will be in the next days. And I exactly know what they talking about. BURT!! That piece of shit cake. Oh for this you have to know that I'm his ex-boyfreind since 1 year but know I'm just happy to be a free man. OK, OK not that free since our split up ( he fucked another guy and I left him) he's is kinde of bulling me but it's OK with me. But back to Gerard . He is now sitting next to me and is looking at his desk shyly. At that point I zoned out and was ripped out of my thoughts '...um...Fr-Frank right..?' Oh god be is talking to me, OK cool down '.. Um yeah, what's up?' 'Can I have a p-pen? 'Sure' I handled him a pen and he smiled at me. Oh how good looking he is, I hope he don't like burt but who's not liken him. Even I still thinks he's fucking hot but I have to say to everyone that I think he's fat and ugly. He's not, not at all. 'Frank? Frank I was talking to you do you know what I was talking about?' Of course not Mr. Shithead ' um sorry no' 'Gerard, you?' 'Um... Sure...-' and again I really don't care what is going on. The only think I can think of is how sweet gerards voice is. It's like wearing your favorite band shirt and your favorite pj pans, sitting on the couch with your boyfriend cuddling and drinking hot chocolate in the winter and watching a Christmas move. Yeah that's how his voice sounds for me. At that point I hear the Bell ring and I was on my way out but Mr.Stomp stopped me ' Frank, Gerard can I have a word with you too guys. So Frank as you know Gerard is new and I have to tell you that you have to take a bit care of him and you too have almost every class together' Gerard was smiling at me and I smiled back 'cause why not? After that we heat out of the class. 'Frank you don't have to do that I will probably annoy you, but thanks for the pen.' What! He is kidding right? ' Gerard , come back I think you're cool and I don't think you are annoying ' Gerard smiled shyly ' but you have to know that I don't like people cause I always think I do something awkward and i don't like full school halls and that kind of stuff and I'm used to that if you say I should fuck off' Wow! Just wow you por boy ' Aww, No prop you can always take my hand, so you don't get lost and you're not alone' I said that with a very soft and calmed voice to let the scared look on his face disappear and it works . His face was shining and he smiled and with that he took my hand in his. His hand was so soft and I thought how could my day be batter know.

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I not dead!!!
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