The Light Behind Your Eyes

After crying for what could only have been an hour I heard the door swing open in the bathroom. I froze and panicked picking my feet off the ground so that they couldn't be seen. I leaned back against the toilet trying to muffle my breathing noises. I saw two feet standing outside my toilet door. It was in the middle of a class so who the hell could be in here and why were they so interested in who was in the toilets? The shoes were black leather ankle boots, I couldn't remember seeing anyone wearing those shoes, not that I really look at peoples shoes. The persons feet were fairly small, only just about a size five. The person knocked on the door, if only they knew they were knocking on the door of someone who should already be dead.
"Who's in here?" I recognised the voice straight away.
"Shit." I put my hands over my mouth just after i realised i'd spoken, well now he knew I was in here.
"Gerard? Is it you?" Was I really that recognisable that he could notice it was me straight away? I really, really, didn't want to face Mr Iero again.
"Open this door right now" His voice sounded so stern, and slightly raspy, it was still very sexy though, shit Gerard, this is why I couldn't see him again, because i'm getting a fucking crush on my teacher.
"Are you alright? Please speak to me Gerard, please open the door." The last bit of his senetence sounded like a whisper, his voice was beggining to shake now, he sounded desperate. Why though? I'm just some random kid in his class.
" No, I don't want to come out" I was laughing inside, I sounded like a complete asshole.
" Please, you don't have to go back to class, i'm free for the rest of the day so you can come and sit with me if you want." This sounded like he was inviting me to come and sit with him, what could possibly go wrong? Me spending the rest of the day with my gorgeous music teacher that I have a massive crush on?
"Alright." I opened the door slowly to find him looking at me, he looked saddened at my red and watery eyes.
" Come on, lets get some coffee and sit down." I beamed at him and I think he noticed.
" You like coffee?" I nodded my head and he smirked at me...yes he smirked...at me.
" I love coffee Sir." He just nodded along with me.
" So do I." After having a long conversation about coffee we walked to his classroom and he got us some coffee, really good coffee.

I held the steaming mug close to me, taking small sips, Mr Iero drunk his coffee almost in one go and he sat at his desk while I sat on a chair in front of it, I felt quite uncomfortable but it was better than sitting inside a toilet cubicle.
" So why were you skipping class?" I knew he'd ask eventually so I'd already thought of an answer.
" Just some stuff " That had not come out the way I wanted it too but it was better than the actual answer.
" What kind of stuff? " He seemed very interested in me, his eyes were focusing hard on my face.
" I don't want to talk about it." Well at least I answered that alright, I took another long sip from my mug.
" Alright then." He seemed pretty pissed off now, I didn't have to tell him if I didn't want to did I? Mr Iero got up and put a CD on, Misfits, good choice.
" Stay until the end of school, do whatever you want, I don't really care." Well that's just great, I'd definatly pissed him off.

Time passed until the end of the school day of us sitting in an awkward silence listening to the whole albumn of Project 1950. We had lunch at some point but I can't really remember.
"You can go now" Mr Iero said standing up coming towards me.
" Thank you S-Sir" He just stood in front of me grinning with his arms folded.
" Why don't you call me Mr Iero instead of Sir? I know that it's a bit of a mouthful but I thought you'd be used to that..." He chuckled at his own choke, I however was not amused by his blowjob joke.
"What are you emplying?" I stood firmly in front of him, I was taller than him so he had to look up at me.
" N-nothing, it was just a joke, you do look like a bit of a.."
" A what?" I could feel myself burning up, I didn''t want him to think I was some kind of man slut.
" It just looks like you get around." He turned swiftly on his heels reaching for the door handle.
" Why does it look like that, Mr Iero." He had a really good ass....What it was there to look at, it's a free country right?
" You're just very good looking, I doubt many people can resist you, that's all." what?! Did he just actually say that?! He thinks that I'm good looking! I smirked just as he turned around, he looked hurt.
" And how do you think that makes me feel?" He sounded stern again, hurt.
" It should make you feel good sugar..." I lifted his chin up as I said that, then I let it drop again walking out the door. What the fuck?! Gerard what the fuck did you just say, what the fuck did you just do?! You can't do that to your teacher! You can't sass your teacher like that! I stand corrected...sass flirt! Just as I realised what i'd done I just bolted for the door. I could get in so much trouble for that. Lets just say that I won't be back for a few days.

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