The Only Way

"I was saying to Gerard, how much I'm sorry and didn't meant that." Vincent said to Mikey.

"Yeah…that was…it's okay." Mikey said, his eyes rolling.

"Nah, come on…Mikey, I want to make peace." Vincent said, patting his shoulder.

"Yeah. That was really low,Vincent..I..you made me feel so uncomfortable in front of Frank." Mikey said, scratching his knuckles.

"I'm truly sorry. I never meant to hurt you that bad." Vincent said, trying to hug Mikey who pushed him away but gave in.

"Okay..okay.It's..you're forgiven." Mikey said as Vincent was scratching the top of his head.

"Well, I have something to celebrate this night and celebrate us, altogether at last!" Vincent said taking a small bag out of his pocket and showing it to Gerard and Mike.

"Is that coke?" Gerard asked, horrified.

"Yeah. Just like old times Gee." Vincent said, opening the bag.

"I'm not touching that shit again." Gerard said, looking at Mikey.

"Not touching it either, Vincent. I got plenty of booze to keep us going." Mikey said, crossing his arms.

"Come on..guys. For old time's sake." Vincent pleaded.

"Vincent..you're not serious…I thought you were done with this. What the hell?"

"I thought..I don't know. I guess I thought we were sharing a special moment right there." Vincent said, head down.

"Yeah..but it doesn't mean we have to ruin all our progress. This is special enough for me." Gerard said, taking the bag from Vincent's hands.

"Give it back Gee…It's already ruined for me." Vincent said, trying to take the bag from Gerard's palm.

"I'll give it back tomorrow if you still want it. Tonight I want you off that shit. I don't wanna have to deal with how you get." Gerard said, putting the bag in his pants' pocket.

"Alright...I won't. I'm sorry I even suggested it." Vincent said, shrugging his shoulders.

"When did you start again?" Gerard asked to Vincent.

"I..it's not something I do often. I just miss it more when I miss you." He said, scratching his nose.

"When was the last time you did it?" Gerard asked.

"Humm..this..this morning and..yeah the day before." Vincent said.

"That's bad." Gerard answered.

"It's the holidays for fuck's sake..Gee..try to understand."

"I got a child now. Can't touch the shit. I already struggle with booze and pills and fucking cigarettes. I'm not gonna ruin everything for one night."

"I know. I'm sorry. Give it back and you won't hear about it again." Gerard threw the bag on the ground and disappeard inside the house.

Mikey and Vincent were both staring at each other, not knowing what to say.

"Fuck..I should've shut my mouth." Vincent said, picking up the small bag.

"Yeah…Gee is…he's troubled these days, really close to jump back to his old habits. This didn't help at all." Mikey explained.

"Yeah…he said..he would dump..Frank." Vincent said, sniffing the white powder he had put in his palm.

"Euhm. Not helping yourself sniffing that." Mikey said.

"Nah..come on Mike. He really said it. Frank made up all those fucked up stories about me. Gerard wants to get back with me. He'll send Frank to your place which is nice cause he could totally fall in love with you."

"That sounds like a nice story but..I'm not sure." Mikey answered.

"Yeah. Like I care what you think." Vincent said before joining Gerard inside.

Mikey lit up a smoke and stared at the sky. There were no stars that night. He looked up at Gerard's bedroom window. The lights were out. He imagined himself being up there, laying down next to Frank, feeling the warmth of his skin.

"Damn it" he sighed.

He opened the back door and entered in the kitchen. He passed by the living room and saw Gerard and Vincent watching t.v. in silence. He went up the stairs, unsure if he should check on Frank or not. After an internal discussion, he decieded to go.

"Frank? Are you asleep?" He said to the boy that was laying down on the bed.

Mikey entered the room and sat down beside him. He carressed his back and his hair, trying to wake him up.

"Wh..att?" Frank finally said.

"How are you feeling?" Mikey asked.

"I can't feel anything." Frank said, giggling.

"And that means you're doing ok or not?" Mikey answered, smiling.

"Yeahh..I'm relaxed so it means I'm gonna be alright but the more I'm awake, the more I freak out. So would you stay with me please?" Frank said with his puppy eyes.

"Yeah, of course" said Mikey, sliding under the covers, cuddling with Frank.

"Wow..you're..close." Frank said, teasing Mikey. His face was saying otherwise. He felt at ease with Mikey and it showed.

"Hummm.." Frank moaned as Mikey was massaging his back, helping him to calm him down.

"You know what helps? When you're feeling stressed?" Mikey asked.

"Euhmm..no" Frank said,stetching his arms.

"Sex." Mikey said.

"It helps a lot when you're panicking..it calms you down." Mikey added while kissing Frank's neck.

"Uummm..you make me shiver.." Frank said, as he described how he truly felt.

"And that's good or bad?" Mikey asked.

"Really good." Frank said, giving a short but sensual kiss to Mikey. He smiled at him, biting his lips making it obvious that he was turned on.

"Fuck..you're sexy when you flirt back." Mikey said, looking at Frank directly in his eyes.

"You're sexy when you try to calm me down by using sex. I wanna fuck you too, Mikey. Does that answer your question?" Frank said, grabbing the buldge in Mikey's pants.

"I..I didn't ask any questions." Mikey said, laughing.

"I wanna fuck you too." Frank said in Mikey's ear.

"Is that clear enough for you?" Frank added.

"Yeah..that's pretty..clear." Mikey answered,stratching his head. Wondering if this day was a dream that would turn into a nightmare.

They both made out for half an hour till Mikey had to unbelt his pants because he was too excited and his dick was about to get squished against the fabric.

"Humm that is starting to hurt…" Mikey said unbottoning his pants.

"Fuck…" "You're big.." "I want to eat you up." Frank said, taking off Mikey's pants and underwear. He put his dick in his mouth and started sucking.

"Frank…fuck..what are you doing to me? What are we even doing…I can't.." Mikey said, trying to push Frank away.

"Oh no babe..you're mine tonight."

"We shouldn't…Gee…will kill us." Mikey said.

"You are…so..humm…fuck.." Frank said, masturbating Mikey's dick.

"Yeahh..you are too Frank. You're all I want." Mikey answered.

"But not like that." Mikey said, pushing Frank away.

"Ohh come on..I want you Mikey.." Frank said, two inches from Mikey's face.

"Ohh believe me. Believe me Frank. I would..make love to you. I would fucking like to kiss your lips and make you mine..but…you're acting way too easy to not be completely wasted." Mikey said, making Frank sit beside him.

He lift up his pants.

"Ohh the fun's over!" Frank said pouting.

"Yeah…I should get Gerard. You took something didn't you? You don't look drunk you look drugged." Mikey said, getting up.

He stayed a couple minutes upstairs waiting for his erection to fade. His cheeks were flushed and had a smile on his face he couldn't lose.

When he arrived in the living room he saw Gerard acting weirdly, scratching his nose and sniffing every ten seconds.

"You gave him blow didn't you?" Mikey asked Vincent who was surprised to see him.

"Wait he made his own decision Mike.." Vincent answered smiling like an idiot.

"It was the best decision of my life, Mikey..I was lost and now I'm so close to the truth!" Gerard said, hugging his brother.

"Yeah let's see if you'll have the same opinion tomorrow morning."

"Time is just a concept invinted for humans to feel trapped. You gotta free yourself from the man, Mikey. For fuck sake I've seen the light!!" Gerard said, jumping around.

"Omg..I had forgotten what Gerard on coke looks like and how much I didn't miss it." Mikey mumbled.

"Thanks so much baby. So glad you made me do the shit. I don't even care you forced it down my nose now!" Gerard said, hugging Vincent.

"Fucking Vincent. Do you know how many days I'll have to spend here to make sure he doesn't touch this shit again?"

"You ruined the next 2 months of my life. Fuck you know how addicted he is..how could you do this?!"

"I don't think one time is gonna send him back to where he was. Come on, get high with us and we'll make incredible things." Vincent answered, kissing Mikey's lips.

"I need to talk to Gerard. I'll think about it." said Mikey.

Gerard followed Mikey who had brought him outside to have some privacy.

"You know you're gonna end up fucking him if I leave you here alone." Mikey said, his face serious.

"Nahh come on, Mikey, you know you'll always be my favorite." Gerard said, brushing the side of Mikey's face.

"Oh shit..yeah you're my brother. I could only masturbate you that's all. Not willing to do anything else." Gerard added.

"You're a slut when you're on blow, Gee. You could fuck anyone." Mikey said, discouraged.

"Is that a proposition, Mike? Cause I love you bro but you'd have to be off my list because of the whole related thing everyone makes a fuss about." Gerard added, kissing Mikey on the lips.

"I'll have to refuse your delightful proposition Gee but I want you to come upstairs with me." Mikey said all mysterious.

"Humm yeah? Not into fucking me in the backyard?" Gerard said, biting his lips.

"Nope. Come upstairs. You'll be surprised." Mikey said, winking at him.

"Humm..alright big boy but you better make me scream." Gerard said, licking Mikey's cheek.

Mikey wipped his cheek on his sleeve, disgusted by the way his brother was acting.

"Here. It's Frank. Frank this is Gerard. You are both on drugs and you are each other's boyfriends! So have fun! Have sex together instead having sex with everybody else." Mikey said, closing the door behind him.

"Hey. Babe. How are you?" Gerard said, sitting on the bed, shaking.

"Vincent drugged me and I'm feeling really weird." Frank said, taking Gerard in his arms.

"What a coincidence. Vincent drugged me too!" Gerard said, scratching his palms like if he wanted to rip his skin off.

"Wanna cuddle?" Frank said, caressing Gerard's back.

"Nah I wanna fuck you." Gerard answered.

"You're a jerk. Come on, you ask a little more politely at least."

"I wanna fuck you, please." Gerard added, laughing.

"Jerkface. I hate you." Frank said, turning around on his side.

"Humm you sure you hate me?" Gerard said, unbuttoning Frank pants.

"Hummm…no." Frank said.

"But seriously babe, I'm freaking out a bit."Frank added, not sharing the same mood than Gerard.

"About what?" Gerard asked

"About.. Vincent. About what he gave me. I don't wanna die. What if I just fall in a coma.." Frank said, freaking out. It had been 45 minutes since Mike had left Frank alone in room. He had started to panic as soon as he had close the door behind him.

"You won't Frank. You know why?" Gerard said, squeezing his hand.

"No…tell me." Frank said, a hand on his heart that was threatening to explode.

"Because you belong with me. As long as we are together, Frank, as long as we carry eachother in our hearts, you'll have the strenght to calm down and chase that awful feeling. You have to conquer it." Gerard said, gesturing.

"Okay…I'm safe now." Frank said trying to convince himself.

"Pull down your pants I'll fuck you slowly." Gerard wishpered in Frank's ear.

"I heard sex is supposed to relieve stress and anxiety." Gerard said, pushing his dick inside Frank.

"Hummm yeah I heard that too not so long ago." Frank said, thinking about Gerard's brother who had told him the same thing earlier.

Notes

You wanted some Frikey action. You got it. ;)