I love you, you love me lets go out and do Molly

Me and frank basically just talked about our lives and what we want out of it. He drove me home and I thought more about me and Gerard. Gerard is amazing, but what if I'm just his object to do anything he wants with. What if I'm being used I just don't want to fall in love with someone who's going to use me like he uses drugs.

After hours of of thinking and rolling over my bed I texted Gerard.
Jane- Gerard we need to talk are you free?
Gerard- um sure is everything okay? it's 1:00 in the morning.
Jane- I guess, meet me at the skate park.
Gerard- okay I'll be there in 5.
Jane-okay.
i walked out of my house and towards the skate park. Tears rimmed the corners of my eyes. I couldn't be leave what I was about to do. It's been one day and I've all ready thought about taking a break with him. I was so caught up in my thoughts I didn't see him approaching me. With a smile on his face and a coffee in his hands. "Gerard" I sighed "hey what's wrong" he asked concerne clouding over his face. "Listen I know we just started dating today but...I think maybe we should take a break" I let out looking down. "I get it" he said disappointment in his voice. " for the first time I'm getting my heart broken." He chuckled "Gerard I'm sorry" I turned to walk away when I was tugged back into Gerard. "I love you" he mumbled "good bye Gerard" I broke the embrace and started walking away. "I'm going to get you bake Jane! Just watch and you'll be mine!" He called out "go home Gerard your drunk!" I called back "I'm not drunk just a little stoned honey" he chuckled. Tears slipped out as I walked home.

Notes

It's been forever since I have updated :( sorry guys just have been recalled occupied with school. But I hoped you enjoyed this short chapter :) have a good night or day depends on when you read this.