Hesitant Alien

"Landing in 18 vilos"
We learnt how 280415 talk on the way here. Taught numbers and even profanities and punished for speaking our home language even on the ship. I feel Mikey clutch my arm and look up at me terrified, his cheeks flushed emerald. I hum a song I know he finds calming and stroke his hair but my heart pounds. I have no idea what to expect, our parents sent us on the mission to start our species on 280415. I stare out the window as it comes into view. The sun isn't aligned with the landing target and I've been told that means luckily it's night there. The home species apparently sleep in the dark and work in the light. And apparently that happens more often than on pyramyd.
"Landing in 7 vilos"
Mikey lets out a squeak and I hold him closer. Everyone flytas their partner before grabbing their weapons, we only want to connect and explore to keep our race alive before pyramyd collides, but we need to prepare in case the home species are evil. Mikey and I should probably join the group but I’m nervous and unsure of the commands. I can see the surface below, shimmering lights from their electricity. Its gorgeous but I don't want to be a part of this mission. I want to go home.
Suddenly a loud bang echos through the ship and both Mikey and I let out a scream. The group begin shooting and suddenly I can't breathe. Its this thing I have, my mind fucks up easily. I don't tell anyone because it means I'm possessed and will be killed. I try to calm myself down but its not working. There's orange everywhere and explosions, the ship shakes, rocking back and forth even spinning upside down. There's shouting and alarms. I can't handle it. I look out the window. The surface isn't that far, I'm desperate. I glance over to Mikey, urging him to copy. Suddenly a tidal wave of heat hits me as something explodes. I watch horrified as my friends limbs fly across the ship. Deep green liquid, blood, splatters everywhere. I see someone's skin, face, melt as their agonised scream pierces the ship. And then, out of the chaos rolls a mutilated, lifeless decapitated head. Lynz's. Without my permission, I expell the contents of my stomach. Shakily, I decompress the suction pad. No one notices in the panic. I look down and gulp. I look back at Mikey and gulp again, pleading with my eyes for him to come with me. Behind him I see the home species come bounding on board, grabbing the remaining pyramydlings, injecting them with something, knocking them out and dragging them away. They haven't spotted me yet. I have no choice. I look down and throw myself forward, 280415's air rushing over my skin as I fall, my only thought 'I want to go home'.

Notes

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