Please Don't Take This Out On Me

(PLEASE do not read this if you are uncomfortable reading rape. I tried to write it with minimal detail, but do not want to offend anyone. Send me a direct message and I will happily catch you up on what happened in this chapter if you do not wish to keep reading. Stay strong, loves <3)

"Gee-" I moaned as he dragged me out of the club and all the way to the foster house. He wrapped my legs around his waist right before he climbed up the building and through the window to my room. He was planning something...
Then right as my feet hit solid ground again; his lips were on mine and he was pushing me down onto the bed. I could feel his boner digging into my thigh and if I was sober I knew I wouldn't have been so eager, but I was drunk as hell and ready to obey him.
Gerard threw off his shirt and let me admire his smooth, bare chest before removing my own rather harshly. I touched his defined abs quickly before he pushed me down again with a quiet "hush baby, we mustn't be too loud."
I wasn't really sure what that meant... But was slightly giddy with laughter so I assumed that meant he wanted me to shut up. But as soon as he pulled down my pants realization dawned on me and I wasn't sure if I was actually prepared for my first time.
"G-Gee-" He ignored me and slid down my boxers; making me gasp at the cold air that was surrounding my exposed area. "I d-don't w-want-"
Gerard clamped a hand over my mouth and my eyes widened. This was happening. I was about to get raped. Gerard pulled off his pants and boxers so smoothly I couldn't help but wonder how many times he's done this. I was just another victim to him, wasn't I?
"Stay quiet, baby," he smirked; licking his lips before pushing my legs apart. I let out a scream against his hand still clamped against my mouth before shaking my head. Tears spilled from my eyes as I thought of how if I made it out here alive and looked back on my first time, memories would be of a bully raping me. Just. Great.
I looked up at the red haired man above me; who was still smirking. This was gonna be painful. I squeezed my eyes shut as I felt him push into me and pain spread throughout my body.
"N-no-" I moaned; trying to push him off but he just thrusted harder. I screamed again and squirmed against his iron grip on me. He was violating me and I was not okay with it at all. "S-stop p-please-" I cried but he couldn't hear me. That or he was too busy enjoying himself.
He began to thrust even harder and I was bawling at this point. The pain was just too much to bear and I was just BEGGING him to stop but he wouldn't listen. He was moaning and whining and making me so uncomfortable and hurt.
Just as I felt an extreme burst of pain in my lower abdomen, a knock on the door sounded. Gerard jumped and dashed into the closet; leaving me sobbing naked on the bed. How could he do this to me? How could he?
The door swung open just as I was scrambling to cover myself as much as possible, and I looked up to see who it was.
"Frank???"

Notes

umm... i shouldn't have given y'all the pitchforks maybe??