Please Don't Take This Out On Me

I was on my hands and knees; sobbing and throwing up the cow tongue all over Mrs Skybalt's clean pants. When I finished and wrapped my arms around myself and rested my head against the cool floor, I felt a rough pair of hands jerk me up again and I whimpered. "GERARD!" Mrs Skybalt snapped. "TAKE CARE OF MR IERO." "Yes ma'am." I heard the smirk in his voice as the red haired godess strutted - not walked - STRUTTED - over to me and grabbed my arm. "Come on, kid."
I whimpered loudly as Gerard dragged me out of the dining room and up a flight of stairs. Tears were rolling down my face and I was shaking badly. I didn't know where he was taking me...
Gerard. It was such a pretty name. It was very unusual though. I've never met anyone with that name before, but it suited him so well. It was the name of a godess; and I knew this beautiful boy in front of me was a bully, but he was just so perfect.
Gerard dragged me into a room I assumed was his and slammed the door; smirking and throwing me across the room. I squeaked and backed up against the wall; eyes widening when I realized there was nowhere else to go. "Thought you were clever, throwing up on Mrs Skybalt like that?" he growled and clenched his fists. "N-no," I sobbed. "It was an a-accident." "YOU LIAR!" Gerard snapped and I shrunk back a bit. "YOU FILTHY LITTLE FAGGOT." I curled up into a little ball and continued to sob.
A hand grabbed onto my hair and yanked me up onto my feet and I screamed and looked into the most beautiful pair of eyes in the entire world. Gerard held my gaze for about thirty seconds and my heart thudded painfully. Oh no. He was giving me the butterflies again...
My stomach was fluttering as if it was trying to get a glimpse of the godess in front of me and I held my breath. Maybe he would tell me it was okay. Maybe he'd be my friend. Maybe he'd give me a hug and make me feel better. Maybe he was just putting on an act in the dining room but he's really a nice guy...
"FAG!" I heard the crack in my jaw before I felt the pain and a loud yelp escaped me. Gerard swung back his blood covered fist and stared at me angrily before punching me again. "Please s-stop!" I bawled; sinking to the ground again and feeling a strong fist connect with my back. "It hurts!" Gerard continued to pound on me; bruising both my sides and my back.
I finally lifted my head and in a milosecond his fist had punched into the front of my neck. I gasped and started coughing; sides heaving. I felt like I couldn't breathe, as if my windpipe had completely collapsed on me. I flailed an arm around wildly; clutching my throat with the other and letting out loud squeaks. Gerard was by my side in an instant and I closed my eyes and flinched; expecting another punch but instead he started to rub my back.
I whimpered and gasped in a huge gulp of air. Finally my lungs were starting to work again. I tossed my head back and continued to suck in large, deep breaths while the flame haired bully beside me rubbed my back softly. His hands were quite large but very gentle.
Once I got my breath back to a normal rythm I turned my head to look him in the eyes; tears falling slowly down my cheeks. Gerard slowly raised a hand to brush away my tear and I could have sworn I saw a twinge of regret in those mysterious eyes.

Notes

soO i should probably add some fluff soon so y'all don't hate me... *awkward cough* who likes gerard so far?