The Only Hope For Me Is You

I woke up this morning extra happy because i was excited about seeing Frank again, as usual Mikey and I made our way to school and parted for lessons.
On my timetable it said we had Maths...great..i hated Maths i just hoped that Frank was in the same class as me.

I went inside the classroom and saw Frank sitting at the back, but he wasn't alone, there was a girl with him..oh please let him not have a girlfriend..i approached him and sat in a seat next to him.

" Hi " Frank turned around noticing my presence.
" Gerard you came!" his eyes were shining in the lights glare.
" well duh..who's this?"
" Oh, this is Ellie, Ellie Holmes, she's one of my best friends"
The girl turned towards me, she was average height and slim, she had brownish hair just below her shoulders with blue highlights, eyeliner on her bottom eyelid smudged.
" Hi, you must be Gerard " her tone was shy.
" Yes i am " i have to admitt, i was being quite stubborn but only because i fancied Frank.

" Mr Iero, i would like to see you "...naked..my brain added on causing me to chuckle as the teacher called Frank to the front, me and Ellie were left alone.
" so are you and Frank dating?" i said awkwarldy.
" What?!" she laughed " no, we're just friends, but don't get me wrong i would totally date him because he's so cute..and i totally wouldn't mind being fucked by him " she added lowering her voice " but no, don't tell him i told you but he's gay, shame really but he's like a brother to me so i guess it's weird i just said all that " she turned a shade of red.
" oh phew!" i let out a sigh of relief.
" Phew?" we were talking quietly so no one could hear us.
" well ermm, i'm gay too, and i kinda liked him " i turned a deeper shade of red feeling embarrassed.
" damn you two would be so cute! And i'll have to tell one of our other best friends that you're gay because we had a bet if you were and i won! Because she said that you were really hot and likes you but i can sense when people are gay!" i liked this girl, i could see us being friends because i liked how confident she was around her own kind of people.

Just then a girl a bit shorter than Ellie came into the classroom, she had dirty blonde hair with firetruck red highlights..the same colour as my hair, she had heavy eyeliner on and she came to the back towards Ellie.

" sup " she said to Ellie
" well Gerard is one of Franks friends and i was just telling him about how you thought he was hot and yummy!" the girl blushed deeper than me or Ellie had.
" Shut up!" they both laughed as i sat there awkwarldy.
" He's gay anyway " i gave her a deadly look.
" Shhh " she pursed her lips shut.
" I thought you were too cute to be straight anyway " i laughed.
" Well thanks, i hope we can all be friends, i'm Gerard Way by the way " she looked at me realising she forgot to tell me her name.
" Oh right yeh, i'm Esme Wainright " she smiled at me just as Frank was returning, we all turned to face forwards keeping our mouths shut.
" Well, i see you've met two of my best friends " he said to me moving awfully close.
" yeh, i hope we can all be best friends " i replied looking triumphant at making two new friends.. even though what i said sounded obviously gay, the two girls laughed.

For the rest of the lesson i daydreamed about Frank hoping that nobody could see into my head. The day slowly passed and the bell rang, Frank had spent the day with me, we walked to the front of the building to find Mikey who looked battered again.
" Mikey this is Frank " i gestured to Frank.
" Hi " Mikey didn't really talk a lot, so it was a slow walk home because he was still limping, when we got back i just prayed to God that my Dad wasn't home.

" What do you want to do?" i asked Frank while getting him a drink of water from the kitchen.
" Anything really " he picked up a picture of my mum that was ina frame on the side " is this your mum?"
" yeh, she died a while ago " i gave him the water and he put the picture down.
" sorry..so you just live with your Dad?" he looked sympathetic which i appreciated.
" yep, he doesn't like me though " Frank was just about to respond when the door swung open, it was my dad..he was home and i didn't know what he would think of Frank.. or what he would do to me.

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