The Only Way

''Please continue your session, it looked really interesting.'' Suzan said, acting like it was the most normal thing in the world.

'' It's not what you..'' I said before she interrupted me.

''No worries, Frankie, I know my boyfriend. I know exactly what he's up to.'' She said, crossing her arms.

''I'm just curious if he's willing to go all the way with it and ruin your friendship, that's all.'' Suzan said, staring at Mikey.

Mikey took my chin in his hand, tilted my head and kissed me like no one else was in the room. I tried to push him back but he was holding me down.

Suzan got up, waited till he had finished, then took my hand and made me get up in a second. She then put her hands around my waist and kissed me using tongue, giving Mike a show.

''Fuck, I'm not your boy toy! Both of you! You're sick.'' I said, disgusted as I pushed Suzan away.

Suzan looked at Mikey who was smiling like a freak and punched him in the face.
Mikey got up from the couch, his nose bleeding all over his shirt. He didn't fought back, he just stood there, looking at the blood flowing on his hands.

''A tissue would be nice, Suzan'' he said, calmly.

I got out of the house as quickly as I could, letting them sort their shit out as I heard Suzan yelling through the window, asking why Mikey had kissed me again.

''Fuck.'' I said to myself, calling Gerard on his cellphone. He didn't pick up, of course.

I stayed there, calling Gee every five minutes. After the sixteen attempt, he finally picked up.
''Hello'' he said, in a tired voice.

''Hey it's Frank. Can you pick me up?'' I asked, desperate.

''Babe..I'm with a patient, you weren't supposed to be done until another thirty minutes '' he said, not understanding the seriousness of the situation.

''I need you to come pick me up...'' I said, panicking.

''Hold on, are you still at Mike's? Are you okay?'' he asked, concerned.

''No I'm not fucking okay, Gee. Why do you think I'm calling!?'' I told him, impatient.

''Alright, meet me in the park in front of Mikey's , I'll be there in fifteen.'' He told me before hanging up.

I was the kind of person who hated annoying people with his problems but I needed someone to comfort me. Maybe Gerard wasn't my best option but I couldn't keep this whole situation from him now that it had became out of hand. I walked for what seems forever before arriving to our meeting point.

''Hey, babe, what's up?'' he asked, from far.

I walked towards him and his expression changed as se saw my swollen shinny red eyes.

''Oh my god, tell me what's going on.'' He said, freaked out.

''Suzan and Mike, they had a fight..and..I don't wanna go back there, please. Don't make me go back there.'' I pleaded.

''Slow down, Frankie, breathe in and breathe out.'' he said as I collapsed in his arms.

''Tell me what happened, babe, I can't help you if you don't.'' He said, in panic.

''Take me home and I'll tell you.'' I told him. I didn't want him to go back and beat the shit out of Mikey. Suzan had already did a pretty good job.

''Alright.'' He said, as we headed to his car. After a twenty minutes we arrived to his office at the far end of the city.

''I still got work to do, Frank. I can't bring you home yet.'' He explained.

I only started to relax when I was lying on the couch, crying my eyes out.

''I'm waiting for an explanation.'' He said, softly, sitting down next to me.

''It's Mikey. He...kissed me.'' I said, afraid of how Gerard would react.

He took a deep breath and rub his face.

''Why?'' He simply said.

''To piss Suzan off, I think. They're not doing very good.'' I simply answered, not giving any more details about the horrible scene I had witness.

''Did you like it?'' He asked, sadness all over his face.

''How can you ask me that?! Gerard come on!'' I said, horrified.

''Frank...I'm sorry. I don't know what to say.'' He told me, defeated.

''How could Mikey do this to me?!'' I asked, rhetorically.

''I don't think this whole silly thing is about you, Frank. I'm not saying it's okay, tho. Mikey shouldn't have done that.'' He explained.

''Are you mad at him? You don't even look mad.'' I said, surprised.

''No. I mean..yeah but..will it change anything? To go there and beat the shit out of him till he can't walk, will it make things better?'' He asked.

''That's not what I'm asking.'' I said

''I know.'' he said, breathing out loudly.

''I just want everything to end..'' I said, my head buried in the couch's cushions.

''You're not going back there, at least not alone. Do we agree on that?'' He asked.

I noded. There was no way I would ever go back there anytime soon.
''I got an appointment with April in an hour. We'll go in my coworker's office. You can stay here, there are plenty of books, and there's my computer but don't go through my files. You won't find yours.'' He said, serious.

''I wouldn't dare, babe.'' I said, yawning.

''Lay down on the couch my love, I'll be back when you wake up.'' He said, kissing my forehead.
He closed his office door and I fell asleep a few minutes later.
In my dream Gerard wasleaving me and Mikey was abducting me to use me as a sex slave. What he had done was affecting me more than I wanted to admit. I was tired of being the victim of their stupid game.

I woke up cold sweats all over my body. Mymind wandered for a few minutes. I asked myself if I was the cause of this nightmare. Maybe I should've never askMikey to kiss me in front of Gerard. Maybe I had took part in the fact that he had fallen in love with me, according to him. I wasn't as innocent as I would've liked. My actions had consequences and this time karma came bite me in the ass.

I got up and wandered around the building, bored as hell. Gerard was still in Vivienne's office with April. I could hear her yellt hrough the walls. Poor Gerard, I thought, having to deal with April's mood swings on top of everything else.

''I HATE YOU. I HOPE YOU FUCKING CHOKE TO DEATH IN YOUR OWN SALIVA.'' April said, as she swang the door open.

''Oh, hi Frank.'' She said as she saw me across the hall.

''Hey.'' I answered, weirded out by her change of attitude.

''Me and Gerard are acting a scene that happened with Mr. Bennett. No worries.'' She said, seeing my facial expression.

''O..kay.'' I answered.

''Nevermind. Alright April, now one more time with all you've got.'' Gerard said, closing the door behind them.

What a strangeway to fix things I thought. Well it wasn't my place to doubt Gerard's methods and April seemed to enjoy herself.

I came back in Gerard's office and browsed in his bookcase for something to pass the time. Just when I was about to take a book entitled ''The love you think you deserve'', I heard my phone ringing. I answered, not really thinking and froze when I heard Mikey's voice on the other end.

''Frank, don't hang up.'' He said, as I did just the opposite.

There was no way he would ever find the words that would make me forgive him. A few seconds later I heard my phone vibrate.

From Mikey
Frank, we need to talk. I can explain. I'm sorry I used you.

To Mikey
I don't wanna hear it. Keep your excuses to yourself. This is my last text.

From Mikey
Come on, Frank. Let me explain. You owe me that much. I helped you through somuch

From Mikey
I'm at the door. Come.

To Mikey
I'm not even home, get lost.

From Mikey
I know. You're at Gerard's office. Come outside.

To Mikey
Fuck you

From Mikey
Running from your problems won't help.

To Mikey
You're not myproblem. I'm just ignoring you. Go away.

FromMikey
I'll tell Gerard you kissed me back if you don't come.

That bastard. I didnothing to push Mikey back, that was true. I was so surprised. Maybe I should've. No, I certainly should have. Fuck.

I ran through the hall making sure that Gerard was still busy with April and went down the stairs. Mikey was looking inside through the window.

''Frank, you made the right decision'' He said, trying to take my hand.

''Don't fucking touch me. Make your stupid excuses and go the fuck away'' I answered, pushing his hand back.

''Alright. I...'' He said, hesitant.
''The truth is, Mike, you used me to piss off Suzan cause yo uhad no balls to dump her for the right reasons. You put me in a position I never wanted to be.'' I said, interrupting him.

''Frank...I...I..'' He tried to say again.

''You want to ruin my relationship with Gerard? Have at it. But not with my consent. No fucking way.'' I said, pissed off.

''Frank it was true what I said.'' He said, his head down.

''What do you mean?'' I asked.

''I love you.'' He said, his voice down.

''Don't youfucking dare.'' I answered.

''I can't stop thinking about you. I can't control myself when I'm around you. You drive me crazy and I do stupid things.'' He explained.

''Stop...! I don't wanna hear it!'' I told him, my hands on my ears.

''I just want to know...if there would have been a chance you would have been attracted to me before I screwed everything up.'' He asked, desperatly.

''What will it change? It's too late now Mike. I don't even consider you my friend anymore.'' I answered, coldly.

''Please...tell me then I'll go.'' He pleaded.

''Maybe..maybe not. I don't fucking know.'' I answered, sincerely.

''Frank please. If things would've ended okaywith Gee and you had his blessings...would you like me back?'' He asked, with puppy eyes that had too much effect on me.

''Prolly.'' I answered between myteeth.

''That's all I wanted to hear. Now I'm gone.'' He said, leaving. I watched him disappear on the sidewalk.

Why did he had to come back to tell me those things I didn't want to know? Whydid hehad to put me in a position where I would have to lie to Gerard again?

''Hey there you are.'' Gerard said, as he opened the door of the office.
April passed by us and gave me a hug then said goodbye to both of us. She entered in a car where a guy I didn't know was waiting for her. I'll have to ask her later who that was, I thought.

''What are you doing outside without your coat?'' Gerard asked, as he gave me the worned out piece of clothing nobody would call a wintercoat in their right minds.

''I needed air.'' I simply told him.
''Are you okay, your face's all flushed.'' He said, as he put his hand on myforehead.

''Yeah I'm alright.'' I told him, not really convincingly.

''Okay, let's go'' he said, as we both walked to his car.

When we arrived home, Gerard made us a hot chocolate with marshmallows and cream. We sat on the couch, cuddling in front of the t.v.

''I'll talk to Mikey''He said after a while, breaking the silence.

''Nah. You don't need to. He called.'' I said, admitting an half-truth.

''What did he say?'' Gerard asked, impatient.

''Sorry'' I answered, not giving any details.

''That's it?'' Gerard asked, frowning.

''Yeah. He said he wouldn't annoy me anymore.'' I told him.

''You need to find another therapist then.'' He said, sighing.

''You.'' I said, pointing his chest.

''That's not a good idea.'' He answered.

''Why not? I mean, things were way better between us when you were my therapist and I wouldn't have to pay you. We could decide on a moment to meet, here, in the comfort of our home and for all my problems related to love, I could always talk to my friends, you know.'' I told him.

''Isn't annoying you when I act like your therapist?'' He asked.

''That's not the same thing. I hate when you act like it when we are arguing. It makes me feel inferior.''

''Well...yeah, putting it that way, I guess you're right. You have to be serious about it tho.'' He told me.

''Cool! That makes me happy.'' I told him, smiling.

''That's all I want.'' He answered, kissing me on the forehead. Now that I didn't need to see Mikey every week, maybe I would start to relax.

Gerard fell asleep on the couch first and I listening to the rhythm of his breathing till I fell asleep too.

''Babe, let's go sleep in our bed.'' Gerard said, as he woke me up.

It was about 2 am. We walked to his room and crashed in the bed at the same time. We were facing the opposite direction, back-to-back. I was about to fall asleep again when I felt his hands running all over my body.

''Remember I said I would make you pay for tempting me in the car earlier?'' He said softly in my ear.

''Yeah...'' I answered, smiling in the dark, letting him touch me wherever he wanted.

''Hummm...Frank. You're so soft.'' He said, as he touched my stomach.

''Yeah...I know. It's one of my superpowers.'' I told him, kidding.

''What are the others?'' He asked as he moved down his hands to my crotch.

''You're touching it right now.'' I said, giggling.

''Humm..that's a huge superpower yougot there, honey.'' He said, rubbing my dick inside my boxers.

I turned around to kiss him and he answered with a loud moan.

''I want you.'' I told him softly

''I want you too babe.'' He said as he got on top of me.

He slid down my underwear while kissing my hips sending shiversto my spine. He licked my belly till he reached my lips moaning all the way up.

''You're unbelievably beautiful Frank. I mean…you truly are.'' he said, intense, carried by the moment.

''So are you, Gee, so are you.'' I said as he started licking the tip of my dick.

He pushed itt hrough the back of his troath and started to make back and forth movements.

''You're so good at it babe…fuck...'' I said, completely gone, watching him sucking like I was the best thing he ever tasted.

'' ohh babe…babe I'm gonna come..'' I said after a while.

''Not just yet.'' he said as he turned me over and rubed his dick on my ass, teasing the hell out of me.

He took the bottle of lubricant in his top drawer and started pushing a finger inside me.

''You likemyfingers inside you babe?'' He asked watching the expression of delight on my face. I noded.

''You're my little slut, right Frankie? You like being teased, don't you?'' he asked, slapping my ass with his other hand. I noded again.

''Want my dick inside of you? » he asked, slapping me again.

''Yes, mister Way'' I answered, horny as hell.

''Beg for it'' he demanded.
'' Please fuck me…I want to feel your hard dick inside me.'' I answered, moaning.

''Please fuck me who?'' he asked, with an authoritative air.

''Please fuck me mister Way. I need it'' I said, pleading.

''Good boy'' he answered pushing another finger inside.

''But…I want you to beg harder. Make me feel like you're my little bitch.''

''humm..fuck…me…mister Wayyy..I'll do anything...'' I said, moaning at everytime he would trust his fingers.

''You'll do anything..interesting. Suck my cockthen.'' he said, withdrawing his finger and turning me around.

''Anything for you, mister Way.'' I said like the little slut I was trying to be.

He slapped mycheek as I was sucking, almost choking me as he pulled myhair and fucked my face.

He stopped after a couple minutes, not because of the fact I could'nt breathe but because he was about to come.

''Turn around.'' he ordered. He slapped mybutt cheeks till they were practically glowing in the dark. It was the first time hewasn'tcareful about being violent with me and I loved it in a somewhat twisted way. He pushed his dick inside of me so hard that I shouted of pain. Instead of asking if I was okay he became trusting slowly but deeply. I cringed at every move, torned between pain and pleasure.

''You're mine, my little slut. You're all mine. Fuck'' he said, as he came inside me, pulling my shoulders back.

''Now your turn to come.''he said as he went down on me for the second time.

I carressed his hair as I watched him sucking passionatly till I was about to come as it started dripping in his chin. Fuck that was the hottest thing I had ever seen.
He swallowed my cum and it started dripping on his chin, then down his chest. As soon as I was finished he kissed me on the lips, sharing mytaste, a mixture of salty and sweet.

''Humm. Babe thatwas hot.'' he said, crawling on mychest, exhausted.

I rub my fingers throught his hair as he fell asleep on me. He was the cutest and kinkyest man I ever slept with I was replaying the scene we had just acted when Mikey's face popped into my head. ''You act like a fridgid little bitch but you 're kinky as hell.'' he had told.me.

As much as I wanted him to be wrong, he was absolutely right.

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