All a bunch of animals

It's been three days that I've been in this stupid hospital. They broke my right arm! I write with that arm. Fuck my life. But i got a visit from Mikey yesterday. The weird thing is he didn't mention Gerard at all...Not that i wanted to. My mom is a really busy worker so she visits me for about an hour after work to see how i am and all.

It's a Monday and around three o'clock. That's the time we get out of school. I guess the bright side of all of this is I can take a long break from hell. I mean school. I wonder what Gerard is doing right now. I don't know why I keep thinking about him. Jesus Christ he needs to get out of my head!

I can hear really loud footsteps right near my room. It sounds like the person is wearing rocker boots. You know what I mean by that. The sound gets louder, meaning the person is closer to my room, and then they completely stop. Gerard has worn a pair of rocker boots before. Agh again with the thoughts!!!

I hear this person take a deep breath and then slowly walk in. Who the fuck could it be?! My mom is still in work and Mikey wouldn't stop by right after school. He doesn't even have a car to get here.

Then i see him. It's Gerard Author Way, standing ten feet away from me. Oh my fucking god. All of this thinking is making my head hurt even more!

He looks at me and then gasps and takes a step back. That would be my reaction too if I saw someone else I knew like this. I mean...I'm in a cast, my head is all bruised up, and my lip is completely busted. This list could go on and and but you get the point.

"What the fuck do you want Gerard?!" I snap at him. He doesn't seem surprised at what I said. He looks me dead in the eye.

"May I please sit with you for a few minutes?" he softly asks. Whoa! His tone of voice sends shivers down my spine.

"Uh...Sure." I say like the dumb idiot I am. Although, I kind of trust him that he wont hurt me at least right now. He pulls a blue colored chair over next to my bed and sits down

He puts his head down and nervously plays with his hands. I can hear him sniffle. Is he trying not to cry? I reach my arm out and lift his chin up with my hand and I can see tears in his eyes

I stare at his face but he refuses to make eye contact with me. He is looking down at his shoes. I want to hug him. I want to be so pissed and angry at him but I just cant. I want to spend all the time I can get with Gerard.

He finally looks at me and says "You know why people bully other people? It's because they are insecure about themselves and take it out on the people they might be jealous of. That's how they try to make themselves feel better. " He lets the tears run down his cheeks, hitting his lap. "And what i mean by that is I bullied you because I think you are better than me. You are better looking, you are a really good person, and I can tell you have an amazing personality."

Oh my god! Gerard likes me?! I am jumping up and down, internally of course. Wait...He's gay?! What in the fuck is happening?! I have to be dreaming!

I start smiling like an idiot. "Gerard what are you trying to get to?" I ask.

"I'm trying to tell you that I like you and want to be your friend. I know I am a horrible person and all that but I want to change. I feel like the only way I could is if you help me, Frank." He says with a almost desperate tone.

"I bet you wouldn't tell me any of this if you didn't almost fucking kill me." I say harshly.

He puts his head down again. "I suppose your right. But look what I did. If you were like me you would want to apologize and all too. This made me realize that I could've lost the person i want to know all about and just hang around for as long as we can. You are all i thought about this weekend and this is only some of the shit I thought about."

I gulp. "What about Bob and Brendon? Do they know that your here or anything?" I ask with interest.

"Fuck them! I want nothing to do with them anymore. They were already fucking planning on what they should do to hurt you when you come back to school. I promise I wont let them hurt you, Frank. I promise I wont hurt you."

The stupid smile grows into a giggle and he looks at me and faintly smiles. "I also think your smile is really adorable, Frankie."

I now love it when he calls me 'Frankie'. I want to hear him say my name all night. I knew he wasn't as tough as he seems. "Gerard? Do you think I am okay enough to leave? I cant take it here much longer. It's always dead silent except for those dumb ass beeping noises and its just way too depressing here."

"Who would take care of you? I heard your mom is a workaholic." He states. I don't know who would take care of me...But I know who I want the person to be.

I look down. "Maybe you? If you want me to trust you then this would be the perfect situation to let me gain you trust." I say quietly. Oh god i'm rushing things!

"But Frankie I got school for the rest of the week. I would love to take care of you but fucking school." He says with a sad voice.

"I will be alright during the day. I will just sleep or watch shit movies. And if anything does happen I promise I will text you right away. I know I might be rushing things but if I stay here any longer I think I might just die." I try to say it with enthusiasm. "My mom will be alright with it too. It's less of a bill for her."

"Well alright then... But i have to talk to the doctors and your mother alright?" I nod in response. "I will be right back okay? Let me go do that now." I nod again. He gets up and walks out.
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He comes back in thirty minutes later with a huge smile on his face. "Are you ready, Frankie?" he asks.

"Yes I am!" I say with excitement. Since I cant walk or practically do anything by myself, he helps me up and carries me to his car.

This is going to be an interesting experience.

Notes

hey guys! so i am really happy about this chapter cuz its finally getting into the story. i know i kinda rushed into the frerard but i got everything planned out. thanks for reading! comment and all that good stuff!