The Only Way

I went to bed early that night. It was my birthday and I didn't want anyone to celebrate it. My mom used to buy me a cake that we would decorate together. It was a family tradition in which my dad never took part of. He was always at work or never cared enough to even wish me a happy birthday. All those memories were bringing my spirits down.

I was lying on the bed, staring at the night table on which Gerard would put his glasses. I noticed a package nicely wrapped in a red paper. I got up and picked it up when I saw my name written on it. Well, not exactly my name but. "To my love" sounded like something Gerard would call me. I began to unwrap it and my head began to spin when I saw it was a small jewelry box.

"Ah! Ah! You found my gift" Gerard said, making me jump.

"Fuck, babe, don't do that! I almost died." I said, still catching my breath.

"You're too young to die, my love. Happy 18th birthday." he said, wrapping me in his arms from behind, softly kissing my neck.

"What is it?" I asked him, pointing the satin blue box that I had dropped on the bed.
"Open it up, you'll see." he said, giggling in my ear.

I took the box and opened it carefully. I was really anxious to find out what he could possibly had bought. It was a ring, a gold one like you see in the movies when people get married.

"A..a ring?" I simply said, recognizing the ring he had on since I met him.

"It was my grandpa's. My mom gave it to me when he died. He was my favorite person in the whole world and now that that title goes out to you, I want you to have it." he said, pushing it on one of my fingers.

It was pretty huge for my tiny finger. It only fitted on my thumb.

"I'll bring it to the jewelry store, maybe they could make it smaller." he said, disappointed.

"Nah, it's alright, I love it that way, babe. That's the most meaningful gift anyone has ever gave me." I said, tears filling up my eyes.

"Ahh babe, don't cry. It's your birthday. It's a happy moment."

"I know…it's just…it's beautiful Gerard. You must love me a lot to give me this." I said, rembering how he would never take the ring off under any circumstances.

"Of course, silly. I love you. I thought it was obvious."

"Well..yeah..but now I won't ever doubt it." I said, kissing him tenderly.

"Alright, now. Would you please come down with me? I made pancakes for you and they'll get cold." he said, pushing me out of the room before I could say anything.

We entered the kitchen when my heart skipped a beat.

"Happy birthday Frankie!!!!!!!!" multiple voices shouted.

Everyone was there. Mikey and Suzanne, Mark and April, Laurence and even Alice.
That's when I realised I could count my friends on my fingers. We were all part of the same very happy but still a bit dysfunctional family.

Mikey gave me a hug that almost choked me and Suzanne kissed my cheek like she was making out with it. Alice jumped in my arms and hugged me tightly. Laurence and Mark gave me a few pats on the back. April called me fucker and gave me the finger but I knew it meant that she loved me more than she would ever admit. This situation was really weird. I wasn't used to so much love and attention.

We ate cake and drank beers till just a few of us could stand up and the others had to leave.
I was sitting next to Gee and Mike who were watching tv, an info pub no one cared about. They were still drinking rum and coke while Suzanne was puking in the bathroom. She opened up the bathroom door saying that she was going straight to bed, in Alice's bedroom. Mike kissed her on the forehead and told her goodnight. I guess she was disappointed that he wouldn't follow her because Mike told her he would come in a couple minutes.

"Ahh come on, bro. It's Frankie's birthday. Stay with us."

"Alright, alright." he said, laughing.

"Did you have fun tonight babe?" Gerard asked me with sweetness on his voice.

"Yeah..it was nice. I really liked it. I wasn't expecting anything." I said, shrugging.

"Wow don't be so enthusiastic..." Gerard said, raising his eyes to the ceiling.

"Let him be, Gee. He's not used to so much attention." Mikey said, reading my mind.

"Thanks Mike." I answered as he pat my back and gave me a small kiss on the cheek.

"Get a room you bitches." Gerard said, annoyed.

"Ahh we don't need a room." Mikey said, kissing my neck.

It sent shivers down my spine but I was too far gone to figure out if I liked it or not.

"What the fuck do you think you're doing?" Gerard said, kicking his foot.

"Giving you a show" Mikey said, as he kissed my lips.

My mouth opened and I let my tongue slide on Mike's. I felt a mixture of pleasure and shame.

"Fuck..Mike..come on, don't do this to me." Gerard said as he bit his lips.

"It's his birthday gift. Gonna turn you on real bad and he's gonna have the best sex of his life." Mikey said, laughing in my mouth.

"Fucker." Gerard said, as he caressed his inner tights.

Mike started moaning, caressing my ass. He put my hand on his hard dick. Fuck, I thought, I didn't want Gerard to be jealous or to feel left out. I glanced at him but his head was dropped back on the couch and he was stroking his dick under his pants.

"Humm Frank…you're so tight..." Mikey said slapping my butt cheeks.

"Humm fuck…" Gerard said, moaning. His eyes were sparkling of desire.

I didn't want to look like the victim of their vicious game again so I decieded to suck on Mikey's finger, just to show him my skills.

"Ohh..hummm…so sexy Frankie..humm imagine that on my dick, Gee." Mikey said, looking at Gerard.

"Fuck…yeah..humm..that's so hot." Gerard said, licking his lips.

I licked Mikey's lips, sucked on his tongue, forgetting that I had a boyfriend.

Gerard got up, his hard dick showing through his tight pants and sat down next to me. He spanked my ass a couple of times which made me moan like crazy.

"You like that, huh, my little slut." Gerard moaned.

"Yeah... Fuck me Gee." I said, really far gone.

"Alright. My job is done here." Mikey said, getting up and leaving the room.

"I'm gonna fuck you right on the couch" Gerard said, his eyes filled with lust.

"I'm so fucking horny babe, fuck me now.." I said as he pulled down my pants and underwear.

He slid his dick inside of me and started trusting for a couple minutes till he was close to come.

"Ohhh Gee…babe..hummm" I moaned.

"Happy birthday, my love..humm...you're the best I ever had. You ruined me for anybody else." Gerard said, panting.

"That was the goal." I answered back.

"Frankk…" he said as he came inside of me.

"I love you…so…fucking..much." he said, as he pulled out and collapsed on the couch.

"Your turn now..fuck me..I don't have any energy left." he said.

"I'm alright. I can wait till morning." I said, as I lied down on top of him.

He turned around and I layed down on his chest.

"You'll marry me someday, right?" Gerard said, half asleep.

"Huh..yeah..I..Humm…" I said, not really knowing what to answer. Did I want to marry Gerard? I had never thought about it. I mean, I loved him, that was pretty clear in my head. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him but..were we meant to be?

"Well..wow. That's convincing." he said, pissed off.

"No, I mean..yes…I.." I said, trying to make up for what I had said.

"Even better." he said, getting up going through the back door.

"Oh come on..babe..come back!" I yelled, following him.

He lit a cigarette and started mumbling through his teeth.

"Babe I mean, yeah I love you and I'll marry you someday. You caught me off guard." I tried to explain, hoping I hadn't ruin everything.

He didn't pay attention to what I was saying.

"Can I have one at least?" I said, pointing his cigarette pack.

"Yeah.. Wtv. Take what you want and don't give anything back, like always."

"Oh come on, Gee. It isn't fair. It's my birthday please, can't you forgive me?"

"Give the ring back" he said, knowing that he would hurt me.

"No. It's mine now." I said, playing with it with my finger.

"You don't deserve it, give it back." he said, acting like a two years old.

"Come get it." I said.

He came near me and tried to take my hand. I started running but ended up on my face on the ground. I wouldn't move, I acted dead.

"Come on, get up silly. You made me laugh." Gerard said, taking my hand.

He kissed me passionately and all doubts left my mind. It would always be him, in my head, in my heart, everywhere I went, every place I would go, it would be Gerard engraved in my very soul.

We walked inside and he took me upstairs in his arms like a bride.

"You're mine, always, even though you don't realise it yet." he said, pushing through the door and dropping me softly on the bed.

"Gee, can I ask you something?"

"Anything my love."

"Why did you made me wait so long if you loved me as much as you say you do." I asked, biting my lips, waiting for his answer.

"Because I feared that you would break my heart." he said, sadness in his voice.

"I love you with all my heart, Gee. You broke it twice and now…I'm afraid you'll stop loving me too." I said, brushing his cheek.

"We're silly aren't we?" he said, his eyes half closed.

"Very silly." I said, before falling asleep in his arms.

Notes

Happy birthday Frankie!! ;)



PS: Sorry for the folks who had time to read my chapter that said I would leave this site..The problem was with my browser at work. I'm not leaving you guys!!

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