My New Life

Kallie Pov

School. Fucking school. I hate school. And i hate alot of things but school....i just hate it. I mean, i know everything already. So its pointless for me to go to a place meant for learning, right? Well the school district doesn't think of it like that. I wish they did though. Because it would save me 6 manditory hours of being around immature high schoolers with the IQ or a five year old.

Frank told me during dinner last night that since he knew i would have be coming here a week piror he signed me up for school and i started tomorrow. Well today is tomorrow and i'm dreading the hell hole called school.

I know, i know, at least Nick, Hayley, Vic, Kellin, and Mike will be there. Not to mention my "boyfriend", i'm nervous to see how hell be since i denied him any chance of truely understanding me but you understand why i did it, right?

I roll out of my bed, falling facefirst on the floor, causing me to let out a loud groan of pain. I locked my door to insure the same accident doesn't occur today. I get up and walk to my closet trying to discide what i'm wearing to hell.

I grab a pair of ripped up black skinny jeans. And my custom made little mermaid shirt. Except it had a bloody versions of her and she's dead and her tail is cut in half and there's blood everywhere. (Its my favorite shirt.)

I put a black zip-up sweater on top. I slid on my grey socks and my clunkly black combat boots. I slid on a black chocker and a gernade necklace.

I grab my bag and phone and walk downstairs to see chaos. More or less Frank and Sky chaos. They were running around and stuff, im not too interested in seeing choas this early. Gerard is sitting at the table with a cigarette in hand, he's debating whether to smoke it indoors or not.

I walk up to him and sit in the oppsite side seat. "What are you doing?" "Wondering if i smoke this cigarette indoors will Frank be mad, or should i play it safe and smoke it outside." I let out a giggle. "Let me grab a monster and we'll go outside together." He nods. I get up again, moving around Frank and Sky.

I grab my monster and walk outside with Gerard. We sit in the front porch. He lit his cigarette and took a drag. "Gerard?" "Yeah?" "Do you ever feel like your losing your mind?" "All the time, i love this life i have, i wouldn't trade it for the world. Its just....i feel like my mind is swallowing me whole. You know?" "That's exactly how i feel." "We just have to learn how to deal." Yeah...just learn how to deal.



We arrive at the school and Sky takes off imditally to his friends. Frank gives me a smile. "You'll be fine. Trust me." i nod and get out. Gerard gets out and hands me a pack of cigarettes secertly and whispers. "These help. Just be sneaky about it."

He kisses my head and goes back in the car and takes off. I open the cigarettes and smile seeing that its brand new and theres a lighter in there. I stuff it in my bag and walk inside. I'm imditally stared at like a freak. I cant blame them i unzipped my sweater so now they see the bloody mess that is my shirt.

I walk to the office and get my shedual and run into Nick who of course is recording. He smiled at me and then realizes who i am. "Kallie!" I smile at his adorableness. He eyes gaze at my shirt and his smile gets bigger. "Holy shit, your shirt is awesome!" "Thanks."

He grabs my arm and we run up to the rest of the guys. Everyone smiles at me including Oliver. I'm glad he isnt too mad at me.

Notes

Hai, im sorry that the last update was really bad i have been thinking about it over and over again and i just feel bad. So i give you really long update. Enjoy