I don't love you like I loved you yesterday

It was a boring morning, as usual. A fucking morning on which I'm still alive. I thought to myself ' I hate this morning already'. But before I could think ahead I heard a knock on my door and I knew it was
my mom. I hummed a 'mmhhh' to tell her that she could come in. The only thing iI saw was her head and with that she said ' good morning honey ! Go get ready for school. I made breakfast so hurry up!' And before I could answer her she was gone. Yay another day in hell. For this you have to know that I'm a really unpopular kid and when I say that I mean it. After 5 minutes lying in my bed I decided to put on my clothes. And as usual iI was about to wear my favorite black skinny jeans with hols and a black tee. I looked in the mirror and saw all the scratches and scares on my arms. Yay 2 years of cutting. After 2 minutes I decided to wear a hoodie also in black cause I don't want that everyone can see my scars. After I applied my eyelier it was time for my shoulder length, black-brown, slightly curly hair. I ran my hand through it to have a massy look. I was very happy with how I looked and went downstairs to the kitchen. I could smell the pancakes which my mom had made. When I sat down at the table. My sister said with a mean look on her face ' mom Frank wears his fucked up jeans. You know thous with the hols.' After she finished the sentence she turned around and gave me a evil smile. My mom tried to be cool and said ' Tea leave your brother alone and eat your pancakes.' I thanked her with a smile and grabbed my backpack. As always I rode my bike to school cause I hate to drive with the bus. Short, I don't like people that much. When I arrived at the school I already saw my friends Bob and Ray. I went to them and smoked one. Bob,Ray and I made smalltalk and as usual we were too late but who the fuck cares? As we went in our chemistry class everyone was quite (that was very in usual) and we were wondering why?

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I hope you like it:) it's my first one and I'm not so good in English