The Light Behind Your Eyes

-----At the end of school-------Gerard's POV------------

Once I got through the day, luckily still alive, I stood outside the school gates smoking a cigarette I got from another guy, I heard someone shout at me across the parking lot. Of course it was Frank, I don't know who else I really expected it to be to be honest.
"Gee come over here!" I got butterflies in my stomach, It's just something about the way he calls me Gee.
I walked over and gave him a toothy grin.
"Hi Frankie...." He looked at me smiling back, we locked eyes for a few moments before speaking again.
"Do you need a lift?"
"I guess.....I don't really have anywhere to go" He took the cigarette from me taking a drag then stumping it out.
"You could come back to mine if you wanted to...I mean...like.....only if you wanted to"
"Of course I want to" He opened the passenger door for me.
"Well lets get moving then"


The car ride to his house was mainly quiet, a little small talk here and there but it mainly consisted of me looking out the window, he didn't actually live that far from me, just a few streets. When we pulled up he stayed in his seat looking at me intently.
"You're so beautiful" I blushed, he cupped my face with one of his hands and pulled our lips together, only briefly before pulling away and getting out the car.

He opened a big blue door which opened up to a hallway with stairs right in front of it, to the left was a living room which followed into a kitchen and laundry room, which then circled round to a small dining room. His walls were covered with different sketches of guitars and other interesting pieces of art and guitars, that would only have been special to him.
"Well, this is my home" He said putting his bag down at the bottom of the stairs.
"It's really nice.." He pulled me into the living room sitting us both down on a sofa.
"So what do you want to do?" I always feel awkward when people ask me this, like how am I meant to know what there is to do?
"Well errr.....we could watch a movie and cuddle or something?" He smiled and nodded.
"Sounds good to me, wait here and choose a movie while I get some popcorn and drinks, do you want anything else?" I shook my head as he pointed to a very large collection of DVDs to the left of us.
I went over and looked through his very large selection and variation of films. I pulled out The Rocky Horror Picture Show, it was always an easy film for me to get on with and I wouldn't mind missing any of it if we ended up in a heated make out session because I had already watched it a thousand times with Mikey.
"Good choice, I haven't seen this baby in a while" Frank brought in a large bowl of popcorn and a jug of water.
"Yeah...I just thought it was an easy movie to get on with.
Frank put the movie on and came back over to the sofa getting comfy next to me.

Later on in the movie when Frank and I were both mumbling on to Sweet Transvestite we had both somehow ended up spooning, me being little spoon which was a bit ironic as I'm taller than Frank. I sat up and turned around half on his lap and kissed him softly and sweetly on the lips. He wrapped his arms around the small of my back pulling me closer until I was practically falling on top of him.
"Frankie....." I whined as he pulled away.
"Gee......no, not yet" I pouted at him, I honesty didn't see why he was saying no, I thought he would want this too.
"But why?"
"Y-you need to think about this, and you're still 17" He smiled at me with a guilty and apologetic look on his face.
"You can't just blame my age on this, I want it, please"
"I'll think about it, but I wanted it to be romantic too, not while watching The Rocky Horror Picture Show" He rubbed my thigh apologetically but it wasn't really helping because it was mainly just turning me on.
"Alright, but do we really have to wait until I'm 18? I don't want to wait that long...."
"I don't want to either, I'll figure it out don't worry,we can still make out and stuff" I smiled satisfied that he'd think about it and we could carry on making out.
"Okay then" I practically threw myself back onto him attacking his lips with mine, I bit his lip maybe a bit harder than I intended but got the most beautiful moan out of him in the process, he then pushed me back onto the couch crawling on top of me and straddling my hips. Damn it. Was he trying to kill me? Saying we can't have sex but then straddling my hips and fucking grinding on me? I wasn't complaining though but come on....I bucked up unwillingly trying to get the friction I needed but Frank wasn't having any of it as he soon realised he was pushing my limits of self control.
"Sorry" He mumbled as he started to back off of me a bit until I pulled him back onto my lap kissing him on the forehead.
"It's okay, I don't mind...really" He smiled at me kissing me again but a more gently. I pulled my t-shirt down trying to hide my quite obvious hard on. I looked at him pleadingly, as he was also trying to hide his.
"Gee no" I pouted and made my best puppy dog eyes.
"But we've done stuff before, well I've done stuff to you anyway..."
"It was different though...look I'm going to the bathroom, carry on the movie without me" I sat down again and watchedd him walk out the room.
I sat there for 5 minutes before deciding to try and find him and ask what time he wants me to go. I tried to find the bathroom that I hadn't recognised earlier in the hallway. I stood outside and heard moans and panting from the inside, brilliant, my hard on had just started to go down as well. I stood outside listening to him when all of a sudden he started panting my name, I smirked and palmed myself through my jeans softly. I didn't want to seem too creepy so I went back into the living room and switched the movie down so I could hear him. I heard him reach his climax and say my name more loudly than he probably should have. I panted still palming myself through my jeans.
He came out and strolled back into the living room stopping in his tracks when he saw me in the mess I was, I quickly tried to look as normal as I could but the obvious restricted bulge in my jeans kind of gave it away.
"Hi Frankie...." I gave him an awkward smile....
"Y-you okay?" He took a massive gulp still not moving
"I guess...just been sitting here listening to you moan my name"
"Fuck, you weren't supposed to hear that, you poor thing..." My dick was very painfully hard by now being restricted by my skinny jeans, Frank looked at me sympathetically.
"It's okay, it sounded pretty" He wavered, wondering what to do as a tear rolled down my cheek from being so sexually restricted.
"I'm so sorry Gee, I wish I could help but I don't know if you'd want me to..."
"Please! Do it, anything, I don't mind..."
"Okay baby, okay just errr relax.." He walked over awkwardly and knelt down next to me stroking my hair before palming me through my jeans, It felt so good to have him touch me and I threw my head back with pleasure as he unzipped my jeans and pulled my boxers down working his hands up and down my shaft. I didn't even care at this present moment in time about what a mess I looked. I was not prepared for what he did next which was take me all into his mouth. My vision went white as I felt the same old feeling at the bottom of my stomach.
"Frank I'm going to..." He put his hand on my stomach as if to tell me he knows, he carried on when pleasure shot through me, he swallowed all the cum which I was surprised about before pulling my boxers and jeans up for me then kissing me on the lips.
"T-thank you" I said my voice wobbling a bit.
"No problem honey, I guess that kinda changed my mind on how far we can go before you're 18 because well....that was fun" I blush looking down.
"It was uh, my first one...." He grinned up at me.
"Well expect a lot more of them" He winked getting off the floor, sitting down next to me putting the movie back on.
"Frank when do you want me to go back home?" He turned to me looking thoughtful.
"You can go home whenever you want to, or even stay if you would like to.." I smiled and nodded.
"Can I stay please"
"Of course" I got my phone out texting Mikey to tell Mum that I'm staying round a friends house.

From Mikey: 10:57 PM
Mum says it's cool just make sure you drop in tomorrow night, have fun ;)

"It's cool with my Mum" Frankie smiled at me before kissing me on the cheek.

Later when the film had finished Frank dragged me upstairs to his bedroom, both of us stripping down to our boxers and getting into bed.
"Night Frankie"
"Night Gee" I relaxed letting Frank spoon me as I dream about how I wish this would happen to me all the time. I never wanted to go home.

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