The Rock Show

"Wake up asshole!" I felt something soft hitting my face and when I opened my eyes I recognized it was a pillow, I can play this game too, Renee. As I watched my girlfriend turning around I stood up and threw the pillow on the back of her head.
"What the fuck was that for?" she tried to sound hurt and confused but I could see she had a wide grin on her face.
"You´re a terrible actor" I gave her a peck on the lips and went to the kitchen to make some coffee.
"Would you mind if I put on some music?"
"It´s your house and you have a good taste in music, I´d love that actually" I said as I was searching for mugs in this huge kitchen.
Renee came into the room after she put on a Sum 41 CD. She went to the other side of the room and took some coffee mugs out of one of the cupboards. She placed them right next to the coffee machine when we suddenly started to kiss and I swear this make out session came out of nowhere! She lift me up so I could wrap my legs around her waist. We said a lot of dirty things when out of nowhere she turned her head and looked through the window.
"What the-" I couldn´t believe what I saw. Renee´s neighbors had 3 children somewhere around 5 and 10 years and you could see from her kitchen into their living room. As I looked through the window my heart stopped beating, I looked into the faces of three terrified little kids and if watching us making out wasn´t enough, well the windows of both houses were open. As much as I hate children, I felt kind of bad for fucking up their childhood but feeling bad didn´t stop me from bursting into laughter while shutting the window.

After breakfast I went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror and for a moment I was really fucking confused because my reflection was a little more green than usual. Then I remembered I that I dyed my hair green the day before. As I finished straightening my hair, my phone rang. When I saw who it was I already smiled like a madman.
"Hey Kito, how are you doing?"
"Hey Lu, really fucking great, you?"
"Same, why are you calling?"
"I just wanted to remind you to get all the shit together you´re going to need for the gig in 2 weeks, oh, and don´t forget to practice, you know how important this is for our band!" Shit, I totally forgot about that!
"Fuck, you´re an angel Frankito!"
"I knew you´d forget about the gig but it´s okay you know now, well I have to go I´ll talk to you later!"
"´kay, bye" and then I hung up and remembered that I had nothing to wear for the gig so I had to go shopping.

I took my bag from Renee´s room and went to the living room to tell her I was leaving. She hugged me and said goodbye but when I was about to open the door to leave she said "Wait a second I have to tell you something and because I know it´s kind of a big deal for you I wanted to give you time to think about it so yeah, uhhmmm..."
"You can tell me whatever is on your mind, don´t worry" I gave her a little smile but then...
"I think I love you" I ´couldn´t look at her, I know I´m a bad person but I just couldn´t say it back and now I had to leave her because the longer I stay the more the break up will hurt her.
"I´m sorry Renee, for everything, I don´t love you and I never will, so don´t waste your time on an asshole like me, I really wish I could love you but I´m just not able to feel something like that so I think we should stop here and I´ll leave now and never come back" I looked at her and she was crying, I gave her one last hug, told her she´ll find somebody who´s better than me and left. I did this way too many times before and I felt really bad so I promised myself that I´d never do that ever again in my life!

Notes

So this is the start of my first fanfic ever.
I´m sorry for the typos and some parts are maybe a little confusing but I´m german so that´s my excuse. Oh and Frank will be in the next chapter btw^^ I have tons of ideas for this story and I´m fucking excited. I already love writing this!