Please Don't Take This Out On Me
Chapter 57: Make a Circle
Once everyone had written down their truths and dares, we all threw them into Charlie's hat, and with a smirk, Gerard drew the first slip of paper.
This could get risky.
Clearing his throat loudly, Gerard opened the folded piece of paper and started to read in his beautiful, lusty voice. "Truth: who was your first kiss?"
I nearly sighed in relief. So far, pretty harmless. I knew it wasn't me that was his first kiss and that hurt a little bit, but he was mine now and that was all that mattered.
"My first kiss? Come on, I thought all of you knew that," Gerard huffed. "Remember Kane? Yeah, him."
Franccesca whistled and Stucky laughed quietly. "Oh my god. KANE? But he was like, a 10/10 on the hotness scale. And you're maybe an 8."
Gerard rolled his eyes with a small smirk and threw a couch cushion at his friend. "Hey! I happen to be very attractive, thank you very much." He tossed his flame coloured hair back dramatically and flipped Stucky the bird.
"To who?" Eren teased; picking up a slip of paper from the hat. "Okay hush, my turn."
We were all silenced and I turned to Eren to hear what his truth or dare was. I could feel my heart rate speed up a bit, and I willed it to calm down. This was just an innocent game, and I was going to be okay.
"Truth: what's your go-to song to sing in the shower? Seriously?" Eren looked around the circle and glared at all of us with his piercing brown eyes. "Could this game get more lame? Obviously a manly man like me sings songs like N'Synch and Backstreet Boys." He dropped the paper onto the ground and spit on it.
I frowned a bit and looked down. Obviously party games were not my strong suit. At least I tried though... Even though he didn't know that was my paper, he was still making me feel bad. I almost wanted to get up and slam the door in all of their faces so I could go to sleep, but then they would all think I'm lame for bailing on them.
So, naturally, I stayed at the party.
"Frank, hey, you wanna go?" Franccesca took the hat from Eren and passed it to me. Her dark eyes showed only excitement so it might not be TOO bad if I said no. But then again, I really did not think Gerard would be too pleased with me.
Pushing my nerves to the side, I nodded and took the hat from her outstretched hand; unfolding the piece of paper I grabbed as slowly as I possibly could. "Dare: kiss the person to your right."
Franccesca was sitting to my right.
I almost stopped breathing right there and then. My eyes widened automatically and I looked slowly over at her. She was staring at me with a smirk and placed a hand on my knee. "Ready, Frankie?"
I couldn't look at Gerard. No way. Not before, or after what's about to happen. He could be seriously pissed right now but I couldn't even glance in his direction. It was a dare, I had to do it.
"Yeah, let's do this-" I said with a little too much confidence. And then, what took me by even more surprise, was when I grabbed a fistful of Franccesca's hair and pulled her lips to meet mine. I guess I wasn't thinking. At all. I just needed to get this over with so I could bury myself under my bedsheets until the morning.
I was ready to pull away because I was starting to feel sick, when Franccesca let out a loud moan and tugged me closer to her.
I couldn't pull away now. Not when everybody was watching. So I kept going, and hesitantly placed my hands on her hips. I didn't want to kiss her anymore. I wanted to kiss Gerard.
Franccesca's tongue entered my mouth as she bit on my upper lip gently, and I almost screamed. ENOUGH! This is way too intimate.
"Alright you two get a room, Jeez!" Eren pushed me and Franccesca away with a sour look on his face. "That was sorta amusing, sorta gross. Anywho - that leads us right into our next game..."
I tuned out right then with the sound of my own heartbeat pounding in my ears. I couldn't believe it; I was starting to feel sick. I couldn't believe what I had just done to Gerard. I cheated on someone who I loved just so others wouldn't think I was a party pooper. What have I done?
Guilt rushed over me and turned to anxiety. I clutched my stomach to keep from groaning and stared at the floor miserably. I was so awful, I couldn't believe myself. Treating Gerard, the man I love, like he was nothing all for a stupid fucking game. I could have made up an excuse or pretended to faint, but no I just HAD to kiss someone else.
"Frank?"
"Mhh-" I looked up and saw Stucky staring at me. "Come on, you and Gerard have 7 minutes."
My eyebrows furrowed before realization kicked in. Oh... We're playing '7 Minutes in Heaven', the game where two people get locked into a closet and can pretty much do whatever for, you guessed it, 7 minutes.
And of course I get to go in with Gerard, the man who is probably going to rip my head off for what just happened.
Taking a deep breath, I stood up and slowly walked over to the closet; stopping when my eyes met Gerard's.
He did not look happy.
This could get risky.
Clearing his throat loudly, Gerard opened the folded piece of paper and started to read in his beautiful, lusty voice. "Truth: who was your first kiss?"
I nearly sighed in relief. So far, pretty harmless. I knew it wasn't me that was his first kiss and that hurt a little bit, but he was mine now and that was all that mattered.
"My first kiss? Come on, I thought all of you knew that," Gerard huffed. "Remember Kane? Yeah, him."
Franccesca whistled and Stucky laughed quietly. "Oh my god. KANE? But he was like, a 10/10 on the hotness scale. And you're maybe an 8."
Gerard rolled his eyes with a small smirk and threw a couch cushion at his friend. "Hey! I happen to be very attractive, thank you very much." He tossed his flame coloured hair back dramatically and flipped Stucky the bird.
"To who?" Eren teased; picking up a slip of paper from the hat. "Okay hush, my turn."
We were all silenced and I turned to Eren to hear what his truth or dare was. I could feel my heart rate speed up a bit, and I willed it to calm down. This was just an innocent game, and I was going to be okay.
"Truth: what's your go-to song to sing in the shower? Seriously?" Eren looked around the circle and glared at all of us with his piercing brown eyes. "Could this game get more lame? Obviously a manly man like me sings songs like N'Synch and Backstreet Boys." He dropped the paper onto the ground and spit on it.
I frowned a bit and looked down. Obviously party games were not my strong suit. At least I tried though... Even though he didn't know that was my paper, he was still making me feel bad. I almost wanted to get up and slam the door in all of their faces so I could go to sleep, but then they would all think I'm lame for bailing on them.
So, naturally, I stayed at the party.
"Frank, hey, you wanna go?" Franccesca took the hat from Eren and passed it to me. Her dark eyes showed only excitement so it might not be TOO bad if I said no. But then again, I really did not think Gerard would be too pleased with me.
Pushing my nerves to the side, I nodded and took the hat from her outstretched hand; unfolding the piece of paper I grabbed as slowly as I possibly could. "Dare: kiss the person to your right."
Franccesca was sitting to my right.
I almost stopped breathing right there and then. My eyes widened automatically and I looked slowly over at her. She was staring at me with a smirk and placed a hand on my knee. "Ready, Frankie?"
I couldn't look at Gerard. No way. Not before, or after what's about to happen. He could be seriously pissed right now but I couldn't even glance in his direction. It was a dare, I had to do it.
"Yeah, let's do this-" I said with a little too much confidence. And then, what took me by even more surprise, was when I grabbed a fistful of Franccesca's hair and pulled her lips to meet mine. I guess I wasn't thinking. At all. I just needed to get this over with so I could bury myself under my bedsheets until the morning.
I was ready to pull away because I was starting to feel sick, when Franccesca let out a loud moan and tugged me closer to her.
I couldn't pull away now. Not when everybody was watching. So I kept going, and hesitantly placed my hands on her hips. I didn't want to kiss her anymore. I wanted to kiss Gerard.
Franccesca's tongue entered my mouth as she bit on my upper lip gently, and I almost screamed. ENOUGH! This is way too intimate.
"Alright you two get a room, Jeez!" Eren pushed me and Franccesca away with a sour look on his face. "That was sorta amusing, sorta gross. Anywho - that leads us right into our next game..."
I tuned out right then with the sound of my own heartbeat pounding in my ears. I couldn't believe it; I was starting to feel sick. I couldn't believe what I had just done to Gerard. I cheated on someone who I loved just so others wouldn't think I was a party pooper. What have I done?
Guilt rushed over me and turned to anxiety. I clutched my stomach to keep from groaning and stared at the floor miserably. I was so awful, I couldn't believe myself. Treating Gerard, the man I love, like he was nothing all for a stupid fucking game. I could have made up an excuse or pretended to faint, but no I just HAD to kiss someone else.
"Frank?"
"Mhh-" I looked up and saw Stucky staring at me. "Come on, you and Gerard have 7 minutes."
My eyebrows furrowed before realization kicked in. Oh... We're playing '7 Minutes in Heaven', the game where two people get locked into a closet and can pretty much do whatever for, you guessed it, 7 minutes.
And of course I get to go in with Gerard, the man who is probably going to rip my head off for what just happened.
Taking a deep breath, I stood up and slowly walked over to the closet; stopping when my eyes met Gerard's.
He did not look happy.
Notes
DUN DUN DUNNNNNN
Smut may happen in a few chapters... only if you guys want. let me know!
-Franky
ps - enjoy the cliffhanger cuz im a jerk
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3/12/18