Please Don't Take This Out On Me

"H-Hi-" I said nervously; standing by the door in case I needed to run out. "Sit the fuck down," Gerard hissed and I squeaked nervously. What was he going to do with me? Was he going to hurt me? Kill me?
Gerard grabbed onto my shirt and slammed me as hard as he could against the headboard. I almost passed out as I felt the wind be knocked out of me, and could tell this would be a long night.
I started to shake and squeezed my eyes shut. "P-please don't hurt me!" I was weak. I couldn't fight him back. No way.
"Oh sugar." I felt his hands wrap tightly around my waist and pull me into a sitting position. I allowed my eyes to open and jumped when I saw they were an inch away from his dark ones. My heart was thudding nervously and I whimpered.
"Listen here." His seductive voice lured me in like a sweet lullaby to a baby's ear. I couldn't help but crave more. More of him. Again and again.
"I'm gonna take you to a club, hmm?" I opened my mouth to protest but he brought his lips to my ear and began sucking on my neck below it. I gasped and wrapped my arms around his neck so I could pull him tighter to me. God was he ever so damn irresistable.
Wait a second, did he say clubbing? Back the fuck up.
My heart stopped for a second as I felt his lips move down to my collarbones. His warm breathe on my cold skin was driving me crazy and I just couldn't help feel so overwhelm-
Focus, Frank. Clubbing. With. Gerard. How on earth is that a good idea?
He'd totally take advantage of me. Without a doubt he'd get me all drunk and sleep with me and I'd wake up in the morning completely sore and hating myself and he'll make a puppy dog face and I'll be reeled in all over again.
Just. Fucking. Great. But how could I say no to him? He was so beautiful and when he was sweet he was VERY sweet and his godamn mood swings were hard to handle but I could handle it because I wanted him all to myself.
I wished my mind would just shut the fuck up and let me enjoy my time with Gerard.
"So baby what do you say?" He pulled away and looked me in the eyes. I whimpered and parted my lips slightly; craving a kiss from him.
He smirked and leaned in, but stopped right before our lips were touching. "What do you want, baby?" He was driving me absolutely fucking crazy.
"I w-want to k-kiss you." "Yeah? I want to fuck you."
All the blood drained from my face and I had to force myself to stay calm. "I'll kiss you sugar... But will you go to the club with me?"
His bottom lip poked out a bit and I swear to god he fucking knew just how to get me to say yes to him.
"Y-yes," I whispered and without hesitation, he crashed his lips to mine.

Notes

Guys its been 3 weeks since I updated I'm so sorry arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll make it up to you guys somehow :) I hope everyone's good!

Pls don't kill me !!!!!!!