crooked like the rest of me

Slipping on my tight jeans and pulling a bowie shirt over my head I stood in front of the mirror and had no hope of ever liking what I see staring back at me. Turning to pick up my bag feeling like shit as the nightmares have been getting worse and there was not a chance for me to even bother getting a wink of sleep last night. Walking slowly down the steps quietly trying to slip out of the house before my parents even try to catch a glimpse of me maybe today might go better than planned but at the sight of my attire in the school halls I'm already someone who they all want out.
Looking down at the list of classes I have first up I head straight to the English buildings walking into c1 and taking front desk on the far corner from the door, letting my bag drop to the floor I pulled out my book I have been reading and sat silently in the empty class room waiting for the bell to ring.
Hearing footsteps I peer up from my book seeing Mr griffith walk in setting his notes and whatever else down on his desk taking a seat. Mr Griffith is a great teacher he can be lots of fun but he gives off a bipolar mood one minute it's fun an games but then all hell breaks loose and you don't want to be in the line of fire when he flips.
The bell rings and the chatter of students decreases and you here the halls being cleared as floods of children enter into their class rooms as per usual everyone avoids sitting near me and two of the crimsons are up the back like some high school movie feet on desks chewing gum and just being the usual creepy gang you don’t want to mess with.
"All right guys welcome to English first lesson of your senior year I hope you all make the best of it and please try not to fail my class"
Mr Griffith averts his eyes to the back right at chris and neutral.
"and that means phone away chris and feet off the desk young lady!"
I kept looking straight ahead not even glancing back to see if they even did what sir asked.
I instantly put my head down in my book not even wanting to be visible to anyone
But all attention was adverted to the girl in the tiny skirt and messy pigtails walking in through the door Mr. Griffith turned his attention to her obviously ticked off.
"your late!"
" uh no sir im actually lyn-z but good try"
Half the class started laughing and chatting at her witty come back
As she sat down on neutrals lap giving her a kiss on the cheek
"hello honey it's been a while how are you?"
Getting up she sat down at the desk between the two.
Mr griffith fuming by now!
"Lindsey this is not a social gathering so please refrain from speaking until break time"
"anything for a handsome man like you sir"
Sighing sir went straight back to teaching groaning on about Shakespeare while I just got lost in my book.
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The bell ringing to signal lunch the kids spilling out into the halls as I slowly packed my bag to leave the class not really wanting to go out their
It's like a antelope heading into a lions cage
slowly walking out of the door I went straight to the lunch room sitting down and just reading a book whilst the commotion of students talking to friends and getting their lunch carried on.
" Hi there I'm lyn-z I haven't seen you around until today"
The girl with the attitude from last class sat down in front of me munching on a package of chips
"um Gerard im new I guess.."
Not really sure how to present myself and turned back to my book.
"lyn-z who is this?"
The heavily tattooed girl that kinda scared me sat down right beside lynz"
" ahh this my dear is little Gerard a shy fella I've figured out"
I didn't want these people sitting here I just wanted read my book and stay out of trouble
"well hello gerard I'm neutral my name is grace but lets just stick with neutral"
Looking back up from my book
"uh y-yeah ok sure"
All of a sudden I was sitting with neutral lyn-z and chris who had just turned up and sat down on the other side of neutral so she was between lyn-z and him and me awkwardly alone on the other side.
All of a sudden chris looked behind me
"guys our lord frodo is coming"
"HEY! Chris I heard that!"
Turning around I met eyes with a short boy with golden eyes and silky black hair who had a slight smirk on his face
" so who is this? And why have we decide we will sit with him?"
Lyn-z spoke up
"well frankie my dear he is rather cute don't you think?"
My cheeks now turning a tinted shade of pink at her comment as frank sat down next to me
"what did I tell you about calling me frankie and well yes I spose you got a point" '
Frank said looking at the side of my face
"sooo can we keep him?"
Lyn-z whined like I was some kind of puppy of some sort.
"well gerard do wish to join our group?"
Frank said turning back to me
"I uh o-ok"
Frank went to pat me on the back but I flinched away him giving me a strange look when pulling his hand away
"well gerard that's settled welcome to the crimsons."
Oh shit what have I gotten myself into.

Notes

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sorry if this isn't really good i'm trying my best

until next time