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*FRAKIES POV*

I was standing off to the side of the room and i was pissed.
Why did we need another kid in the family. I glanced over at him and he was looking at me.
He gave me a weak smile.
God doest he know hes ruining my life. Hes breaking up the family. It was perfect with just me and my mom.
I looked at him and gave him a "fuck you" smile. His smile quickly vanished and he looked back at his sketch book.
"Stupid kid" I muter. My mother shot me a warning look. "Be nice" she mouthed.
I just rolled my eyes and listened to their conversation.
The women name....Hildra? sounded like she was trying to get my mom out of adopting this kid
I prayed that it would work. It didnt.
"yes im aware that he can be silent" "Im sure that i want to adopt Gerard." "Im ready ready to pack his things and go." Oh that pissed me off even more.
I took out my phone and put my earbuds in. I turned the volume up as he walked up the stairs.
He returned 15 minuets later with two bags with what im guessing are his belongings.
I swear we have to share the same room and he better not take up much room.

THE DRIVE HOME

The car ride was silent. He never talked. When my mom suggested what we had for dinner he just nodded his head.I was told he had night terrors also. He will scream and kick wildly in the air.
Soon he put his earbuds in and looked out the window. I studied him. he was skinny and not muscular. But his face was so pretty. His lips were full and looked soft. I would just want to ki...NO STOP. you're mad at him.
We finally arrived at the house and after Gerard got his stuff i took him up to my room and showed him my bed.
"You sleep here. You get the top two draws tot he dresser! Nothing More!!!" I yelled at him
"o-okay'' he said in a soft upset tone. He laid on his bed and faced the wall. Soon he started shaking.
"Shit, did i make him cry?'' i mumbled to myself. I looked at with a feeling of guilt.
"BOYS DINNER!'' mom called. I walked over and kicked his bed. He jumped about three feet in the air and i started laughing
"HaHa dude you coming?'' i asked ''Im not hungry'' He mumbled. ''More for me!'' i yelled
I slammed the door and stopped. Why am i suck a dick? I opened the door and he was in the same position i left him in. ''There will be some food at the table for you if you decide to join us" i said in a low voice.

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