I'd Rather Not Miss Out On Us

*Franks POV*
“I told you that I told Jamia about us, right? She knows I have a girlfriend, and she knows that she lives in LA. She’s jealous, but other than that, she couldn’t care less.” Jess nods.
“Well, I didn’t tell her your age. Not on purpose, it just never came up. Jamia doesn’t need to know my business unless it has to do with our children.”
“And now she knows I’m only 20, and she’s not to happy about it, right?” Jess speaks up. Her face is full of concern with a dash of annoyance.
“Yeah, and she’s mad.”
“Why the fuck is she mad? She has no right to be!” Now Jess is angry, her face is getting red and she’s gotten up from the bar stool and is now pacing in front of the kitchen sink.
“I don’t know why she’s upset, but you’re right.”
“Wait, what else happened, why were you so upset?”
“Because she tried to tell me that she can hold having such a young girlfriend against me in court and get full custody of the kids.” I sighed. I knew she couldn’t do it. But I know Jamia, she’ll try, and that’ll just be a pain in the ass, even if it doesn’t work.
Jess goes silent. She just stands there. I barely even hear her breathing.
“And she said you’re not allowed to be around them, which again she has no say over. When I have the kids, they are mine, and I only have to discuss medical things with Jamia.” I mumble, loud enough, but still quiet.
“She can’t do that, can she?”
“No, babe.” Jess finally breathes at this.
“Even if she tries, it won’t work.”
“Hopefully she’ll realize how stupid she sounds before she goes through with it.”
I get up and walk towards Jess, and wrap my arms around her waist, pull her close and kiss her forehead. She leans up and pecks my cheek.
“Then, there’s nothing to worry about, right?”
“Not necessarily. If she does anything it’ll be annoying, and we can worry about that, but besides that, no. Nothing.”
“Okay. I’m exhausted from previous activities. Bed?”
She looks up at me with a smirk, I just chuckle. “Yeah, let’s go.”
She starts to walk off and I swoop her up in bridal style and carry her to the room. She laughs the entire time, and before I sit her down, she looks at me. Eyes filled with so much love, and my breathe hitches. I’ve noticed how gorgeous her eyes were before, of course. But they seem to glimmer now. They look so bright, and happy. I lean down and kiss her before placing her softly on the bed.
That’s when it hits me, I’m falling in love so hard. I wanted to say it just then, but I know it’s too soon. Or maybe it’s not. It still doesn’t feel like the right time. But it’s happening. I know it is.
We both change into our pajamas and lay down. Jess snuggles to my side and I hold her closer to my side. We lay there in comfortable silence until Jess speaks up.
“Uhm… Frankie…” She mumbles.
“Yeah?” I look down at her, she’s chewing her lip, like she’s nervous.
“Earlier… You, well, you pretty much said you were into gay stuff… and you weren’t even bothered by your own… Uhm, cum.”
Oh, shit. I’m not embarrassed or ashamed by things that have happened in the past, but I still don’t like to talk about it.
“I… I went through a bi-curious stage. Twice.”
Jess looks up at me, with a small grin on her lips. “When?” the grin grows.
“Around 04-05, and then 2007.”
Jess’s breathe hitched. Yep, she figured it out. What every fan knows, but doesn’t know, but hopes for.
“Revenge and Projekt Revolution.”
“Yep.”
“Gerard.”
“Yep.”
“Holy fuck.”
“Yep.”
“Jamia?”
“Both times we were split up.”
“Good.” Good?
“Good?”
“You’re not a cheater.”
“Oh, no.”
Well, my secrets out. Me and Gerard were best friends. It just happened the first time, went on for a bit. It ended when me and Jamia fixed things.
“Lindsey? Didn’t they get together on that tour?”
“Yeah… Okay, story time.” I pulled her closer she continued to look at me. “Jamia doesn’t even know this, by the way. Okay, so, after me and Jamia got married, she was pissed that I had to go on tour again. She said this was an optional tour for us, which it was, but still. The guys wanted it, and I did too. So, literally right after we got married, she said she was done with me. She didn’t want a marriage filled with that. So, I was sad, and I got drunk, and one night I got to drunk and Gerard was in my hotel room, comforting me, and it happened again, and continued. When he met Lindsey, she had a feeling what was going on, and they got together, but she didn’t care about us. I promise you Frank Iero was never in love with Gerard Way, and Gerard Way was never in love with Frank Iero. It was just sex for us. I was getting over Jamia easily, and when I realized I never heard about a divorce yet. It’s been a month. So I called her, and she begged for forgiveness. I took her back. Me and Gee continued our thing for a little bit, and then he told me he was gonna marry Lindsey and we stopped. And because I know you’ll want to know, and won’t ask. We took turns on bottom and top.”
Jess’s face is priceless. It’s a mix of disbelief and happiness. It’s adorable.
“I’m sorry, you know I don’t like to be fan girl. Especially not around you, which is hard sometimes, but OH MY GOD. Did the band know?”
I just laughed. “It’s okay. And yeah, they were cool with it.”
“Frerard is real.” She barely mumbled. I laughed even harder.
“Yeah, it was.”
“Okay, so, how many time have you and Jamia split up before?” The adorable face she had was gone, and replaced with worry.
“Those two times, and once before she found out she was pregnant with the girls.”
“So, what made this one the big one?”
“Me. I took her back the first time, because I missed her and I was young. The second time because we just got married and my family would be disappointed and I did love her. The third time, she was pregnant with my children. But this time, I fell out of love with her completely, and there was nothing holding me to her.”
Jess smiled and murmured a “good” before snuggling into my neck and closing her eyes. She was asleep almost instantly. I watched her sleep for a minute before I felt my eyes closes and I fell into a deep slumber.

Notes

heh. see what i did there? a little bit of frerard there for you guys.
i had the idea and thought you guys might like it.
anyways. this chapter has a lot to it.
thanks for reading! stay lovely!