Please Don't Take This Out On Me

I felt all the blood drain from my face and before I knew it I blacked out and could feel nothing.
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"FRANK! FRANK!" I whimpered quietly and saw a bright light. It was hurting to stare at but I just couldn't stop. I couldn't tear my eyes away from what was paining me. As usual.
The light got even brighter, and as if I wasn't in control, my legs brought me involuntarily towards it. I couldn't move; it was like my body knew where it was going even though my brain didn't. They weren't working together anymore.
"Sweetheart?" I swung around. Gerard was standing in an open doorway... Wait where the fuck am I? Is this hell? Or heaven because Gerard was here with me? "Come here, my beautiful angel." My heart swelled excitedly, and like it or not, my legs dragged me over to him. His voice made me melt, and so did the way he stared at me with those big, mysterious eyes. "Come here."
Gerard opened his arms and I stepped into them; sighing softly. I was so happy there. It was like his arms were meant for me, and me only. We fit together like a jigsaw piece. My head neturally rested onto his chest exactly on top of where his heart was so I could hear it beating strongly. And I started to notice every time I shifted my weight his heart would speed up as if it was nervous I'd let go. But I could never do that. I needed him too much.
"Frankie, babe?" "Yeah?" I murmered back; looking into his adorable eyes. "Don't leave me ever, okay? I need you." The last sentence left his lips in a whisper and he slipped his hand through mine. "I won't," I murmered. "I need you."
The light grew brighter until it was all I could see and my eyes flew open. It was just a dream...
A loud beeping noise brought my attention to the left and I turned my head to see a large, white machine that told me I was in the hospital. "FRANK!" I twisted around. "MIKEY!" Mikey tackled me into a large hug. "Jesus christ you scared me you motherfucker how dare you pass out on me I'm so fucking pissed at Gerard you wouldn't believe it I'm gonna fucking kill him-" "Shh!" I said; putting a hand over his mouth and taking a good look at him. "Oh my god what happened to you?"
My stomach sank before Mikey even opened his mouth. This had Gerard written all over it. He had a black eye, bruises all over his face, and red welts on his neck and arms. "Gerard," Mikey whispered. I raised an eyebrow. "Why are you whispering?"
"Cuz I'm here," a familliar voice purred. My eyes widened and my chest started to hurt so bad the machine to my left started beeping and a swarm of nurses all rushed over to me and tried to calm me down while I clutched firmly onto Mikey's hand.
"G-get him o-out," I choked; panic surging through me. Mikey turned to look at Gerard and put a hand on my back protectively. "Gerard, get the fuck out of here. You're scaring him."
I burst into tears and tried to take deep breaths; squeezing Mikey's hand. I did NOT want to see Gerard right now. I didn't care about my stupid dream, it was just a dream...
Wasn't it?

Notes

what's gonna happen guys??? im so meannnn