The Light Behind Your Eyes

I got home after what seemed like endless running, I hated running anyway, I never participated in PE so I was suprised I even got home.
"Hello darling" Was the greeting I got from my mum as well as a hug and a peck on the cheek.
"Mum...." I never really liked being touched because I was very self concious of my weight and I'd always wonder how they got their arms around me, even though everyone said I wasn't fat.
"I've cooked you pasta, why are you so out of breath?" I sat down at the table in front of the pasta and my mum sat beside me.
"I was just running home to be with you" I know that it's cheesy but my mum loved to hear stuff like that.
"Was it the jocks again?" I told my Mum everything, she's always been supportive. Since my Dad abandoned us we have been very close.
"Something like that" I pushed the pasta around, I always tried not to eat but I knew it upset my mum so I tried to...sometimes.
"Hunny eat it all up, I don't want to see you starving yourself, you know that you can always talk to me but I won't force you, Ray's upstairs playing video games with Mikey." Mikey and Ray were very close friends. I thought they were a really cute couple but Mikey has been dating Pete for the last year.
"Alright i'll go and see them" I ate a mouthful of pasta and then went upstairs.

I entered Mikey's room to find him crying in Ray's arms.
"What's happened?" Mikey looked up and his eyes were bloodshot.
"P-Pete broke up with me." He turned back into Ray's chest.
"W-What? How?" I have to say, Mikey and Pete were pretty serious, but not in that way. I'd made it clear to them that I didn't want them being sexually active until it was legal.
"He said that he didn't love me like he had before and that it wasn't working." Wow...I hadn't expected that.
"He sent it over text." Ray said butting in.
"Show me" Mikey gave me the phone.

From Pete <3
(4:34 PM)
Baby i'm sorry. I just don't love you anymore. I don't feel the same anymore. I don't think it's working out. I've had a really great time though.
Pete x

"What the fuck?" Mikey had pretty much stopped crying by now.
"I know, I don't know what happened, What did I do wrong?" Ray pulled him into a tighter hug, What Mikey didn't know is that Ray had a huge crush on him.
"You didn't do anything wrong, just sometimes things don't work out. You'll get through it Mikey." Ray was always really sweet to Mikey, oh fuck it they were my OTP. I loved them.
"Thanks Ray." Mikey relaxed into his touch, I knew Ray loved this.
"Anyway what's up with you?" I really wanted to tell Ray.
"I'll tell you another time" Mikey looked up.
"Why can't I know?" I didn't really know what to say.
"Because you're shit at keeping secrets." What? I had to tell him at some point.
"Am not!"
"Mikey, yes you are!" And with that I walked away.

"Hey dude what's going on?" Ray followed me into my room.
"Look, ihaveamassivecrushonMrIero." I stood there awkwardly until Ray understood what I said.
"Well does he like you back?"
"I think so.....But i'm not sure." Ray pulled me into a hug.
"Don't worry dude, it will work out, it has to."

I woke up to the sun blinding me through the window. Great.....I have school.....which means music....which means Mr Iero. I reluctently got up and pulled on my ripped, black skinny jeans and Smashing Pumpkins T-shirt from Hot topic.
"Have a good day at school." Mum kissed me on the cheek before I walked out the door with Mikey. I never had breakfast in the morning and Mum had given up on trying to get me to eat.

When we got to school we all headed to History. It was pretty boring but I had the window seat. I looked out onto a path where I saw perfection. Mr Iero was smoking and he looked very sexy. He took a drag of the cigarette and ran his hands through his hair. I could swear that he looked at me before putting the bud out.

The rest of the day went by in a flash before the last lesson, you can guess what it is....music.
"Class settle down, I hope you prepared something to do for the practicle assessment.
"Shit, I haven't done it." I whispered to Ray.
"Dude, just sing. You have a great voice." I couldn't sing could I?
" I don't know, there's people here."
"No shit sherlock." And that was our whole conversation.
"Way, you should go first." Mr Iero stared at me straight in the eye, with no emotion what so ever.
"Errrrr, no thank you Sir."
"I wasn't asking you, I was telling you." That son of a bitch.
"Fine."
I was going to sing but I had no idea what to sing. I'd been listening to the radio and I had 'Ever Fallen In Love' stuck in my head, so I guess that's what i'd be singing.
"Hey dude, can you strum some chords from Ever Fallen In Love?" Ray had his guitar and lets face it...he was wicked at it.
"Sure thing."
"So what will you be performing for us?" Mr Iero seemed very amused by me.
" Ever Fallen In Love by Buzzcocks." Mr Iero licked his bottom lip.
"You're singing?"
"Yes I am." The whole class made an ooo noise.
" Well good luck."
Ray started playing the intro for it and I guess all I had to do was sing.
You spurn my natural emotions
You make me feel I'm dirt
And I'm hurt
And if I start a commotion
I run the risk of losing you
And that's worse

Ever fallen in love with someone?
Ever fallen in love?
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love? (Love…)
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with

I can't see much of a future
Unless we find out what's to blame
What a shame
And we won't be together much longer
Unless we realize that we are the same

Ever fallen in love with someone?
Ever fallen in love?
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love? (Love…)
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with

You disturb my natural emotions
You make me feel I'm dirt
And I'm hurt
And if I start a commotion
I'll only end up losing you
And that's worse

Ever fallen in love with someone?
Ever fallen in love?
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love? (Love…)
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with

Ever fallen in love with someone?
Ever fallen in love?
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love? (Love…)
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with

Ever fallen in love?
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love? (Love…)
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with

Fallen in love with
Ever fallen in love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with…

As I sung the last line I looked straight at him and he looked back at me. I didn't plan it but he seemed pissed. The whole class aplauded Ray and I.
"Very good Way, but you have detention." I couldn't believe him.
"What? Why?" I was more pissed than I had ever been.
"I'll explain later." He said that in almost a whisper.


So after school I had detention, and I was the only one in detention, with Mr Iero supervising me.
"I don't understand what i've done wrong Sir."
"Mockery. You sung that about me and I don't appreciate it." He was standing in front of me. Of course my eyes were in line to the bulge in his jeans.
"I'm sorry. You just fucking tease me all the time. At one point you're flirting with me and touching yourself, and the other you're being all teacher on me." He bent down so his face was in front of mine. I'm not sure if that was because he's self concious or not.
"You're my student, as much as I want to we're not allowed to be anything, do you understand? And believe me...I want you so bad right now." Did he just say that? Well I guess I should bring out the sass again.
"Well i'm all yours sugar." I bit my lip at the end and it looked likehe wanted to fuck me there and then. Raw and nasty sex.
"You're not. It's illegal. You probably don't want me anyway." He turned away and walked back to his desk.
"I want you, you're perfection." He sat down and swivelled on his chair.
"Silence, quiet for the rest of the hour." I couldn't believe this.

I kept my head down for the rest of the time until I heard him moan softly. It sounded so beautiful. It made my dick twitch at the thought of him. I risked looking up at him just for a moment to see what he was doing. But what did I see? I saw him with his head flung back as he touched himself. Yes he was fucking touching himself with me there....it look very, very good though. What the fuck is wrong with me?
He seemed completly oblivious to me being there so I got up and walked behind him.
"Enjoying youself there?" I grinned at the shock and embarassment.
"P-please." What the hell is my life?
"Please what?" I honestly was confused but I had an idea of what he wanted me to do.
"H-help me please." I understood what he wanted and came closer to him and started to softly palm him through his jeans.
"Is this good?" He nodded and whimpered in agreement.
" I'm c-close." I could feel him writhing underneath me and with a little more palming he let out a long moan.
"Fuck..." I felt slightly awkward but it felt so good. His eyes went wide with shock.
"I'm so sorry...this was so wrong, i-i'm" I put my finger to his lips to stop him speaking.
"Shhhh, it's okay, but sugar if you want me, you're gonna have to come and get me." And with that I turned swiftly on my heels walking out the door and the school with my head held high. I felt a strange sense of achievement.
I truly had a massive crush on my teacher and I didn't know what to do about it. But I knew that in order to get him, I had to play hard to get.

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