There's no shine in my sun.

After alot of chit chat I went home leaving a sad gerard in the hospital I dont know jow I was going to do it but I will find a way to save my gee.
we are in the real world now.
no more fairy tales. No magic potions. Nothing of gerards scientific shit can save him this time. We are no longer in our little story book. I finally popped the little bubble of rainbows that we lived in and now we're falling.
if there's any way to save gerard its not going to come easy. Im not just gonna walk around the corner and oh hey offering sixty dollars an hour as a bartender! No.
I reach the car and drive home rage filled and yer sad at the same time.
We shouldn't take life as a joke because we only get opportunities once in each life. But we can't be too serious we have to have emotion about life.
Happiness sadness anger.
But if you cant take life as a happy bubble and you cant take it too seriously how do we live?
Am I just too young to understand?
How we live in this horrid world?

Notes

Ok so I found out that frank iero is going to be playing in az
IF ANYONE LIVESIN AZ TELL ME SO WE CAN TOTALLY HANG OUT AT THE CONCERT.
and my brother was being a douche and kept on crushing dreams telling me that I'll just end up getting thrown out because I have a dumb face and that frank will prolly hate me if he meets me, and I prolly won't even go cause im underaged.
ugh my brother is evil. Some concert info
Joe's grotto 16$-18$ 13825 E 32nd street Phoenix az doors open at 7:00 pm show starts @ 8:00pm Mon Nov 16
I'm gonna actually go this time. last time I got in trouble for getting detentions in school when I went into the boys bathroom lol XD
btw this is were im getting my tickets