*three weeks later*
Life is a characteristic distinguishing physical entities having biological processes such as signalling and self-sustaining processes. From those that do not either because such functions have ceased (death), or because they lack such functions and are classified as inanimate.
Death is the termination of all biological functions that sustain a living organism. Phenomena which commonly bring about death include biological aging (senescence), predation, malnutrition, disease, suicide, homicide, starvation, dehydration, and accidents or trauma resulting in terminal injury. Death has commonly been considered a sad or unpleasant occasion, due to the termination of bonds with or affection for the being that has died, or having fear of death, necrophobia, anxiety, sorrow, grief, emotional pain, depression, sympathy, compassion, solitude, or saudade.
All it is, A living organism that has been terminated. That’s all we are, life is just some sick joke before the true phenomena happens. Death, the most exciting part of our entire life. Leaving this god forsaken earth. Why should I feel why should I want to feel others people emotions. There is no point in feeling because of all the paycheques you get in your life, death is the most rewarding. It’s the one that takes you on that long family vacation. Except this time you on a independent vacation and you don’t know where you’re flying to. All you know is that you have waited for this vacation for your entire life.
This party is the last thing I do before I terminate myself. One last interaction with humanity before I a living organism and nothing else die off. Just like Gerard, just like all my relatives before me that have died.
I haven’t talked to frank since that day he came to my house. We went out and got into another argument. I visited Mikey twice since then. I have 26 missed phone calls from him and 34 from frank. I haven’t come out of my house or went to school. My parents think I leave after they go to work, but I never do. The school had called 6 times. The sixths time they called I finally answered. I told them that I was extremely ill and couldn’t come to school. They believed me and stopped calling.
I walked from my house to the party. Sabrina locklyn was having it. I hope she doesn’t mind me killing myself in her bath tub. In my bag I had a razor and a bottle of sleeping pills. All I needed to leave this place. All my suicide notes were in my bag ready for everyone to read.
“Maggie! How are you?” asked Sabrina smiling giddy at me. “I’ve been better…” I forced a smile to make it appear I was okay. “Haven’t seen you at school in a while rumours were starting to get around” she laughed. “The rumours won’t matter after tonight” I said turning away from her. She looked horrified when I turned back to look at her. I smiled and waved. “Maggie?” I heard a familiar voice say. “Frank?” I said shocked that he found me this quickly. “Why are you here?” I asked backing up. “What do you mean?” he said trying to place his hand on my shoulder. I ran away to the bath room, I needed to get this over with now. I had only been here 5 minutes but at least I saw people before I died.
I turned on the tap for the bath tub. I turned it to freezing cold so my body would be in shock when I got in. I placed a hand full of sleeping pills on the side of the tub. I then took out the razors. I kept my cloths on when I went into the tub. I placed the razor on my left wrist and made the first cut. It stung but I was happy to be getting my paycheque. I made another cut along my right wrist. After that I began to feel dizzy. I quickly took the sleeping pills in my hand. There had to be 20, I took 3 at a time.
After 4 minutes sleepiness began to kick in. I heard someone banging on the door calling my name over and over. It could have been frank I didn’t really know. Maybe it was Sabrina, she probably herd the tape running. By now the tub had over flowed and water was pouring out the door. “leave” I groggily said to the person calling my name. “Maggie I love you! Open the door!” it was frank. I knew this for sure now. I a living organism was now about to-.
*10 years later*
“Daddy is this them?” my daughter cherry asked pointing to a picture of my best friend and the girl I was in love with. “Yeah, that’s you aunt and uncle” I said smiling down at her. “She’s so pretty” said Lilly “she’s beautiful” said miles “I know” I giggled. “you still have all the photos they took together?” asked Mikey picking one up of Gerard and Maggie at the new year’s eve party. “Frank why are you showing them these?” asked my wife Jamia “they asked to see them, plus Mikey’s here its fun to remember the old days” I smiled thinking about them. “I miss them so much” said Mikey staring at the picture “every day I think about them” I said looking at another picture. This one was only of Maggie. She looked perfect. Something they don’t know. Is that tomorrow I plan on joining my friends, And I am so excited.

Notes

hey guys. thanks for those who supported me with this story! im sad to see it come to an end but i really enjoyed wrtting this! i hope you also enjoyed it. have a amazing day killjoys :)