I'm Not Afraid To Keep On Living...

Gerard looked at me with wide eyes
"N-nothing?" he stuttered as the other guys got away, I glared at him
"Why do you have my book?" he sighed
"Look, Andie... I just wanted to see what you were writing for us... and so far it's really good, okay?"
"No! It's NOT okay! You went through my personal items! I never said that song was for you guys anyways! I write things for myself too okay? Not everything is about you!" I steamed and pulled the book from his grip, moving around him and over to Mikey's bunk, his curtain was shut so I knocked.
"Yeah?"
"Can I come in...?"
the curtain opened and he pat the spot beside him, smiling.
"Sorry for bothering you Mikey... I just needed to get away from-"
"-Gerards bullshit? Yeah, that's why I spend most of my time in here anyways."
I smiled at him weakly, he gestured to the book and I nodded, handing it to him.
He opened to a random page and read
"We hold in our hearts the sword and the faith
Swelled up from the rain, clouds move like a wraith
Well after all, we'll lie another day
And through it all, we'll find some other way
To carry on through cartilage and fluid
And did you come to stare or wash away the blood?

Well tonight, well tonight
Will it ever come?
Spend the rest of your days rocking out
Just for the dead
Well tonight
Will it ever come?
I can see you awake anytime, in my head

Did we all fall down?
Did we all fall down?
Did we all fall down?
Did we all fall down?
From the lights to the pavement
From the van to the floor
From backstage to the doctor
From the Earth to the morgue, morgue, morgue, morgue

Well tonight
Will it ever come?
Spend the rest of your days rocking out
Just for the dead
Well tonight
Will it ever come?
I can see you awake anytime in my head

All fall down
Well after all..."
He looked at me and I blushed, realizing I had been singing along
"It's not my best work..." I sighed, looking at my hands
"I guarantee that Gerard would love this Andie."
"I'm not so sure...."
"I am, go show him." he smiled "Then, we can go get something to eat."
I smiled up at him and hugged him
"Okay..." I got out and pulled the song from the book, taking a picture with my phone beforehand for reference. I went outside to where Gerard was making out with Frank
"Ahem." I cleared my throat, Gerard jumped slightly and turned around
"What is it?"
I handed him the song and turned to see Mikey smiling at me as he lead the way to the restaurant





We got back to the bus without a minute to spare, all the guys were ready and waiting for Mikey as he got ready for the show that would kick off the tour
"Andie? Don't you wanna come?" Ray asked when he noticed me sitting on the couch dressed like a comfortable hobo
"No...?" I giggled
"C'mon Andie, do you have anything better to do?" Frank taunted
"Actually I do, watching Filthy Frank, CapnDesDes, Ahoynateo, and Onision." I smirk
"Filthy Frank is retarded, CapnDesDes and Ahoynateo are only famous because they're cute and Onision is a douche bag" Gerard snorts
"Filthy Frank has not been diagnosed with a mental disability, CapnDesDes used to look like a little weirdo with braces, Ahoynateo used to be Destery's helper, and Onision just knows how to tell the truth." I say matter-of-factly as I get up to go to my bunk, when Mikey stops me, asking for a hug
"Go get 'em tiger." I smile, quoting Mary Jane from Spiderman and hugging him, then watching youtube in my bunk, slowly falling asleep

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