crooked like the rest of me

collective amounts of caffeine couldn't keep my eyes open in the halls of desperate cocaine and heroin wannabes, bleach blonde and orange walls of dead brain cells. cigarettes keeping me stress free as i possibly can be with the dead end feeling of going nowhere and becoming no one, falling hopeless to the masses of unknown groups of sadness, shuffling bony legs of bulimic and anemic brains. purple gashed and blood stained faces of abused and the accused wearing invisibility blankets hiding from higher legions. standing in the line of same brained and cookie cutter molds of who we should be in a sea of industry. i can't wrap my ribs around this concept like a cage of a small bird unable to stretch and spread it's wings.

there are so many groups in a school... in society but there is a few groups that scare the living shit out of me
the jocks are one no matter how hard i plan my timing how much i skip or risk being late or two early i end up with a black eye at least every second day though i am mostly invisible to the masses of the school group asses something about a boy like me seems to attract attention of sporty homophobes.

but one group who has me shaking to the bone.... the fact that people can be so i don't know intense so against authority kinda creeps me i don't know what they would do if i got on the wrong side of them. But there leader frank i mean for a small guy he frightens even the jocks i think we are just scared about the fact that the group doesn't care if they go to prison for murder or some shit. but like the girl i think they call neutral i mean she is covered in tattoos i just i hate needles so much and the fact her eyes are tattooed and just ugh i dont even know she just scares me. and that Lyn-Z she would beat anyone up.
Frank im not sure what his deal is really i only moved here last year and people told me to stay away coz he like landed some dude in a crazy house for giving him a mental break down. and after hearing that i knew i was not taking my unstable ass near him.

Notes

this is sorta just i little bit of whats to come i guess i hope some people like it i know it's probs shit but i do like to write

xox SCARX