The Only Way

"Do you wanna go out tonight?" Gerard asked, lying next to me on the bed.

"Yeah, what are you suggesting?" I asked.

I was bored out of my mind because of the week I had spent at Mike's. After the incident that had occurred, he and Gerard had both decided it was best for me to stay home. They hadn't exactly punished me but they strongly suggested that I shouldn't see anyone. My only two friends were busy with school anyway so I took the time to "think about the consequences of my actions now that people cared about me" as Michael had put it. I really wanted him to forgive me for what I did and by the end of the week, he had almost forget. I was happy when Gerard decided he would spend the weekend at Mike's but kinda worried about the reason why he wouldn't bring me at his house. We hadn't officially talked about it but I had made so allusions and he had answered with an excuse every single time. I tried not to freak out too much about it because of where it had lead me the last time I had been worried.

"I don't know, restaurant, then a bar, maybe."

"Gee, you're not supposed to drink and I'm 17, remember?"

"Oh yeah, I forgot. Restaurant then, and we'll improvise from there."he said, shrugging.

"Sounds like a date." I told him with the biggest smile.

"Yeah it is. You're my boyfriend." He said, emphazing on the last word as he wrapped me in his arms.

"You're fucking gorgeous and I wanna show you to the world." He added, squeezing my ass.

"I'm not your boytoy, Gerard, and my ass still hurts, thank you very much." I said, sliding off his grip. I was playing hard to get and I knew it drove him crazy.

"Ohh come on, can't I have a little bit of fun? It's not everyday that an old man like me scores a pretty young thing like yourself."he said winking at me.

"Always commenting on my looks. Tsk tsk. You're so shallow Gerard. I thought you would know better at your age." I said, teasing him, as I looked for something to wear other than sweatpants.

I picked out a pair of jeans, a black tshirt and my favorite hoodie with a skeleton on it.

"You're not bringing me somewhere fancy, are you?" I asked, looking for his approval on what I had chosen.

"No, like, McDonald or something, isn't it where all the teenagers hang out these days?" He asked, talking in a grandpa voice that sounded ridiculous.

"Stop acting like a jerk and answer me, seriously."

"You'll look perfect whatever you decide to wear, my love, choose something you're comfortable in." He looking like he had no intention of getting up.

"So this will have to do." I told him as I started to undress. I was only in my boxers when he dragged me back on the bed.

"Or you could go out like this.." He said, checking me out while biting his lips.

"How about no?" I told him, trying to get up.

"Or you could, you know, take these off and we could stay in bed, surviving only on love and water." He told me, pulling on my underwear.

"Humm..so gorgeous, my Frankie, so sexy." He whispered, caressing my stomach, then my tighs.

"I'm kinda hungry, Gee." I told him, dressing myself and pushing him back gently.

We had spent all morning and afternoon lying on the bed, making out. I was starting to feel a bit dizzy.

"You're no fun." He said, turning around, pouting.

"Come on, get your lazy ass off the bed." I said, pulling his arms and dragging him out of the bed. He slid down and almost hurt his head on the side of the radiator.

We laughed as he got up and got dressed after few a attempts of undressing me. We got out of the house and bumped into Mikey who had just come back home.

"We're are you both going?" He asked, concerned.

"Out." Gerard said, knowing it that his evasive answer would annoy his brother.

"Yeah, I figured. Out where?" Mikey asked, all serious.

"Why you wanna come?" Gerard asked with a smile that probably made Mikey want to punch him.

"No, I was just wondering." He answered, casually hiding his annoyance.

"You want to chaperone us, dad?" Gerard said, acting like a royal pain in the ass.

"Maybe I wouldn't feel the need to ask questions if you both weren't so irresponsible." Mike said, looking at me directly in the eyes. He was probably still pissed.

"Calm down, lil bro. I'll bring him back to you in one piece." Gerard answered as we entered his car.

"You better." He answered, all threatening.

We hit the road and Gerard turned up the volume, his speakers blasting out british pop music. He was wearing his favorite leather coat and sunglasses even tho it was already dark outside. We drove around for an hour when Gerard finally stopped at a dinner near the highway. There was nothing special about it, it looked like it was straight up from the fifties, and had probably seen better days. We entered the restaurant and sat down in a salmon-colored booth completely at the back, next to a window.

"When you said going out, it's not really what I had in mind." I said, looking around. I was starting to think that he had bring me to the most remote place he could find just so we wouldn't be seen together.

"They got the best cheesecake you'll ever taste here." He said, giving me a menu.

"Can I suggest you Betty's burger? It's served with french fries. It's Mikey's favorite." He added, smiling.

"So you come here often?" I asked, confused.

"Yeah, it's my uncle's restaurant. We used to come here all the time when Mikey and I were young." He said, taking off his sunglasses.

"Now my uncle's dead but his wife still owns the place. It hasn't changed one bit." He said, looking around.

A lady came to take our orders. She kept smiling at Gerard and barely looked at me. It's true that he was really gorgeous with his crooked smile and his hazels eyes but it really put me off when she asked if I was Gerard's son.

"No in fact he's my boyfriend" he told her, holding my hand on the table for her to see.

"Ohh I'm so sorry, you look so young." She told me, embarrassed, trying to explain herself.

She excused herself and disappeared quickly in the kitchen. Gerard stared at me and started laughing.
"Oh wow. Your face..omg" he said, choking on his own saliva.

"Hey thanks, daddy." I said, annoyed. I really didn't think this was funny at all.

"Sorry, baby. I just..don't be mad. It's made me laugh. You looked like you wanted to kill her."

"She's hitting on my boyfriend and she asks if he's my dad. I mean, she's really asking for it."

"Ouuh..I like it when you act all territorial on me. I'm all yours baby." He said, kissing my hand.

The waitress came back with our orders and she avoided to make small talk. The burger Gerard had made me order was so big that I couldn't take a bite without cutting it. Gerard had ordered a salad so I asked him if he wanted half of it.

"Nah, I'm trying to lose some weight." He told me, poking at his flat belly.

"What are you talking about?" I asked, raising an eyebrow.

"Gotta keep up with my young son." He told me. I wasn't sure if he was joking or not.

Gerard wasn't overweight at all. It's true that he wasn't as skinny as I was but that was easy. My ribs were poking out because of all the stress I was living and I had a tiny bone structure. I was born this way and I would probably look like a twelve year old till I had wrinkles all over my face. This tiny salad was the only thing he had eaten all day.

"You should shut up and eat some french fries before I kick your gorgeous tight ass." I told him, shoving some fries from my plate into his mouth.

He spit it out and looked at me, horrified, like if I had made him eat feces.

"What the fuck, Frank. I told you I didn't want any." He said, almost yelling.

"I'm sorry..I thought you...I thought it would be funny." I said, surprised by his reaction.

"Obviously it isn't." He told me, seriously pissed off.

We finished eating in silence and all my attempts at apologizing were in vain. I didn't know how but I had succeeded in ruining our first official date.

I was so full that I refused to eat a cheesecake and Gerard asked for the bill. We go into the car and he put back his sunglasses not for fashion purpose this time but to hide the tears in his eyes. He started the car and we drove away. He had turned down the music as soon as it had started playing and all we were left with was the distance between us that had seem to grow.

"I love you as you are, Gee. You don't need to lose weight to please me." I told him.

"I don't want to talk about it, Frank. You clearly have no respect for me or else you wouldn't have done what you did." He said, distant. I felt like crying but I didn't want him to think I was that fragile.

"How can I make it up to you? I was really excited for our night out and now..I ruined everything." I told him, disappointed.

"I have an idea but you'll say no." He told me, biting his lips.

"Will you forgive me if I promise to never do it again and say yes to your idea?" I asked, almost pleading.

"Probably but let's find out" he said, smiling like a maniac as he hit the gas.

What was truly fantastic about Gerard was that he couldn't stay mad very long. If you were smart enough to apologize, he would often snap out of it like if nothing had happened. I didn't know if it was sane but I didn't care. All I wanted that night was to have a blast with the man of my life.

Gerard parked the car and we got out in the middle of a parking lot that was ill-lit. We walked about a minute when I thought I recognized the neon-sign of a local bar.

"You're not bringing me there, are you?" I asked, pointing at the windows where the word lottery was flashing.

"Yeah, I am. I know the doorman, he'll let you in." He told me

"Who said I wanna go in?" I said, reticent, this bar looked really run-down, even for a drunk like Gerard.

"Would you please trust me? One drink and then we're out."

I noded, not knowing if I should trust him but I had already made him mad once and had no intention of doing it again.

"Hey Gee, glad to see you. Want your usual table?" The guy told him at the entrance.

"Yeah and bring us two beers please." Gerard answered, walking towards the back of the room.
I followed him but the doorman stopped me.

"Hey not so fast buddy, can I see some I.D.?" He asked me. My heart was racing and I didn't know what to answer, knowing perfectly that I was underage and that he would pobably throw me out.

"He's with me." Gerard simply said, gesturing me to come near him.

"Alright, Gee, if you say so. I don't want any trouble tho." The doorman answered.

"I'll keep an eye on him, I promise." He said, winking at the guy who was almost 7 foot tall and covered in tattoos.

We sat down on the same side of the table and the waiter brang two beers that we started drinking immediatly.

"What is this place? And why do I feel like you're popular around here?" I asked him, suspicious.

"I told you I knew the doorman, he's a friend of mine since college." He said.

"Bringing me here wasn't the greatest idea, but I'll make an exception." I tried to make him understand I was making him a favor here, acting in good faith.

"Thank you for this, Frank." He told me, patting my shoulder like we were best buddies.

"You're welcome." I told him, weirded out.

"I'm under a lot of pressure because of Vincent and I'm trying to do my best with all the shit that is coming right at my face." He told me, head down.

"I know, babe, I know." I told him, trying to excuse him, maybe, trying to convince myself that our presence here wasn't a mistake.

"I've missed you. All fucking week, I thought about you. Couldn't wait to get out of this empty house." He said, caressing my inner tighs.

"Is that why you don't want to bring me there?" I asked, wanting to find out more.

"Oh euhm. Yeah, part of it. It's just that...I haven't...had time to put down the pictures with Vincent on it." He said, sipping on his beer.

"Okay." What a lame excuse I thought.

"It's not what you think..Alice is on most of them and...it's stupid but if I put them down, I fear that I'll never see her again, that he'll take her away from me." He explained.

"You know what? You can leave them hanging on the wall for the moment, I won't care. And when everything surrounding your divorce will be settled and Alice is finally back home with you, because trust me she will, I will help you remove them from the wall and everywhere else."

"You're so kind, my Frankie, so good to me." He said, kissing both my hands.

"I love you, baby. Just the way you are, you know that?" I asked him.

"Euhm. I'm not sure you'll agree with my lifestyle that's what scrares me the most.." He said, finishing his drink and ordering another.

"With your drinking? As long as you keep it under control, I won't mind." I told him. There was so much things I was ready to accept coming from Gerard, it almost scared me in a way.

"Not only that.." He said, as the barman gave him another beer.

"You can tell me anything, I won't judge." I reassured him.

"I..don't..it's.." He tried to explain but the words wouldn't come out.

"Does it have something to do with what happened earlier?" I asked, knowing I was probably right on.

"Yeah." He said, still not looking at me.

"No worries then, I won't force you to eat anything you don't want to from now on." I didn't need much more explanation. I had never saw Gerard eating that much but lately it had been worse. He always had an excuse not to eat breakfast or dinner.

"It's...you..you'd do that for me?" He said, incredulous.

"Only if you never do it because of me. Cause I'll get fat if it's what it takes. I don't want you to think I'm judging you. You are the kindest, most gorgeous man I've ever seen." I told him, spilling my heart out.

"Even if you hit on Mikey?" he said looking at me, raisingan eyebrow.

"He told you!?" I answered, surprised, even tho Mikey had warned me he would.

"Of course he told me, Mike tells me everything."

"I was pissed off at you. That's why I did it." I tried to explain.

"Okay." He said, unsatisfied of my answer.

He called for another drink and then another after that. He already had finished his fourth drink when I was still drinking my first. I didn't want to tell him to slow down cause I knew it would piss him off so I reminded him that he had promised me we wouldn't spend the rest of the night there. We were about to leave when a guy walked towards us sat down in front of me.

"Can I get you and your friend a drink?" The man asked more as a courtesy than a real question as he put down two of the three of the beer he was holding in front of us. He had short jet black hair and was about the same height than Mikey. I couldn't tell his age but he was probably a few years younger than Gerard and definitively older than me.

"So what's your name cutie?" He asked, staring straight into my eyes.

"Frank." I told him, unimpressed. I wanted him to seriously fuck off.

"And what about you, sexy?" He asked, turning his attention to Gerard.

"I'm Gerard but call me Gee." He said, acting all flirty. Great. He was already wasted.

"My name is Laurence, pleased to meet you both." He said kissing my hand then Gerard's hand

Who the hell was this guy?

"The pleasure's all ours" Gerard answered, drinking almost half his beer in one sip.

"You look thirsty, buddy but slow down a bit. I want you to still be conscious when I'll bring you home." Laurence said, winking at us both.

"You won't bring me home without my Frankie." Gerard answered, slurring his words, smiling a crooked smile.

"That wasn't my intention either, honey. You would both look gorgeous lying in my bed."

"Not interested." I told Laurence, disgusted.

"Oh come on Frankie, we're just talking. There's no harm in fantasizing a bit." Laurence answered.

"You would bring home two guys you don't even know, just to have sex?" I asked him.

"That's called a one night stand but I bet your virgin ass wouldn't know anything about it." He said, acting like a smart ass.

"Fuck you." I answered, clenched fists. Gerard was still sipping on his drink, giggling cause he thought Laurence was funny. That bastard.

"Your mama never told you not to be mean to strangers?" He answered back.

"My mom's dead." I told him, resentment in my voice.

"Frank, come on, calm down." Gerard asked, drinking the beer that Laurence had brought for me.

"Your boyfriend's playing hard to get?" Laurence said adressing himself to Gerard but caressing my legs under the table.

"Don't touch me." I warned him, ready to punch him in the face but Gerard held me back.

"Alright, calm down. I just want to get to know you, babe. You seem like such a nice guy." Laurence said, rolling his eyes.

"One thing you could do is to bring us both to my place tho. Cause I can't drive." Gerard suggested, finishing my beer.

"You would use me as a lift?" Laurence asked, with a smile on his face, faking to be hurt.

"Yeah...that'd be..really cool." Gerard, said shrugging like he hadn't notice that Laurence was hitting on me. His danger meter surely was broken because this was the stupidiest idea ever. I would've preferred to walk.

"Alright. But I'm doing this just to prove to Frankie I'm not such a bad guy after all." He said, brushing my nose.

Oh great, nobody knew we were at this bar, we had talked to that guy for about 5 minutes and I almost had punched him twice, he was acting all flirty and shady, saying he wanted us both in his bed, that seemed like the fucking perfect plan, I mean, what wrong could happen?!?

We walked to his car while I did my best to make Gerard signs to walk away but he didn't get it. He just kept on trying to hug me and kiss me. Once again, I seemed like the only adult in the room. We sat down at the back while Laurence made a allusion of him being treated like a taxi driver.

"You are so cute together." Laurence said, contempling in his rearview mirror while Gerard was making out with himself as I tried to pushed him back.

"Why won't you kiss me baby? That hurts." Gerard said, a hand on his chest like if he had just been shot.

"Cause we don't need to give him a show" I told him, annoyed that Laurence was staring.

"Come on, baby, I just want to feel your lips on mine. I want you so bad." he said, all needy.

"Not here, not now, not like that." I told him, giving him a small peck on the lips.

"You're no fun." He told me, pouting and looking the other way.

"Hey Frankie, I was wondering how you ended up with this delightful piece of man" Laurence asked me, trying to compliment Gerard in the weirdest way ever. He sounded like a predator who was gonna eat him for dinner.

"I..met him...at a bar." I told him, destabilised by his question.

"That doesn't seem very plausible honey, you're what? 16, 17?" He said, raising an eyebrow.

Gerard had turned around and was biting his lips, looking at me, caressing his knee.

"I bet it turns you on, Gee...dating a guy who's not legal." He said, chuckling.

What the hell was going on. They both looked like they were gonna rape me. I didn't like this one bit. Tears were starting to fill my eyes. I didn't know how to react.

"Okay, Laurence, cut the act we're gonna freak him out for good." Gerard said, caressing my hair.

"What the?" I asked, wide-eyed.

"Frank, meet my best friend, Laurence. We taught we were gonna have a little bit of fun with you." Gerard said with a smirk on his face.

"You fucking jerks!!!!" I told them, relieved but still mad.

"I'm sorry babe, I didn't mean to scare you. I'm stupid when I'm drunk..don't be mad." He apologized.

"I'm not mad...you're just...I almost punched you!!" I said, looking at Laurence in disbelief.

"Haha I know, you've got quite the character, I like that." He answered back, laughing.

"Oh and, we're going to Mikey's." Gerard said to Laurence.

"Haven't seen your bro in a while, man! How's he?" Laurence asked.

They made small talk about Mikey's new girlfriend and what was going on in his life in general while I listened, looking at them sharing complicity.

"I know Laurence from highschool. His mom was my doctor."Gerard explained when he saw I was getting bored.

"Yeah she must have saw your tiny winnie a hundred times." Laurence said, trying to embarrass Gerard.

"Why don't I drop you at your house tho? You looked like you were ready for a night of passion." He asked Gerard.

"Cause, Frank lives at Mike's since..his mother died." Gerard explained.

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry I thought you were joking." Laurence answered.

"It's alright." I said, shrugging. He already was feeling enough bad as it was.

"So your boyfriend living at your bro's..that must be weird. Why doesn't he just moves in with you?"

"Divorce, costudy, Alice and all.." Gerard answered.

"Oh yeah yeah...sorry I feel like I should put my foot in my mouth now." Laurence said, feeling awkward.

"You prolly should." I told him, laughing.

"Got any gum?" Gerard asked both of us.

"Gerard, no gum is gonna cover the smell of alcohol in your breath, you're almost sweating the stuff."

"And you look pretty wasted man, no offense." Laurence told him.

"I should sneak in by the window while you distract Mikey." Gerard told me like a teenager who was afraid of getting caught.

Gerard got out of the car and started running to hide from Mikey who was getting out of the house. He acted ridiculously but it was funny.

"Nice to have met you, man, say bye to Gee for me would ya?" Laurence told me as I got out of the car.

"I will."

I was greeted by a confused Mikey.

"Where's Gerard?" He asked, suspicious.

"He just dropped me off with his friend Laurence."

"Ahh okay, weird, I thought you were on a date."

"So did I" I answered, shrugging. Maybe I was being a jerk to Gerard, making Mikey believe he had abandoned me but he deserved it.

I went directly in my room and opened my window for Gerard to enter. I got undressed, wearing only my underwears and crashed unto the bed.

"Can I look at you, without any clothes on? I asked, looking at him from head to toes. I wanted to see all of him now that he was mine and wasted, I knew he wouldn't refuse.

He layed down next to me, taking all his clothes off and got under the covers. I kissed him passionatly while caressing his stomach, then his tighs. His skin was soft and I felt the urge to stroke his dick slowly.

"You said looking, not touching." He said, faking to push me back.

"Feels good?" I asked, as I felt him getting bigger in my hand.

"Huh humm.." He noded, biting his lips, moaning under his breath.

"You're huge..." I told him, making a face that implied it scared me.

"I'll be gentle, babe, trust me I know what I'm doing, you're gonna end up begging for more." He told me, biting his lips.

"I can't wait."

"Humm..talk dirty to me baby." He asked.

"I can't wait for you to fuck me Gee, to feel your big dick inside me, to make me moan like crazy, to make me come like I would never be able on my own."

"More.."

"I'll beg to suck you off, I'll be your little slut, Gee, I'll do whatever you ask me to. We'll do it rough like you love."

"Suck me off now baby, please.." He told me, pushing on my head so I would go down on him.

"Show me how it's done babe..I wanna please you so bad." I asked him.

He grabbed my hand and licked my middle finger slowly then sucked on it, sliding it slowly while he moaned. I looked at him biting my lips. He was so into it it made me feel like my lower abdomen was gonna explode.

"Grab my penis tightly and stroke it hard....as you're twisting my shaft with one hand slowly start sucking on the head of my penis, curl your tongue around it...hummm..and twist it in circles, then point it upwards ...and slowly lick it." He whispered in my ears. I got down on him and did the best I could to follow his instructions and was soon rewarded by his moans.

"mmmmm I love it" I said, moving my tongue around to keep him constantly wet.

"Mm Frankie, so good.." He moaned.

I put my hands around his balls and tickled them gently as I kept on stroking and sucking. I didn't really knew what I was doing at the time but I experienced things as I was guided by the sounds that Gerard was making.

"Put your hand at the base of my cock to stroke in sync with your head movements, my love." He explained.

"Fuuck..yes exactly like this babe." He said, under his breath.

I gently cupped and caressed his balls. I did my best to take his entire cock into my mouth but chocked on it. Fucking gag reflex.

"Do it slowly." he said, caressing my hair. I succeeded at the second attempt. I wrapped my hands around him and grabbed his ass. I pulled him close to me and squeezed him tight.

"I'm getting close...fuckk..baby..faster." He said as I stroked him harder.

"Come in my mouth...I want to taste you..." I moaned. I wanted all of him, right now.

He held his dick as I squeezed it out and swallowed his cum.

"Ohh god Frankie..." He moaned as I gave it a few more finishing licks. He kissed me and caressed my whole body.

"I love you so so much my love." He said, wipping the few drops that were left on my chin.

"I wasn't that bad?" I asked, trying to reassure myself.

"You're a good student, my little slut." He said, biting his lips, kissing me again.

"Now I'm not sure about some things..care to show me again professor?" I asked, implying it was his turn to suck me off.

Notes

You want the get down
Here comes the gang war
You're doin' alright
I got the answer
'Cause all the good times,
They give you cancer

Danger days vibes!

Fluff.
Drama.
Smutt.

sorry for the rapey vibes again lol but it was totally worth it. <3