There's no shine in my sun.

He what...
I jump into my moms car and drive as quickly as possible to the West Valley Hospital.
this can't be for real! is it?
Fuck.
my life so perfect two weeks ago.
Now im driving to the fucking hospital.
what if he died?
he won't ever know how I feel about him.
he's going to die without me ever having the chance to tell him how I feel.
I like him.a lot.
maybe not love but I like him to much to let him go.
I quickly find a parking space and head inside asking the receptionist for help soon enough I end up with Gerard in the hospital room with Mikey ranting on about how much Jesus hates him.
after while Mikey just leaves and goes for a drink-don't worry not an alcoholic drink.
I take this as my chance to talk to Gerard property.
“Gerard what happened?" He sighs and cover his face with his hands “I don't know I just passed out and then woke up in the hospital with the doctor telling me I needed a heart transplant. I'm not sure what's going on. I think all those years of running those test finally caught up to me. I'm going to die." I gaped “ years!?" I exclaimed. then I lightly smacked him over the head. “you ding dong you're not going to die! I promise. we'll get you that heart transplant." He sighed out again and so did I “Gerard, I like you" Gerard's eyes lit up and he looked at me in surprise. “wait really?" I nodded shyly. “YAY!" I snorted “I ask you out on a date when your high. at the time I didn't know you were high" I rolled my eyes remembering that.
“so Gerard will you be mine?" I asked with a cheesy smile stretched across my face.
“of course."he giggled and I pulled him into a hug.
right then and there the doctor walked in and read through some papers on his charts quickly before stating something that I would hate him for the rest of his life for...
“Mr way your insurance company won't cover the transplant and if you don't have the money by next weekend you're going to die." He lifted his arm with the chart in the air “drop dead like a fly" and smashed it down on his knee breaking it into two. the doctor walked out of the room proudly as Gerard broke down crying.
I ran after him and tackled him and smash them down into the ground cursing at him
“what the hell was that? don't speak to your patients like that you dumb imbecile!" I yelled as a sat on his back.
“just trying to emphasize the point that he is going to die." I elbowed him earning a yelp.
Eh I guess I should get back I don't want to attract more of a crowd.

Notes

Alright instead of good vibes in the comments tell me how you think this douche doctor looks like.
Idk.
ok bye lovelys
Virtual hugs.
Magical unicorns to everyone
Goat away!