Please Don't Take This Out On Me

Gerard slammed the door to his room so harshly the door nearly flew off the hinges. His lips were on mine so quickly I let out a surprised squeak but kissed back eagerly. He tasted like alcohol even though I thought he was too busy watching me to drink. I guess I was wrong...
I moaned when he slid his tongue through my slightly parted lips and slammed me against the wall. I wrapped both legs around his waist and ran my hands through his hair. If I was sober I'd probably be panicking at this point. But right now I didn't care about anything cuz of my highly intoxicated brain - especially since I've never had a drink before!
Gerard's hands gripped my bum as he deepened the kiss and lay me down on the bed. I squeaked at his weight and our tongues battled for dominance. Although there was alcohol on his breath he still tasted so damn good...
I finally came to my senses and pulled away as Gerard started to take off my shirt. "What are you doing-" I gasped when he ripped it off completely; leaving my chest exposed. "Gee-" Gerard shushed me and dropped his head to kiss all over my bare chest. I squirmed under him; not sure where this was going. "Baby just calm down. Everything's gonna be fine..." I flailed violently as he reached for my jeans and slid those down. "Shh, Frankie..."
I started to sob quietly; kicking out. "I don't like this!" Gerard pulled down my pants quickly as I continued to scream and protest. Finally he sighed and sat directly onto my stomach. "Frankie, sweetheart, do you wanna have fun?" In my drunken state I wasn't sure what that meant. "I like fun," I whimpered quietly. "Yeah? Me too! Do you trust me to help you have fun?" I let out a small giggle and nodded. "Y-yeah Gee I trust you."
"Then just relax..." I squirmed a bit as Gerard slid off my underwear and he let out a quiet gasp. "What?" I asked worriedly. Was my body that gross? "Nothing... You're just so big..." I bit my lip. "I'm sorry..." Gerard crashed his lips down on mine and ran his hands over my bare chest. I kissed back eagerly; smiling against his mouth. "Sweetheart, don't appologize. I really don't mind..." He smirked and reached his hand down to touch my length.
I jerked away violently and tried to sit up. "N-no I don't want to do this..." "Sh, fun remember?" My heart thudded painfully. This was rape, right? This wasn't cool. Or fun. I didn't want this yet.
Gerard grabbed onto my length again and I let out a loud moan. "N-no!" I sat up quickly and curled up; sobbing. Yeah, like curling up was gonna stop a horny hot teen.
Gerard placed gentle kisses on my neck and I peeked up. His hand was rubbing my knee, and slowly going lower and lower, and towards my... bum???
He slid a finger into my entrance and I gasped and kicked out. "HEY!" Gerard slapped me harshly on my chest. "Did I say you could fucking move???" I burst into tears. "No, please! I don't want this!" Gerard inserted a second finger and moved them around as I continued to bawl. He held me down firmly with his other hand as I looked around for an escape; screaming loudly at the pain. "Almost ready to fuck you, baby..."
Just then the door swung open and there stood a frozen - in - place Mikey. "...Gerard?"

Notes

lets play a game called 'whos not gonna kill me?'